I feel like i'm living my biggest fear. I can't even sleep because it keeps replaying in my mind. over and over again. I trusted you, with almost everything. And you were the one that helped me through it. And now, i'm scared you wont even remember me, or the things that we shared . I'm sorry . I am so scared to lose you. If i could have done anything different, to make you stay, i would have. I dont want this to be the end. I love you too much.