Mostly everything, Prolly u. OoOo wasn't that creepy. I like staying up all night and finding something random to do. Oh and my favorite thing, for those of u who speak french, Les champipi, and as for those of u who speak english well u'll have to learn french I'm sorry. Common experiences with them typically exhibit changes such as an increased ability to concentrate on memories, feelings of time dilation, abstract and distractive thought patterns, phonetic experimentation with vowels, consonants, or click consonants (known as glossolalia), and epiphanies about life.That's another thing I like is the french language. U'd prolly get me in the sack if u spoke french to me. Mind u u'd prolly be able to get me in the sack anyway. I'm not gonna lie. I dont mean to be a whore, I just get used a lot.. I LOVE GLOWSTICKS AND PRETTY BRACELETS
Don't expect to much out of this stuff some of it's depressing, some of it's really heart felt, but it's all by me just in case u were wondering.When I Look Into Your EyesWhen I look into Your eyes
I see kindness I have never known
When I look into your eyes
I see the cutest things ever
When I look into your eyes
They make my eyes well up
When I look into your eyes
I can see your soft soul
When I look into your eyes
I see everything beautiful about you
When I look into your eyes
I do not ever want to look away
When I look into your eyes
I see my reflection
You are my best mirror
I see myself in you
But not the monster
I see the beauty you see in me
Thank youReally TrulyI know you�re far away but it feels like you�re holding me in your arms
Really truly
The universe itself is not enough distance to keep you from my love
Really truly
The beauty contained in the being that is you is unsurpassed by even angels
Really truly
The impression that you left on me is greater then the greatest mortal sin
Really truly
I would pay the world for just one instant of holding your silk soft hands
Really truly
If you asked I would move there just to be with you forever till us part
Really truly
To look at the stars all I�d have to do is look deeply into your longing eyes
Really truly
To want you is but animalistic but to need u, like me, is being completely human
Really truly
This feeling I have for you is like nothing I�ve experienced in my mortal life
Really truly
How can someone so perfect exist in such an imperfect world? Its destiny
Really truly
One Dozen White RosesWhen I met you I gave you one dozen white roses
With those you can paint them whatever colour
If you leave them be I�ll take it as a sign of uncaring
If you paint them yellow I�ll take it as a sign of friendship
If you paint them green I�ll take it as a sign of sex
If you paint them pink I�ll take it as a sign of embarrassment
If you paint them blue ill take it as a sign of happiness
If you paint them orange I�ll take it as a sign of caring
If you paint them purple I�ll take it as a sign of lust
If you paint them black I�ll take it as a sign of hate
But if you paint them red I�ll take it as a sign of love
And if you paint them rainbow you will have my heart forever
All from the simplicity of one dozen white roses.Your BreathI could call u just to hear you breathe
The breath that gives me life
The breath that gives me excitement
When you�re close to me I feel your breath
The breath that makes me feel good
The breath that lets me know I�m alive
When you�re not with me I imagine your breath
The breath that keeps me happy
The breath that keeps me in loveMystery of My Lost SoulThis confusion consumes me
This confusion consumes you
I felt so lost without you here
I felt so lost when you where near
Was this pain or something else
Was this joy or something else
We were put through so much
We put each other through so much
We would fight over you
We would fight over me
The jealousy of girls with you
The jealousy of guys with me
Now I miss you ever so much
Now I miss your simple touch
The time together drove us away
The time apart drew me to stay
That's when I had some time to bide
That's when I wanted u by my side
I have been tired every day
I have been tired thinking away
Every night into the corner I'd huddle
Every night wishing for your cuddle
Wondering if you'd cut me some slack
Wondering if you'd simply turn ur backThe Final Toast
After two years of fooling myself
This pain comes flooding back
This time there is no friends
This time there is no toys
This time there is no girl
I am so far from home there is nothing
Only anguish and putrid hate
For others that place it upon me
I don't know where i knife is
I don't know where to hide
I don't know who to go to
I am suicidal once again
So welcome back my old friend
I can think about it all I want
But I cant bring myself to it
Not with sword in hand
Not with a gun down my throat
Not with water abundant
Why does it get harder every time
To just cry away the pain inside
Thinking so fucking much
But not a tear to run down my face
It is all just a bunch of bullshit
Fuck my immature enemies
Fuck the girls who use me
Fuck the god damn liers
But most of all fuck me
For the shit I do
And because I have become something
Something I once hated
I am called a fucking freak
just because I look different
Cheers to the girl I havent met yet
Cheers to all my best friends
Cheers to the people who have done no wrong
But most of all cheers to my family
For raising me to be aware of all.
Shadow of a Former Soul
When we met you made my soul bright
As time went by it started to dim
Now it is a mere shadow of its former self
You have darkened it with your lies
You have darkened it with your games
You have darkened it with your selfishness
You have darkened it with your insecurity
You have darkened it being self-centered
But even in the shadow of my soul...
There is doubt about losing you
Though its base was but a cheap deception
Something for you to play with
Something to mold to your liking
Is that all I am to you is putty
Even now you play with me into ruin
I cannot find someone new or old
Because you are always there, always present
And I cannot bare to think I am killing you
So what do I do about this
I guess I'm just gonna leave
You will not have warning
You will not have even an idea
I'm gone[/color]
Pool of Glass ShardsHere I go again, diving into my pool of glass shards. Everyday, the water gets redder and redder with diluted tears of blood. Is this the only way to have fun? It�s the only thing I�ve ever known. If I drown no one will save me. No one will shed their blood for me. I�m a lost cause here in my pool of glass shards.One Last ChanceI�m on my knees in shards of blood stained glass and pools of tears shed from the thought of losing u forever.
My face darkened with pain and smudged eyeliner. my body blue and purple from the hits I have given myself.
My soul pouring out through the cuts on my wrist and my mind slipping into a drug induced coma.
With one last breath from my cord wrapped throat you hear me whisper "I'm sorry."Tripped by Another BitchTripped by another bitch. It feels like I�m walking on crutches. It becomes easier and easier for them to make me tumble. They laugh at the sight of it. My pain. My agony. No one wants to pick up a bleeding cripple. No one will even take a second glance. I�m no ones hero. I�m no ones knight in shining armor. How could I be with all these emotional casts? How could I be with all these scars. I�m sick of being second best to the people who kick me when I�m down. My bandaged hands can�t tie a rope around my throat. My broken fingers can�t pull the trigger on a gun. My stitched mouth can�t open for the rat poison. There is only one thing that I want answered. What is so wrong with me that no one gives a damn? And so I sit not wanting to get back up for all eternity just so another bitch can trip me.Nicotine
I feel the smoke fill my lung
Every time I wish I was done
My soul slowly sliding on my tounge
This world is not any fun
I wish this smoke to kill quick
This is a slow fucking suicide
How could this suck so much dick
I should have gone with pesticide
This death is so expensive
It gives me time to think
there is no contraceptive
Im going to just slowly sink
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