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Ghostly~Aura - 25, Male, Edmonton
Ghostly~Aura When I turn inward And look for strength within myself, demonstrations of courage Are the result.
Ghostly~Aura - 25, Male, Edmonton
Ghostly~Aura All along a failure to connect and to compromise. Right or wrong, its easy to react. Time to realize.
Ghostly~Aura - 25, Male, Edmonton
Ghostly~Aura "Keep your pace steady through the haze, lest you step on the heels of your future self or trip the self a moment behind you."

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    FROM THE START I BARLEY EXIST


    Uncurl the fingers in your hand then press them into the flesh like sand, now do you understand?


    All along a failure to connect and to compromise.
    Right or wrong, its easy to react.
    Time to realize.


    (No more!)


    I can't hold on!


    (We cannot waste our lives this way.)


    How far we've fallen in the road before us, leaves apart.


    And you keep talking but we both know it's not true.
    I still know (I still know) that you're wrong (you're wrong).
    And no matter what we both had to go through,
    I just can't, I can't hold on.

    And when you asked if I believed, and I told you,
    Strains of it (strains of it) made me strong (me strong).
    But I can't feel a thing that I used to,
    And I can't, I can't hold on.


    A crusader (in which to die) begging for a crusade in which to die
    Where lead locusts pierce the heart of men
    And tie the tongues of those who lie (those who lie)
    Cut the sinner, bleed redemption through the city streets
    That resonate the prayers of this should never be








    Calling out
    The darkest reaches of my soul are riddled with self doubt
    Crawling out
    My will to fight will more than suffice when others would lay down.
    It?s only as dark as you make it




    I find not distractions live life of single mind
    and failure is not inherent for I will have what's mine
    I'll struggle and sacrifice should I find value there
    I'll not be scorned by failure
    I'll not relent

    now my conscience shall dictate my way
    no more apologies no more mistakes
    now solid direction has strengthened my resolve
    fear not for consequences







    Lost in the fields of confusion.
    Darkened eyes you'll see,
    there is no hope, no savior in me

    Avenge the dead killed all who crossed me in my path
    Suicidal, I never planned on coming back
    I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth
    Need nothin', to feel power, and bring the killers to their knees
    Nothin' ta lose vengeance ta gain (you know I'll never be the same)
    So taste my breath I'm close behind you (so desperate on your final day)
    Sorrow swallows my screams


    So far forever now alone, a greater punishment on me has been imposed
    A killer falling from the light, I'll miss my family, I'll never be alright.





    Oh my god
    Did you just hear
    Lies are coming back in style
    Oh my god
    They seem so real that they bind you
    And confine you
    So shut your mouth we've heard it all
    Hypocrites and critics all
    Can fuck off we do this for our souls oh our souls
    What they say won?t make us go away

    So fucking
    Blow those words out the back of your head
    I've heard it all and I?m done with that shit
    You tell me lies and
    You give what you get
    So blow those words out the back of your head

    We?re not sorry and we won?t conform
    It?s not a choice but something inborn
    If we fail following our hearts can you blame us. no no no


    A square peg in a black hole
    We don?t fit in, that?s the way it goes
    You shouldn?t act like you?re better than us cause you're not no you're not

    Your lies defeat your purpose
    Your purpose is only lies




    ?Heavenly father ?
    ?Rightous son ?
    ?Holy Ghost ?
    Fiction
    -?-


    On earth as it is in a dime store. For all the amateurs that you've
    Knelt before.
    Breaks my mind in two.
    They surrounds us.
    One more night without you.
    They surrounds us.
    Take my will with you.
    They surrounds us.
    Break my mind into.....

    One, breathe in to be free
    Two more time and you'll see
    Three, it will numb all the pain
    How hard is it to be sane?

    Won our will to be seen
    Raise our hands and we'll scream
    Speak your mind and you'll see
    What it is like to free



    ?I guess ppl tend too say i look? Angelic?



    Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
    .

    Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
    These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

    Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
    we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
    We may get some solutions but more just pass us by,
    don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
    I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.




    And I say thank you for the scars
    And the guilt and the pain
    "Every tear I've never cried
    Has sealed your fucking fate
    Did you take me for, a fool?
    Or were you just too blind to see
    That every effort made has failed
    And there is no destroying me?"


    ?Angels fall?
    ? We are only Mortal?
    ? Destined to fly; Broken and krazy?

    Give me your hand, (Conceived and born was one of light)
    blood is spilt and man will follow
    infernal man, (Rain and dark, the other born black night)
    punishment too great to bear

    Raise your head and taste the courage
    (the one of light)
    Fall from grace, unholy night

    feel the power of a fallen man,
    crestfallen man...




    BASICS

    Birthday:November 23, 1986
    Location:Edmonton, Alberta, Canada

    ALL THE WAY EXISTANCE FADED





    the day I learn to fly, I'm never coming down
    on perfect wings I'll rise through the layers of the clouds


    no you're not there anymore

    and so I lift my chin and the show goes on,the sky is listening, the stars all sing along,but you're not there anymore,
    and I just can't care anymore


    The fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.

    I walk your land but don't belong.
    It's no fun but I've been here before.

    Fight for honor, fight for your life.
    I take their lives so they can't take mine.

    Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear.

    Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
    Living another day in disguise.
    These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight


    The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
    I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
    Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
    Your kisses infect me
    The dark gift is loving you

    And I'll never need to see the sun again
    There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
    So take me, take me away
    Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same

    And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
    So stand by me as we immolate
    We can burn in each other's arms

    But it looks so good and it feels so nice
    I paid the price
    I'll cut you out just to hear you scream,
    Get away from, get away from me
    And I can feel my heartbeat racing
    As I realize what I must do
    Get away from,
    Get away from,
    Get away from me




    What we are is the sum of 1000 lies

    What we know is almost nothing at all

    But we are what we are till the day we die

    Or till we don't have the strength to go on

    Our shoulders bear an awful weight

    But still we trudge on just the same

    Our colors run then leave a stain

    They blacken our once honest name



    You fell upon me like a plague

    Weakness, sweet weakness
    But I digress...
    After all this...
    You're just like all the rest


    If you're ready for battle then I'm ready for war
    So we can dance if you want lies

    Try To Deny
    The Turmoil Inside
    If You Fight Yourself Hard Enough You'll Never Win
    Any Ounce Of Serenity
    Or A Calm Hope At Best
    (Or A Calm Hope At Best)
    Can leave you heaving on the floor
    Gasping for breath (Are You Gasping For Breath?)
    To Be Left On The Floor Gasping For Breath!

    You're either the person you are
    Or The Person Your Trying, Trying, Trying, Trying To Be
    Don't let the outside sway too far
    From where you want to be

    And at any cruel moments Of This
    You Can ruin The Best
    Where's Your Body is Brutally Pressed
    Against The Confines Of Your tense Flesh

    And If You Close Your Eyes Tight Enough
    Then None Of The Bad Can Get In
    And If You Close Your Eyes Tight Enough
    Then None Of The Light Can Get In (Then None Of The Light Can Get In)

    Boom
    You scream as the light hits you
    It radiates though out your whole soul
    Boom
    The pain is clarity
    It cleanses, and if it still fucking hurts than you still fucking know
    That You Are Still Alive
    That You Are Still In Control
    If you would only take hold
    Boom
    The day with both hands
    A death grip
    And a good chance to outlive your past
    You are living free
    Where You Will Be Free




    The True Mind can weather all the lies and illusions without being lost.
    The True Heart can tough the poison of hatred without being harmed.
    Since beginningless time darkness thrives in the void but always yeilds to pureifiying light.



    I'll tear you down and the one who created you





    I terrorize me images so horrible
    To clear my thoughts I�d drill a hole into my skull
    Clean up my brains and sweep them underneath the rug
    I need them more then I needed any other drug


    And I stand with an Evil glare understanding that the Highway of fear is the Shortest route to defeat
    If YoU wAnT tO fEeL iT aNd YoU wAnT tO gEt iT rIgHt/ThEn ThE mUsIc'S gOtTa Be LoUd/CaUsE wHeN tHe MuSiC HiTs/ I fEeL nO pAiN
    The bass, the rock
    The mic, the treble
    I like my coffee black
    Just like my metal


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    Nothing tears the being more than deception,
    unmasked fear.




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    Enough, to vilify what I love
    To sanctify all I hate
    Endowed with the need
    To carry over the life I lead



    TILL THE END AS THE DROPLET DIED


    Part of me won’t go away
    Everyday reminded how much I hate it
    Weighted against the consequences
    Can’t live without it so it’s senseless
    Wanna cut it out of my soul
    And just live with a gaping hole
    Take control of my life
    And wash out all the burnt taste
    I made the problems in the first place
    Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me
    Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me
    Heard of me the routine scar
    New cuts cover where the old ones are
    And now I’m sick of this
    I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity
    I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me

    Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
    Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic
    And then melted down into a pool of peace
    Cease to be the animal you used to be
    Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
    And feel the karma when the problem’s all gone
    And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be

    Memories of the last fight to free yourself
    Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
    And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
    Where your insides bruised
    You can live if you’re willing to
    Put a stop to just what’s killing you

    (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
    This part of me won’t go away, part of me won’t go away
    Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be
    Every time I see myself I see there’s always something wrong with me)







    In my brethren love and friends
    I need no divinity on which to urge my soul

    True Strength comes from within not from above



    And like the angel you are you laugh creating
    A lightness in my chest,
    Your eyes they penetrate me,
    (never cease to amaze me)
    That's when I got up and left


    When you look into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you. forgetting what's forsaken

    And you can pull my wings apart
    And pin me down under glass
    Until the end of days if it can help you
    Discover that we share the same pain


    They called me the man with the blood of Christ honesty
    But tonight I drink with heathens and our, our finest blasphemies
    In wine there's truth but in silence there's surrender


    A screaming for the silence in stunned suspicious terror
    Built a temple in my life and used God to seal the pillars
    After twenty years of fighting young heretics and killers


    why put a new address
    On the same old loneliness
    When breathing just passes the time
    Until we all just get old and die
    Now talking's just a waste of breath
    And living's just a waste of death
    And this is you and me
    And me and you
    Until we've got nothing left

    "A wraith with an angel's body
    A demon with a smile of gold
    You soulsucker
    I won't become like you
    A killer with the perfect weapons, crystal eyes, and a heart of coal
    You soulsucker
    I won't lose myself in you"
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    The demons of my own design
    This horror must not remain


    now demons running, racing through my dreams.
    taking shape, destroy my life forever,
    poisoned memories to fuel this fire,
    I'll burn you alive, you,
    too fragile frail to leave a mark for this lifetime.
    legions of storms to prey this war on you.
    designed with false emotion.
    I'll cross the line to take the fall.

    demons running,
    racing through my dreams taking shape destroy my life forever.
    awaken my love and inhale this beautiful silence,
    but for now and this thread I hold will be gone forever. no more.
    this choce that makes me choose and it burns inside me,
    and I lie awake, forever. forever.
    [/center]





    Nothing was supposed to hurt like this. missing you was always one more kiss.
    now there's nothing that i can do. one more nail in the coffin, and it's all
    for you. always were and always were a simple love story. you were everything
    i ever hoped and dreamed. drown me in a pool of my blood. it's getting harder
    just to breathe. i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't
    see me sleep. it's getting harder just to say the right things. i've seen the
    angel's face, and i've heard her sing to me.




    Relax and Hit the Grass








    WAKING THE FALLEN
    Wake the ones and rise tonight
    Fallen souls we shine so bright
    Rise now and ever
    forgotten memories

    No one can touch us



    No more breath inside
    Essence left my heart tonight.


    Hope will fall tonight with broken wings,
    descending entity in me.

    The wind of life and air from above smells of death.
    Angels sing of the end.
    Nothing you say and nothing you try can change time.
    Human race prepares to die...





    Somewhere between happy, and total fucking wreck
    Feet sometimes on solid ground, sometimes at the edge
    To spend your waking moments, simply killing time
    Is to give up on your hopes and dreams, to give up on your...

    Life for you, (who we are) has been less than kind
    So take a number, (who we are) stand in line
    We've all been sorry, (who we are) we've all been hurt
    But how we survive, (who we are) is what makes us who we are


    Bonfires burn like beacons,
    Guiding the lost and weakened.
    Flames dance on crashing waves,
    Guiding ships who've gone astray

    Time out, let's stop and think this through,
    We've all got better things to do,
    Than talk in circles, run in place,
    Answers {are} inches from our face.



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