STOP ME
To my beloved beyond the grave
the only one to receive all i gave
im sorry but i can no longer hold my word
my energy is releasing at a rate unheard
i can not control my second side
my body is about to take a demising ride
i can feel it bursting almost breaking apart
as i feed my souls deadly art
pain to those who cross me now
i will surely make every last one of you bow
the only thing i can no longer lose
so now myself i will abuse
this anger of the crying dead
only the smart have run and fled
for fools who face me in this state
their body i will just have to recreate
a bloody masterpiece i will reveal
scars that they will never be able to conceal
i can not control it this pain im scared
all this time ive fully beared
but now its coming out full force
the strength beyond the gods of the norse
mythilogical power extreme and to fear
those cries to stop i can no longer hear
even if they beg i will not stop
they will feel the pain to every last drop
why cant i stop this i can not control anymore
help me please before i reach that door
im calling out even if your dead
you always knew and always read
my pain my body this paining force
stop me dear before i finish this course
im begging you dear stop this rise
stop me before anyone elses demise
MOMS WATCH
I sit beside you , mom
On deaths door step you lay
I set my hand upon your wrist
As I bow my head to pray
The world to me is shut off
The silence here is think
Alone just you and I
And your Watches Rhythmic tick
I block out all my pain
And loss i am sure to feel
I concentrate now deeply
On the tick your watch reveals
I sit here now for days
An hear the rhythmic sound
I contemplate you being gone
The thought now seems profound
The time for you is near
To enter heavens gate
I'll stay here by your side
Untill youe journey is complete
It's years now since you have passed
My wounds are healing slow
I want so much to hear your voice
And to see your smiles glow
I lay my hand upon my wrist
When my feelings are to strong
I hear your watches rhythmic tick
And know your never gone
CANCER
How can somthing so small
Cause so much pain and fear
Make even the toughest people
Cry tear upon tear
It takes loved ones away
Before it is their time to go
IT CARE NOT
How many times you say NO
How many trears you cry
Nor does it care
How many people die
No discrimination between Sex or color
No reason to whom it claims
No matter if it be brother, sister, father or MOTHER
Two to sixty two
Age doesn't matter
So random who it hits
Like a shot gun spatter
There is no way to stop it
Ever though we keep trying
No cure we can come up with
So people just keep dying
BIG TEARS
How could you do this
How could you put me through this
I am NOT you
I CAN'T see this through
Why did you leave
Now i am here to greeve
The tears fall inside
Never will you see me cry
It's just not fair
Do you even care
You left me in the middle
Can deal, My patience is to little
I feel so much pain
Never wantto do this again
It hurt so much when you left
I was the victim of theft
My life will never be the same
I don't know who to blame
Your mind is blind to the pain you caused
The second you died my life paused
I think of you and i want to die
But again no tears you will see me cry
No more sadness
Only ANGER now
To your god I will NEVER BOW
DISLIKES ..............
there isn't much i really dis-like
But one of them is guys with GIANT muscles who think that just because they are BUILT makes the tough or a good fighter.
Word jack ass you ain't shit. It ain't the size of the Dog in the fight, It is the fight in the Dog.
"I'll kill any sick twisted f*cker who ever does this"
Thats fucked up
Guy: "Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.
5 minutes pass.......
Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me"
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat
Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the
girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes."
Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.
An hour passes.........
Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.
2 months later.........
Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.
The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."
The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......
Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "That's F*cked up"
Guys, if this story touched you, repost it as "I'll kill any sick twisted f*cker who ever does this
I killed it last night at a local kareokee bar here in the hood
I sang 2 songs. the first of which was Uncle Kracker.... Drift away..... which i did aight on and some people were impressed
So i decided to do one more and sing my favorite song
Ottis Redding...... Sittin on the dock of the bay
I KILLED IT
the hole bar went quiet and every one just listend to me sing i was so nervous then people started clapping and cheering as i went into the corus and really started to give it. Then some girl was yelling "yeah sing it hunny" and even the DJ was like WOW. adter he told me i really havea great voice and he hears alot of people sing and he thinks i should get voice lessons and i will only get better. The DJ alos said that for a white kid i seriously had a great soul voice.
NOW.... do i believe them......... not really i thnk they were all just being nice becasuei am bigger then them and cou