"He's a good looking guy, just not a good looking guy to me! I thought he was once, but then I turned around and saw that he wasn't!" (Carolyn talking about Matt)
Cool Stuff
well i'm 19! how cool is that! lol! I'm a legal CANADIAN suckers! haha!
About Me
Well my name is Courtney and right now I'm living in Vancouver. I have my own apartment downtown. I actually just moved here like 7 months ago. I used to live in Fort Saskatchewan, Alberta. The reason for the move...school. I'm in the fashion arts program at John Casablancas. I love it there. I really do. I mean some classes are really hard and annoying but I love it. And all the people in my class are so nice. I thought it would be hard to make friends and stuff but I love my girls to pieces...I would do anything for them and we all just get along so well. But I do miss everyone back home soo much. I really wish I could talk to them all more. I mean sometimes I'm lonely here but there are lots of things to keep me distracted. Ok, so as of right now I'm not actually working. I know I should be. But its really hard right now. And I say this as I'm digging into all my savings. But I get soo much homework that its insanely hard to keep up with everything when I have 4 days off...what will I do when I start working for 2+ of those days? I mean right now school is the main thing, right? I've been living my whole life since I was 10 living for work, for my job. I can't lie, its really nice to take a break from that. I'm not lazy or anything I'm just really enjoying this break right now. What else is there about me...oh, just so you know...many guys seem to get the HIV after dating me or whatever...but I swear, its all them and I'm complete innocent in the whole thing! haha!
ps...I'm under direct orders from Devin, Courtney & Alissa to not make any ugly clothes...I shall promise to abide by this...no matter how much I like PB&J! lol!
26 Cents-The Wilkinsons
She sat alone on a bus out of Beaumont
The courage of just 18 years
A penny and quarter were taped to a letter
And momma's goodbye in her ears
She watched as her high school faded behind her
And the house with the white picket fence
Then she read the note that her momma had wrote
Wrapped up with 26 cents
When you get lonely, call me
Anytime at all and I'll be there with you, always
Anywhere at all
There's nothing I've got that I wouldn't give
And money is never enough
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
A penny and a quarter buys a whole lot of nothing
Taped to an old wrinkled note
And when she didn't have much she had all momma's love
Inside that old envelope
When you get lonely, call me
Anytime at all and I'll be there with you, always
Anywhere at all
There's nothing I've got that I wouldn't give
And money is never enough
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
Oh its been years since momma's been gone
But when she holds the coins she feels her love just as strong
When you get lonely, call me
Anytime at all and I'll be there with you, always
Anywhere at all
There's nothing I've got that I wouldn't give
And money is never enough
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
She sat alone on a bus out of Beaumont
The courage of just 18 years
A penny and quarter were taped to a letter
And momma's goodbye in her ears
She watched as her high school faded behind her
And the house with the white picket fence
Then she read the note that her momma had wrote
Wrapped up with 26 cents
When you get lonely, call me
Anytime at all and I'll be there with you, always
Anywhere at all
There's nothing I've got that I wouldn't give
And money is never enough
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
A penny and a quarter buys a whole lot of nothing
Taped to an old wrinkled note
And when she didn't have much she had all momma's love
Inside that old envelope
When you get lonely, call me
Anytime at all and I'll be there with you, always
Anywhere at all
There's nothing I've got that I wouldn't give
And money is never enough
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
Oh its been years since momma's been gone
But when she holds the coins she feels her love just as strong
When you get lonely, call me
Anytime at all and I'll be there with you, always
Anywhere at all
There's nothing I've got that I wouldn't give
And money is never enough
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
Here's a penny for your thoughts
A quarter for the call
And all of your momma's love
Statements of Pure Honesty
Instructions:Write [very personal] statements Intended to different people.
Never tell which one is to who...but you can all guess if you wish!!
1. I love you with all my heart and my biggest fear was that you would forget about me...and you did...
2. I know we lost touch and I prolly wasn't the nicest person after we stopped being friends...and for that I am truly sorry. Sometimes its hard to go against what everyone else is saying or doing even though I know I should.
3. My big move definately ruined our friendship...just a tad. I stil love you to bits but i does hurt that you couldn't even pick up a phone. But I thank you too because all this pain you caused me has just given me more strength to continue to reach my goals!
4. Too many good times and too many fights. I remember as many fights as I can good times. But in a weird way those fights I don't look at in a negative way...it was always just part of our friendship. Kinda weird that way...but I still love as much now as I ever did.
5. I just wish you the greatest and totally relate to you in soo much. Like family and future plans and everything. We've been friends for soo long and you've helped me out through everything and for that I thank you!
6. I wish we had become friends sooner because your a complete blast and you have been there for me in the time we have been friends. You got amazing talent and I know you will make use of your talent in someway...and I hope you remember the good times we've had this year and I really hope we do stay in touch in the future.
7. So many good times together in the past and when I look back your the person I remember my first real memories with and I couldn't even imagine growing up without you right by my side. Love you lots and always will!
8. I wish we hadn't really stopped talking but in a way its ok. You really did kinda use me and still do. So maybe I'm alittle glad we are just acquaintences now...
9. I wish we could be roommates but oh well! It didn't work but I am still so excited that you were there with me to start this new part of my life.
10. My best memory with you was staying at work for 2 or so extra hours just to bash anyone with HIV...made the situation better then you will ever know. I am just so glad you have so many amazing future plans.
11. If there is everyone anyone I wanna just go out and have a complete blast with at a bar and dance on a few speakers with...you are the one I will call! Don't forget...I got the pic of the guy...so your baby will have a daddy! lol!
12. I guess we but heads sometimes because of our different views and opinions but to be honest. I can't think of any other guy that I can be so open with. Your there for me when you prolly shouldn't be because of personal reasons and you help me when I think I don't want you to. I don't think I could ever thank you enough. But maybe you will take a random road trip to see me in vancouver...or atleast I can always hope!
13. I want to hate you...more then anything. I should hate you...more then anything. Why don't I?
14. I'm scared to leave your side and yet I'm thankful your not leaving my side. I would give up anything, including my dreams for you, because I know you have done the same for me. I love you with all my heart!
15. Your practically the father I never had and I love you soo much for that! I would want anyone else to grow up with...I think every guy I ever date will be compared to you and they all have big shoes to fill! I love you!
16. I always wondered growing up if we will be like all those people on tv who play barbies together and then share clothes and then talk about boyfriends and then about husbands and children and be super close. I can guarentee our relationship was like that, is like that and will always be like that. I love you!
17. Well I guess somewhere along the way we stopped being such close friends. Which is a shame because you were a great friend. I'm glad Fiddler brought us closer but I really don't want a year or even a few monthes to go by before we talk. We really need to stay in touch.
18. Aww! You're such a sweetheart. I'm so glad we have become friends in the last few monthes and hope we can stay in touch!
19. My now legal, and driving party pal! My fave KP lover and my great mcdonalds friend! Who else can I dance my ass off around and be the craziest poser slut around!
20. At first I thought it was weird that we would hang out. But then after talking to you and really hanging out with you I realized I would be a fool to give up a friend like you. I can always laugh from just a simple conversation with you and I'm missing you lots but the text messaging is still quite fun! lol!
21. Haha! Fun person at work and a great pirate! haha!
22. I'm sorry you were mad at me awhile ago. I swear I don't have anything against you. I don't even hate you. I really do like you and love having you as a friend.
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My Rock, My Love, My Twin, My Pea, My Best Friend
Words can't describe what this girl means to me...
I'll Be-Reba
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul
I'll be the light that shines for you
When you forget how beautiful you are
I'll be there to remind you.
When you can't find your way,
I'll find my way to you.
When troubles come around,
I will come to you.
I'll be your shoulder
When you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
And when you're there with no one there to hold.
I'll be the arms that reach for you.
And when you feel your faith is running low.
I'll be there to believe in you.
When all you find are lies
I'll be the truth you need
When you need someone to run to
You can run to me
I'll be your shoulder
When you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter
When you need someone to see you through
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I'll be the sun
When your heart's filled with rain.
I'll be the one
To chase the rain away.
I'll be your shoulder
When you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter
When you need someone to see you through
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I'll be
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Instructions:Write [very personal] statements Intended to different people.
Never tell which one is to who...but you can all guess if you wish!!
1. I love you with all my heart and my biggest fear was that you would forget about me...and you did...
2. I know we lost touch and I prolly wasn't the nicest person after we stopped being friends...and for that I am truly sorry. Sometimes its hard to go against what everyone else is saying or doing even though I know I should.
3. My big move definately ruined our friendship...just a tad. I stil love you to bits but i does hurt that you couldn't even pick up a phone. But I thank you too because all this pain you caused me has just given me more strength to continue to reach my goals!
4. Too many good times and too many fights. I remember as many fights as I can good times. But in a weird way those fights I don't look at in a negative way...it was always just part of our friendship. Kinda weird that way...but I still love as much now as I ever did.
5. I just wish you the greatest and totally relate to you in soo much. Like family and future plans and everything. We've been friends for soo long and you've helped me out through everything and for that I thank you!
6. I wish we had become friends sooner because your a complete blast and you have been there for me in the time we have been friends. You got amazing talent and I know you will make use of your talent in someway...and I hope you remember the good times we've had this year and I really hope we do stay in touch in the future.
7. So many good times together in the past and when I look back your the person I remember my first real memories with and I couldn't even imagine growing up without you right by my side. Love you lots and always will!
8. I wish we hadn't really stopped talking but in a way its ok. You really did kinda use me and still do. So maybe I'm alittle glad we are just acquaintences now...
9. I wish we could be roommates but oh well! It didn't work but I am still so excited that you were there with me to start this new part of my life.
10. My best memory with you was staying at work for 2 or so extra hours just to bash anyone with HIV...made the situation better then you will ever know. I am just so glad you have so many amazing future plans.
11. If there is everyone anyone I wanna just go out and have a complete blast with at a bar and dance on a few speakers with...you are the one I will call! Don't forget...I got the pic of the guy...so your baby will have a daddy! lol!
12. I guess we but heads sometimes because of our different views and opinions but to be honest. I can't think of any other guy that I can be so open with. Your there for me when you prolly shouldn't be because of personal reasons and you help me when I think I don't want you to. I don't think I could ever thank you enough. But maybe you will take a random road trip to see me in vancouver...or atleast I can always hope!
13. I want to hate you...more then anything. I should hate you...more then anything. Why don't I?
14. I'm scared to leave your side and yet I'm thankful your not leaving my side. I would give up anything, including my dreams for you, because I know you have done the same for me. I love you with all my heart!
15. Your practically the father I never had and I love you soo much for that! I would want anyone else to grow up with...I think every guy I ever date will be compared to you and they all have big shoes to fill! I love you!
16. I always wondered growing up if we will be like all those people on tv who play barbies together and then share clothes and then talk about boyfriends and then about husbands and children and be super close. I can guarentee our relationship was like that, is like that and will always be like that. I love you!
17. Well I guess somewhere along the way we stopped being such close friends. Which is a shame because you were a great friend. I'm glad Fiddler brought us closer but I really don't want a year or even a few monthes to go by before we talk. We really need to stay in touch.
18. Aww! You're such a sweetheart. I'm so glad we have become friends in the last few monthes and hope we can stay in touch!
19. My now legal, and driving party pal! My fave KP lover and my great mcdonalds friend! Who else can I dance my ass off around and be the craziest poser slut around!
20. At first I thought it was weird that we would hang out. But then after talking to you and really hanging out with you I realized I would be a fool to give up a friend like you. I can always laugh from just a simple conversation with you and I'm missing you lots but the text messaging is still quite fun! lol!
21. Haha! Fun person at work and a great pirate! haha!
22. I'm sorry you were mad at me awhile ago. I swear I don't have anything against you. I don't even hate you. I really do like you and love having you as a friend.
My Rock, My Love, My Twin, My Pea, My Best Friend
Words can't describe what this girl means to me...
I'll Be-Reba
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul
I'll be the light that shines for you
When you forget how beautiful you are
I'll be there to remind you.
When you can't find your way,
I'll find my way to you.
When troubles come around,
I will come to you.
I'll be your shoulder
When you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
And when you're there with no one there to hold.
I'll be the arms that reach for you.
And when you feel your faith is running low.
I'll be there to believe in you.
When all you find are lies
I'll be the truth you need
When you need someone to run to
You can run to me
I'll be your shoulder
When you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter
When you need someone to see you through
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I'll be the sun
When your heart's filled with rain.
I'll be the one
To chase the rain away.
I'll be your shoulder
When you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter
When you need someone to see you through
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I'll be