have you ever felt so alone. You have friends and family, but you wake up somedays and see yourself just being a little off your game. You go through life and all it haves to offer and you realize that your father than you want to be. Or you ignore a problem cause you think if it changes in your mind then it changes in reality. Lately i feel like i can't seem to do anything right. I try my best everyday but the place i put myself is in this great hole. Sometimes i feel up and sometimes i feel down. It's like i can't change this circle i keep going in. I want to. I want to face my fears with an open mind. I want to be able to make good decisions, look to a brighter future. So if i want all this how come i can't change the fact.