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To be honest the past is the past & and i regret some things that have fucken happened, it's really not cool to think back & tell your kids that through jr high and high school you were constantly doing drug's, and im not just talking about weed, weed is a herb as in a plant, im talking about real fucken drugs, cocaine, ecstacy, meth, herione, crack. its fucked to think that doing e for almost a whole year in grade 8 through grade 9 could effect me, meth, coke. i honestly dont want to see my kids do fucken ecstacy or coke, rather weed then that shit. so present. the question is why do i do DRUGz? makes me feel good? for the fun of it? to hide things? to try and get bad memorys to go away? well i dont kno about you but those are mine so far theres moreee to those, the details to the question. i dont want to die but it helps me once in awhilee, and brings ppl closer, sometimes. seems like everyones finishing doing hard drugs & going to weed again, or are slowing down and not doing so much cuase they are fucked from the night before, or they are just starting to do them and dont kno shit about the drug, may even OD if they arent carful, if you fuck up smoking meth ur doneee, your lifes over so why the fuck do we do it. FUTURE, if theres a future for mee, ill still be smoking pot, its just how it will be, i will never stop the love of mary jane, shes my one true love, she wont fuck me in the end she doesnt talk behind my back, tell rumors about me, yell at me, fight me, she fucken knows how to talk to me, so FUCK everyone else mary janes my one true lovee.
