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What if?
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06:01pm | Sep 30, '09 | Public
Always wondering what if..
What if he hadn't run away from his feelings?
What if he had embraced what we had and put his whole heart and soul into it like I did?
What if he had seen how much I cared?
What if he had cared as much me?
What if I had acted differently?
Would anything have changed?
What if he had fallen in love with me, as I had fallen in love with him?
What if... What if...
 
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He loves me
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02:53am | Jul 18, '08 | Public
He loves me?

He loves me not?
 
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Joint custody ♥ lawl
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05:05am | Jun 27, '08 | Public

Me and Champ on our week together!
He definitely looks like he misses his daddy.
 
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Waiting on the wonderful
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08:13pm | Jun 26, '08 | Public
Brendin babe,
No matter what happens, I'm always here for you.
I know it's hard, but it's for the best... you're gonna get
better now...
I miss you like crazy and I love you to no end.
♥
 
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And guys, it's your fault.
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06:39am | Jun 26, '08 | Public
 
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And it's time to stop giving people chance after chance.
All I ever did was care. I've been nothing but understanding
and all I get in return is information that makes my stomach
turn, hurt after hurt... again and again. I"m coming to the end
of my rope. I never wanted to lose you, but then again I
never had control over losing you. It's not my fault. I'm tired
of telling you that everything's okay. Everything is so far from
okay. I'm tired of letting you play the victim while I try and make
you feel better. I want to play the victim. I AM the victim. You
should be trying to make me feel better, not plunging the knife
even deeper into my heart than it already is. With every word
and every action, my heart breaks more and more. I keep
saying I just want you to be happy, but I'm feeling selfish. I
want me to be happy. I thought you were going to be different
from all the others. You weren't going to hurt me. You weren't
going to objectify me. You started out treating me like a
queen. I was right. You are different from them. You're worse
than them. Never in my life have I been more hurt. Never in
my life have I felt so used and discarded. Never in my life
have I looked back and wondered if it ever meant anything.
I'm so angry I want to scream. I want to look at you and yell
until I can't anymore. I want you to FEEL the hurt you've caused
me. But that was a lie. I don't really. Despite how much pain
you've caused me. Despite how much my self-esteem has
taken a beating because of you.. I still just want you to be
happy. I still see myself giving you chance after chance. But
I don't want to be like that. I don't want to be stuck in a cycle
of hurt... Finding out about you and her made my stomach
turn. I was disgusted with you and myself and just everything.
I never thought you would do something like that to me.
But that's something else I was wrong about. You won't work
for anything and that angers me. All I wanted was for you to
love me.. exclusively. I asked you to please just try. Instead
of trying.. instead of making the effort.. you took the easy
route and ran to her instead. I just have one question to ask you.
If I'm not worth trying for, then why should I keep hanging on?
 
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Hypothetically
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05:21am | Jun 06, '08 | Public
Don't ask me what's going on.
You should know. It's up to you.
It always has been and it always will be.
Can you just decide?
Instead of making me feel this way.
I didn't like it then, and I don't like it now.
My position stays the same as always.
Just take one step at a time.
 
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I was so in love with you
There was nothing I could do
Wouldn't give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me

But I told you, you would live to regret it,
and now I don't wanna make you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby it's your turn for that,
Cuz in your empty heart I have left a mark,
The best you never had.
 
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Deep inside
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12:47am | May 28, '08 | Public
Like a rose wilting and dying,
so feels my heart.
You trampled the most fragile thing in my body,
and you didn't even know it.
You smiled, touched my arm, stood up for me.
My spirits were lifted.
This was the first time anyone did this.
For a time, I felt beautiful,
because you made me.
I never wanted to leave your side.
Afraid I would lose you.
But then reality hit.
You trampled the most fragile thing in my body,
and you didn't even know it.
 
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Hear it on the wind
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03:06am | May 22, '08 | Public
Running away.
Far, far away.
Morals have abandoned me.
Morals have abandoned you.
Making bad situations worse.
Opening the box that has been closed for so long.
Not just opening it, but tearing the cardboard like a savage.
And then running away.
Far, far away.



Yet not far enough.
Never far enough.
Always coming back for a taste, but never wanting it all.
Treating me like the many others you despise.
Give me back my morals.
Take back your morals.
Put the box back together.
Lock it in the closet.
And run away.
Far, far away.

But please, not too far..
 
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Kay so I found this in an old notebook of mine and I thought
it was really sweet. There's no date so I have no idea when I
wrote it nor do I remember who it's about. Haha sorrayyy.

♥
when i'm with him,
it's like everything is so perfect.
they way he looks at me,
it's like nothing else matters.
when we're together,
it's like the whole world stops for just a second to make that moment last.
when I'm i'm in his arms,
i feel like nothing can hurt me.
like i'll never lose this sense of security.
when he touches his hand to my face and looks into my eyes,
i know what true love feels like.
and when he kisses me,
i know that trying to live without him would be impossible.
 
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Be jealous
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05:05am | May 06, '08 | Public
Ooooooh,
The Jolly Green Giant and The Evil Little Gnome
They were the best of friends.
Sometimes they made fun of each other,
But their friendship never ends!

Dedicated to: Lucas, my Jolly Green Giant.
 
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sgfsf
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02:43am | Apr 30, '08 | Public
Problems.. problems.. problems..
Why? We started out happy.
 
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Baby I don't care what anyone says about me. I don't
care what anyone says about us. I will always love you.
I want you to know that I will never hurt you. I wouldn't
hurt you if someone held a gun to my head. I'm forever
yours and everyone else can shut their mouths. No matter
what anyone thinks we can work it all out. We can be
together. People will say what they want and there may
times where you start to believe it, but I want you to know
that it's not true and I love you okay? I'll love you no matter
what. ♥
 
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There's no air
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10:58pm | Apr 21, '08 | Public
I want it to be inconvenient.
I want to sacrifice my life for it.
I want the kind of love that wakes me up at 3 a.m.
I want love that hurts, love that I have to work for.
I want love that tests me.
I want the kind of love that is hard to find, and hard to keep and never easy.
I want the kind of love where you get hurt.
I want love that makes me cry.
I want to hold on even if it takes me through my worst nightmare.
But most of all I want the kind of love that's worth it.
 
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