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BASICS
| Height: | 169 cm - 173 cm (5'7" - 5'8") |
| Weight: | 51 Kg - 55 Kg (111 lbs - 120 lbs) |
| Birthday: | November 19, 1989 |
| Dating: | Dating |
| Living Situation: | Living with roommate(s) |
| Location: | Alberta, Canada |
| Join Date: | 10:03pm | Nov 07, '05 |
| Profile Updated: | 08:22pm | Dec 16, '09 |
| Last Active: | 04:14am | Jan 15, '11 |
INTERESTS
| Movies: | Action, Animated, Comedy, Drama, Horror, Musicals, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction, Tearjerkers, Teen |
| Art: | Acting, Body Art, Doodling, Drawing, Film/Video Making, Graphic Design, Painting, Photography, Singing, Writing |
| Activities: | Clubbing, Cooking, Drinking, Driving, Karaoke, Listening to music, Partying, Shopping, Traveling, Dancing |
FELICIA
Names Felicia
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RANDOM SHIZNIT
Scorpio
October 23 - November 21
October 23 - November 21
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.
In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.
They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.
Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
LIKES
Truth
Hidden Causes
Being involved
Work That is Meaningful
Being Persuasive
DISLIKES
Being Given Only Surface data
Taken Advantage of
Demeaning Jobs
Shallow Relationships
Flattery and Flattering [/center][/i]
QUOTES
“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision."
"to say id die for you isnt enough, thats to weak. id live through the most excruciating pain for all aleternity for you just because your worth it. dying is giving in... id keep on fighting for you , i love you."
"If Your Not Willing To Risk It All;; Then You Don't Want It Bad Enough."
" everything happens for a reason, sometimes things fall apart just , so other things can fall together. but in the end , what's meant to be will always find it`s way "
"Speak when you are angry--and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret."
"Our lives improve only when we take chances - and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves."
Would it be wrong if I told you, I can't keep my eyes off you? Would it be wrong if I told you, you are the most intreging person that I have ever met? Would it be wrong if I told you, I want to kiss you more than I've ever wanted to kiss anyone?
In the hospital, we see addiction everyday.
It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist.
It would be too easy if it was just drugs and booze and cigarettes.
I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it.
I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right?
Often, too often, things that start out just as a normal part of your life,
At some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control.
It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else, fade away.
The thing about addiction is, it never ends well, because eventually,
Whatever it is that gets us high, stops feeling good and starts to hurt.
Still they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom,
But how do you know you're there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us,
Sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.
Quotes between me and Tanya...they are really pro..lmao
"Pro to the Fro to the Do to the Yo to the Ohhhh What Fuck You!"
"The tent is moving but it's not windy"
"If she tries something i'll be like.....Hey! she works at walmart!"
"Us 4 need to have some bonding time"
"insane in the membrane, insane got no brain"
"I win!"
"they may be small hands but they can do alot"
"Phuka;;Fucker"
"You smell good...*sniff*"
"Nemo!"
"I was just feeling the fabric, jeeze!" lmao 
"I was just checking...jeeze" 
"1, 2, 3 like a bird I've seen, Cuz your giving me the most beautiful wings, and I'm so glad you here today cuz tomorrow I might hae to go and fly away..fly away, fly away"
"I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain?"
"fuck we see nice cars everywhere when were together, its a sign were either gunna own a nice car or get killed by one"
"oreo cookie"
"Passion; It lies in all of us, sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments: The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace, but we would be hollow: empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truely dead."
Picture This:
You are a heterosexual person living in a homosexual world.
You get up in the morning and get ready to go to school.
Downstairs your two mothers are preparing your breakfast.
There are two men holding hands on the cover of the magazine laying on the table, on the radio the announcer is talking about the latest scandal:
“A female celebrity is going out with, can you believe it, a male celebrity?!”
As you step into the school, you hear people laughing and saying things like,
“That’s so straight.”
Friends of yours are talking to you about how last weekend they were hanging out with the cutest same-sex person.
You want desperately to talk about the person of the oppostie that you met, but are too afraid of ridicule.
Going to one of your classes, you’re bumped into so hard you drop all your books as the voices of your peers ring with things like,
“Fucking hetero!”
This just shows you a glimpse of what it’s like in the day of a homosexual. If you think homophobia is wrong, copy this into your profile
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R.I.P Shane Lopes
R.I.P Mitchell Tanner
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This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision."
Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade.
"to say id die for you isnt enough, thats to weak. id live through the most excruciating pain for all aleternity for you just because your worth it. dying is giving in... id keep on fighting for you , i love you."
"If Your Not Willing To Risk It All;; Then You Don't Want It Bad Enough."
" everything happens for a reason, sometimes things fall apart just , so other things can fall together. but in the end , what's meant to be will always find it`s way "
"Speak when you are angry--and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret."
"Our lives improve only when we take chances - and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves."
Would it be wrong if I told you, I can't keep my eyes off you? Would it be wrong if I told you, you are the most intreging person that I have ever met? Would it be wrong if I told you, I want to kiss you more than I've ever wanted to kiss anyone?
In the hospital, we see addiction everyday.
It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist.
It would be too easy if it was just drugs and booze and cigarettes.
I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it.
I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right?
Often, too often, things that start out just as a normal part of your life,
At some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control.
It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else, fade away.
The thing about addiction is, it never ends well, because eventually,
Whatever it is that gets us high, stops feeling good and starts to hurt.
Still they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom,
But how do you know you're there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us,
Sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.
Quotes between me and Tanya...they are really pro..lmao
"Pro to the Fro to the Do to the Yo to the Ohhhh What Fuck You!"
"The tent is moving but it's not windy"
"If she tries something i'll be like.....Hey! she works at walmart!"
"Us 4 need to have some bonding time"
"insane in the membrane, insane got no brain"
"I win!"
"they may be small hands but they can do alot"
"Phuka;;Fucker"
"You smell good...*sniff*"
"Nemo!"
"I was just feeling the fabric, jeeze!" lmao
"I was just checking...jeeze"
"1, 2, 3 like a bird I've seen, Cuz your giving me the most beautiful wings, and I'm so glad you here today cuz tomorrow I might hae to go and fly away..fly away, fly away"
"I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain?"
"fuck we see nice cars everywhere when were together, its a sign were either gunna own a nice car or get killed by one"
"oreo cookie"
"Passion; It lies in all of us, sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments: The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstacy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace, but we would be hollow: empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truely dead."
Picture This:
You are a heterosexual person living in a homosexual world.
You get up in the morning and get ready to go to school.
Downstairs your two mothers are preparing your breakfast.
There are two men holding hands on the cover of the magazine laying on the table, on the radio the announcer is talking about the latest scandal:
“A female celebrity is going out with, can you believe it, a male celebrity?!”
As you step into the school, you hear people laughing and saying things like,
“That’s so straight.”
Friends of yours are talking to you about how last weekend they were hanging out with the cutest same-sex person.
You want desperately to talk about the person of the oppostie that you met, but are too afraid of ridicule.
Going to one of your classes, you’re bumped into so hard you drop all your books as the voices of your peers ring with things like,
“Fucking hetero!”
This just shows you a glimpse of what it’s like in the day of a homosexual. If you think homophobia is wrong, copy this into your profile
R.I.P Shane Lopes
R.I.P Mitchell Tanner
.
LATEST BLOG ENTRY
02:35am | Feb 24, '09 | No Comments
you'll always phase me
the sparkle in your eye
the smile on your face
the soft touch from your hand
everything about you makes me feel invincible
and yet
the rollercoaster I've been on
not knowing where we stand
seeing you with another
break me down like nothing else
This situation seems all to familiar for me
The feeling of love, security, and trust
But soon enough it all fades away
I question the love
Securities become insecurities
Trust is simply gone
I get left broken and alone
Feeling like I did everything wrong
Feeling so angry with myself
Asking myself why I fell for you
Why did I let you through my walls
I could have saved myself so much pain
And yet
I still love you more than anything
I hate that I cant hate you.
I want to see you dance and have it not phase me
I want to see you smile and have it not phase me
I want to feel your touch and have it not phase me
I want you to not phase me
the sparkle in your eye
the smile on your face
the soft touch from your hand
everything about you makes me feel invincible
and yet
the rollercoaster I've been on
not knowing where we stand
seeing you with another
break me down like nothing else
This situation seems all to familiar for me
The feeling of love, security, and trust
But soon enough it all fades away
I question the love
Securities become insecurities
Trust is simply gone
I get left broken and alone
Feeling like I did everything wrong
Feeling so angry with myself
Asking myself why I fell for you
Why did I let you through my walls
I could have saved myself so much pain
And yet
I still love you more than anything
I hate that I cant hate you.
I want to see you dance and have it not phase me
I want to see you smile and have it not phase me
I want to feel your touch and have it not phase me
I want you to not phase me