Today I woke up wondering
Thinking about it for a while, I questioned it.
Are the decisions we make always for the best?
Maybe it was for then.
Thinking about it in afterthought, it was wonderful.
It just wasn't the right time.
We place people in a position where we can lean on them.
Years from now we may realize that doing so is only for ourselves.
To protect was all I had on my mind.
Sudden realization brings me to the conclusion that now is never the right time.
The right time is when you make it right.
But what if you make it wrong, push it where you don't want it to go?
Will you just wake up wondering?
Who knows what the future entails, who cares.
Right now I'm making the best of it.
So, heres to waking up wondering.
Cheers
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Me? No You!
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Glycerine
must be your skin that I'm sinking in :: must be for real 'cos now i can feel :: and i didn't mind :: it's not my kind :: it's not my time to wonder why :: everything gone white :: and every thing's grey :: now you're here now you're away :: i don't want this :: remember that :: I'll never forget where you're at :: don't let the days go by :: glycerine
i'm never alone :: i'm alone all the time :: are you at one :: or do you lie :: we live in a wheel :: where everyone steals :: but when we rise it's like strawberry fields
if i treated you bad :: you bruise my face :: couldn't love you more :: you got a beautiful taste :: don't let the days go by :: could have been easier on you :: i couldn't change though i wanted to :: could have been easier by three :: our old friend fear and you and me :: glycerine :: don't let the days go by :: glycerine
i needed us more :: when we wanted us less :: i could not kiss just regress :: it might just be :: clear simple and plain :: that's just fine :: that's just one of my names :: don't let the days go by :: could've been easier on you :: glycerine
must be your skin that I'm sinking in :: must be for real 'cos now i can feel :: and i didn't mind :: it's not my kind :: it's not my time to wonder why :: everything gone white :: and every thing's grey :: now you're here now you're away :: i don't want this :: remember that :: I'll never forget where you're at :: don't let the days go by :: glycerine
i'm never alone :: i'm alone all the time :: are you at one :: or do you lie :: we live in a wheel :: where everyone steals :: but when we rise it's like strawberry fields
if i treated you bad :: you bruise my face :: couldn't love you more :: you got a beautiful taste :: don't let the days go by :: could have been easier on you :: i couldn't change though i wanted to :: could have been easier by three :: our old friend fear and you and me :: glycerine :: don't let the days go by :: glycerine
i needed us more :: when we wanted us less :: i could not kiss just regress :: it might just be :: clear simple and plain :: that's just fine :: that's just one of my names :: don't let the days go by :: could've been easier on you :: glycerine
Politeness and consideration for others is like investing pennies and getting dollars back. Thomas Sowell
There's someone out there for me (I know there's somebody out there)
I know she's waitng so patiently
Can you tell me her name (Somebody tell me her name)
This lifelong search is goin' drive me insane
How does she laugh, how does she cry?
What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here...
Where is she?
Where is she, where is she, where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she, who is she, who's gonna complete my world?
Where is she, where is she, where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she, who is she, who's gonna complete my world?
La da da da da da,
La da da dum,
La da da da da da...
(Where are you???)
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (I'm right here)
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh, how does he cry?
What's the color of his eye
And does he even realize, I'm here...
Where is he?
Where is he, where is he, where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he, who is he, who's gonna take me so high?
Where is he, where is he, where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he, who is he, who's gonna take me so high?
La da da da da da,
La da da dum,
La da da da da da...
(Where are you???)
How does he laugh, how does he cry?
What's the color of his eye
And does he even realize, I'm here...
Where is he?
I gave in,
more than I wanted too.
Opened up more
vigorously than I should have.
Ended up losing it all,
desperate to keep it all.
Only thing stopping me, that
next talk we won't have.
more than I wanted too.
Opened up more
vigorously than I should have.
Ended up losing it all,
desperate to keep it all.
Only thing stopping me, that
next talk we won't have.
Be everything you're looking for. No doubt in my mind, that person wants what you do.
THE THINGS THAT MATTER
Ask yourself what matters to you. What really matters?
The most important thing, the people who help me through all the hard times. They are there for me all the time. They tell me when I am crossing the line. They show me that I am needed, am important. They make the difference.
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My imagination. It's my best friend. It shows me something different all the time. It shows me what I want and love. Without this I am just like everyone else.
Confidence. It's what gets me to where I want to be. Gives me determination to get the things done that I need done. Without this, I would be homeless, and alone.
Love. Love gives me something to look forward too, it sugar coats everything else. But be careful of this. Because if you dive too deep into it, if you let it get the best of you, it can be the worst poison. It can blind you and drive you out of your mind.
It can also be the best thing that ever happened to you. It can pick you up when you have fallen. It can show you the best about yourself. It can give you hope when you have none.
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The most important thing, the people who help me through all the hard times. They are there for me all the time. They tell me when I am crossing the line. They show me that I am needed, am important. They make the difference.
My imagination. It's my best friend. It shows me something different all the time. It shows me what I want and love. Without this I am just like everyone else.
Confidence. It's what gets me to where I want to be. Gives me determination to get the things done that I need done. Without this, I would be homeless, and alone.
Love. Love gives me something to look forward too, it sugar coats everything else. But be careful of this. Because if you dive too deep into it, if you let it get the best of you, it can be the worst poison. It can blind you and drive you out of your mind.
It can also be the best thing that ever happened to you. It can pick you up when you have fallen. It can show you the best about yourself. It can give you hope when you have none.
BASICS
| Height: | 174 cm - 178 cm (5'9" - 5'10") |
| Weight: | 60 Kg - 64 Kg (131 lbs - 140 lbs) |
| Birthday: | July 16, 1985 |
| Sexual Orientation: | Heterosexual |
| Dating: | Single |
| Living Situation: | Living with roommate(s) |
| Location: | Edmonton, Alberta, Canada |
| Last Active: | 12:48pm | Dec 09, '08 |
INTERESTS
| Reading Material: | Fiction, Fantasy, Graphic novels, Humor, Mysteries, Myths and Legends, Poetry, Romance, Sci-fi |
| Movies: | Action, Animated, Anime, Classic, Comedy, Documentaries, Drama, Foreign, Historical dramas, Horror, Independent, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction, Spy/Political Thrillers, Tearjerkers |
| Art: | Acting, Astrology, DJing, Doodling, Drawing, Film/Video Making, Journal Writing, Painting, Photography, Visiting Museums, Writing |
| Animals/Pets: | Cats, Dogs, Horses, Rabbits, Reptiles |
| Video Games: | First person shooter, Fighting, Puzzles, Role Playing, Simulations, Strategy |
| Cars: | Classics |
| Music: | Alternative, Blues, Classic Rock, Classical, Death Metal, Drum & Bass, Electronica, Emo, Garage, Goth, Happy Hardcore, Hardcore, Hip-Hop, House, Indie, Industrial, Jazz, Lounge, Metal, New Wave, Pop, Punk, R & B, Rock, Ska, Techno, Trance, Acoustic, Rave |
| Sports: | Badminton, Basketball, Curling, Hiking, Horseback Riding, Martial Arts, Paintball, Scuba, Sky Diving, Swimming, Hacky-sack |
| Activities: | Cooking, Listening to music, Pool/Billiards, Reading, Traveling, Volunteering, Raving |
| Musical Instruments: | Acoustic guitar, Bass guitar, Cello, Electric Guitar, Keyboard, Kit Drums |
| Outdoor: | Camping, Fishing, Going to the beach, Hiking, Backpacking, Exploring, Traveling |
| Computers: | E-mail, Gaming, Graphics, Hardware, Instant Messaging |
