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highschool
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01:46am | Aug 02, '08 | Public
" you think you know it all dont you, highschool the best time of your life....think again. think you'll never do drugs? wait till all the "cool" people are doing it. come on just once its not gonna kill you, do it you'll be one of us. think you know who your true friends are? wait till you need someone to talk to whos gonna be by your side, noone all alone. think your tough? just until you mouth off or say one wrong thing to the wrong person, we'll see whos so tough now, right big mouth. think your smart? a 7 page essay, 3 math tests, a science project and a 10 minute presentation later. not einstein now are we. think your cool? wait till your too fat. too short. too tall. too skinny. your outfit isnt the latest in teen magazine, your hair isnt redone weekly. you think your popular? wait till you wont change yourself to fit in, and be one of the cool kids, why not? your shirt doesnt match yourshoelaces - not the right color hair - those shoes arent in stlye this week, hello that was last week. think you will never need a boy to complete you? wait till hes staring you right in the eyes holding you like hes never gonna let you go, saying how in love with you he is. think your hearts never gonna get broken? wait till the same guy who just told you he is deeply in love with you & now somethings familiar, same words different girl. think you wont have sex? no i dont give into peer pressure, say that to him while hes telling you it will only make you two stronger as a couple. think your gonna be miss innocent your entire life? wait till its you sitting in that jail cell asking yourself, this isnt me. how did this all happen. think your never gonna stab any one you love in the back? when did you say this before or after you told the entire population of your school that "so and so's" not a virgin. and she gave it up to whats his face. "
no matter how many times you say to yourself, or look in the mirror
and say your still you. dont lie to yourself. highschool changes you
in ever single way.whether you wanna admit it or not.
do you even know who you are anymore?

by linziLOO,
 
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2:29
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09:29pm | Apr 06, '08 | Public
sometimes theres no next times, second chances, or
maybe laters. sometimes its now or never because forever
may end when it wants, so instead of wondering what could
happen if you do something, think about what might not happen
if you dont do something because it might just be your only chance,
and its hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen but,
its even harder to give up when you know its everything you want ...



You never really know someone.. some things never change
and nothing is ever guaranteed to always be there.
Trust, promises are broken. Friendships, relationships come and go,
unfortunately' nothing lasts forever.
move on from people in the past, there's a reason they
are not in your future. people cheat, lie, deceive & you learn
the hard way, but you learn. It gets you weak but at the same
time you grow stronger, time heals all wounds.Forget those who
you thought they'd be there for you but suddenly walk out one day,
Don't waste your time holding onto something thats not there.you
can't break someone, who thinks nothing of you. some people live
to not care. there will always be those who talk shit, but let them think
they know, let them talk. things always get worse before they get better.
things happen so make the best of it' because tomorrow will be another day
so forget the rude remarks, and remember the compliments you recieve.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
 
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it doesn't seem to get better
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08:37am | Feb 20, '08 | Public
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
im not ready to make nice
im not ready to back down
im still mad as hell and
i dont have time to go around
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Because I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do
what it is you think I should

I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying



i Can't Find A Reason To Let Go
Even Though You've Found A New Love
And She's What Your Dreams Are Made Of
I Can Find A Reason To Hang On
What Went Wrong Can Be Forgiven
Without You, It Ain't Worth Livin' Alone
What Right Does She Have To Take You Away
When For So Long, You Were Mine

 
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i learned to get over it
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03:39am | Feb 04, '08 | Public
She was everything beautiful and different

So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it around
I guess you build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down

Stupid boy, you can't fence that in
Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind
she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
You stupid boy

you always had to be right but now you've lost
The only thing that ever made you feel alive
It took awhile for her to figure out she could run
But when she did, she was long gone
 
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fuck him
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03:29am | Feb 04, '08 | Public
If you drink - your being bad
If he drinks - he's popular
If you sleep around - your a slut
If he sleeps around - he's definitely cool
If you don't love him - he will try to lure you in
If you love him - he will leave you
If you lecture him - your being a bitch
If he lectures you - he's showing he cares
If your quiet - your pms ing
If he's quiet - he's going through rough times
If you argue with him - you started it
If he argues with you - you started it
If you don't fuck him - you don't love him
If you do - your easy
If you tell him your problems - your complaining
If you don't - you don't trust him
If you fuck up - your a whore and it's over
If he fucks up - he was drunk, he loves you
 
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It's sad when people you know become people you knew
when u can walk right past someone like they were never
a part of your life how you used to be able to talk to them
for hours, and now you can barely even look at them
 
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5:05 pm
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12:05am | Oct 27, '07 | Public
Eventually one of these two things happen:
He'll be sorry when he realizes you were worth it
Or you'll be happy when you realize he wasn't
 
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you should've thought twice before you let it all go
and i should've been there, in the back of your mind
i shouldn't be asking myself why

baby you know all the right things to say
but do you honestly except me to believe
we could ever be the same.
you say that the past is the past, you need one chance
it was a moment of weakness and you said yes
 
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sometimes, its too late
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12:58am | Oct 20, '07 | Public


I didn't know, what I would find, when I went lookin for a reason
I know, I didnt read between the lines, and baby ive got nowhere to go
i tried to take the road less traveled by
but nothin seems to work the first few times, am i right
You saw me there, but never knew
that i would give it all just to be
a part of this, a part of you
and now its all too late so you see,
you could have helped if you had wanted to
but no one notices until its too late to do anything
 
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♥
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11:28pm | Oct 11, '07 | Public


.......i wish we all had that
 
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i learn as life goes on
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03:16am | Aug 28, '07 | Public


I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words; it may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
 
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asdfghjk
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06:44am | Aug 10, '07 | Public
there is a lot of fucked up shit in this world
there are bad times to appreciate the good,
and good times to forget about the bad.
in this life you choose the way you want to live it.
Im a sinner and i know it. Shit I’ve done bad ever since i can remember
i keep praying n saying im sorry Jesus for the way I’ve been living but it
just keeps happening the same shit all the time.
and yeah sometimes i like being bad, im not going to lie.. who doesnt?
but after i don’t feel good about doing some of the stuff i do.
Sometimes i can’t even sleep at night when i think about what i did, and what will become of it.
Im not saying i regret what i do, im saying i wish i made better choices and really thought about what i do or have done.
We all get chances, we just have to decide how were going to make them.
im not here to judge you for what you do or what you believe in because im in no way a better person than you. i try to be a better person for myself.,
But sometimes you cant make someone something their not,
Im trying to be a better person in general but with all the bullshit and drama in the world it’s hard.
if everyone was just happy and really cared about one another; then this shit would stop.
No more stabbings no more deaths. Why do people take this life for granted?
You only live once you should be happy to live it and live it the best you can...
Don’t hold grudges, don’t stress over something not worth stressing, just be happy and have a good time
and most of all be yourself and be happy with who you are.

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if i could make at least one person smile every day i would be so happy.
my friends and family mean more to me then anything and im happy just to have them.
The only people you need in your life, are the people that need you in theirs as well.
They are the only ones that are truly worth everything, and those are my true friends.
and although i have a lot of friends that i love with everything ive got; i have
a lot of haters out there too and honestly i don't give a shit about you,
so keep running your mouths if it makes you feel better about yourselves that’s okay with me
because i know exactly what i do and what i don’t do.
Trying to bring me down, trying to get my girls to turn against me, spreading lies and bullshit, it doesnt phase me .
You kind of people need to get a life and stop living off mine; i do a lot of wrong and im aware of that.
you don’t need to remind me of shit i did in the past. Its time to move on and grow up.
i know what i did, i don’t have time for stupid drama.
i don’t need to waste my time to sit and talk about what other people did on the weekend or who there dating
or who they have sex with; its none of my damn business.
i learn from my mistakes and im happy to say that I’ve learnt a lot, like who to trust and who not to.
you can only depend on yourself,. and if your lucky you will have a few real true friends that will always be there for you
and stay by your side no matter what;
and you will for them too. thankfully i have those friends and you know who you are.
No one can explain everything life is about, because its about everything that happens to you and everyone else.
Its what happens in the world. But what i can say is this:
you want to live a good and happy life, forget about the insults you get and the haters and bitches who fuck around.
and remember the best memories you have, the compliments you recieve, and the people you care about most.

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There are a lot of people who think they know me because of the things they hear or what they just assume.
Honestly im not always how people say i am, Ive changed in some ways,
im just a girl trying to make things fun and better for myself and the people around me.
Im sorry if I have ever hurt you in anyway, because i know what i feels like to be hurt and i dont like it.
I can say i never meant it now, but that doesnt mean shit because i still did it.
honestly, i am sorry forgive me or not; thats up to you.

- when i say im sorry, im saying it to the people that deserve it.
because there are a lot of bitche's out there that know i hate them for a reason
i dont give a fuck about you or any second thoughts about why i hate you.
if i hurt you on purpose, i most likely did it for a good reason. im not the type of person that will hate you for stupid shit.
if you fuck me over, then your just going to get whats coming for you.
im glad to say i have a lot of people that care about me, and if i need their help i just have to say so.
forgiving is a two way thing., you tell me your sorry for what you did ill forgive you most likely.
i dont hold many grudges, and i dont dislike a lot of people, but if something i care about is ruined somehow
because of you, or someone i care for is smacked talked, yeah im going to have a problem with it.
so if i hate you, you know why and theres a reason behind it.
but if you respect me then i will respect you.
 
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always remember.
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06:41am | Aug 10, '07 | Public
Not everybody has to love me or even like me.
I dont necessarily like everybody i know, so why should everybody else like me?
I enjoy being liked and being loved, but if somebody doesn't like me, i will still be okay and still feel like i am an okay person.
I cannot make somebody like me, anymore than somebody can get me to like them.
I don't need approval all the time. If someone does not approve of me, i will still be okay.

Making mistakes is something we all do,
& i am still a fine & worthwhile person when i make them.
There is no reason for me to get upset when i make a mistake.
I'm trying & if i make a mistake, I am going to continue trying. I can handle making a mistake.
It is okay for others to make mistakes too. I will accept mistakes in myself & also mistakes that others make.
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People who do things you dont like are not necessarily bad people.
They should not be punished just because you dont like what they do or did.
There is no reason why other people should be the way you want them to be and there is no reason
why you should be the way somebody else wants you to be.
People will be whatever they want to be and you will be whatever you want to be.
You cannot control other people or change them.
They are who they are; we all deserve basic respect.

I will survive if things are different than what i want them to be.
I can accept things the way they are, accept people the way they are, and accept myself the way i am.
There is no reason to get upset if i can't change things to fit my idea of how they should be.
There is no reason why i should have to like everything.
Even if i don't like it, i can live with it.


You are responsible for how you feel and what you do.
Nobody can make you feel anything. If you have a rotten day, you are the one who allowed it to be that way.
If you have a great day, you are the one who deserves credit for being positive.
It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that you can feel better.
You are the one who is in charge of your life.

I don't need to watch out for things to go wrong.
Things usually go just fine, and when they dont, i can handle it.
I don't have to waste my energy worrying; Things will be okay.


You can. Even though you may be faced with difficult tasks, it is better to try than to avoid them.
Avoiding a task does not give you any opportunities for success or joy, but trying does.
Things worth having are worth the effort.
You might not be able to do everything, but you can do something.

I don't need someone else to take care of my problems.
I am capable. I can take care of myself. I can make decisions for myself. I can think for myself.
I don't have to depend on somebody else to take care of me.
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You don't have to be a certain way because of what happened in the past.
Everyday is a new day. It's silly to think you can't help being the way you are.
Of course you can. You can change.

I can't solve other people's problems for them.
I don't have to take on other people's problems as if they were my own.
I don't need to change other people or fix up their lives.
They are capable and can take care of themselves, and can solve their own problems.
I can care and be of some help, but i cant do everything for them.


There is more than one way to do something.
More than one person has had good ideas that will work.
There is no one and only "best" way. Everybody has ideas that are worthwhile.
Some may make more sense than others, but everyone's ideas are worthwhile,
and everyone has something worthwhile to contribute.
 
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its pretty much family
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04:39am | Mar 11, '07 | Public

there is always that one person that you've asked god to give you
to be there for you whenever you need them,
and to be there to have someone you can always love and trust
its more than what i asked for and im grateful
ive been given a gift more precious than any other
...not a bestfriend, but the bestfriend♥ ♥
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i love you, Ashly Lorraine Deshaies. [/right]
 
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