Life with anxiety.

There is a part of me
That feels I am different from everyone else.
Something that I can't quite see,
Something that I can't quite feel,
Something so unreal.
But this 'thing' is always there,
This 'thing' with others, I will never share.
So I push it to the back of my mind,
All the thoughts of boys and clothes
And make-up, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
It comes back with such ferocity,
Angry and unforgiving.
I feel so lost and sad,
Whatever caused this feeling
Must have been so horrible and bad.
A lost memory or something else,
I'll never know,
Whatever it is,
I know for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.

Britney Spears ,Justin Timberlake, and Madonna took the stage tonight at Dodger Stadium in LA!!!!
Britney sang along side Madonna "human nature" and was lowerd into the stage after. she was wearing black pants black heals and a tux top.

A crew member from the show told x17 that he saw them rehursing "im sorry" and "gimmie more" for another show!

Im sooo happy im a huge brit fan!

Theres no videos up bcause the concert hasnt ended yet but i will post one as soon as they surface!!

Go QUEEN-B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate withdrawl

Ashly F is dirty

To: GumBoots
From: cjlaary
Date: Thu Sep 4, 2008 12:44 pm
Subject: Re (7): No Subject
name the fucking place but i hope have a fucking gun bitch cause i am going to shoot with a glock u dont even know me and u fucked with the rong gang

In response to the flood of comments ive received re: britney due to my radio interview. yes. rumors are true. i wrote TWO songs on it :). And no i will never tell you the names, buy her album and find me in the credits. And her comeback is going to make you all pee yours pants and wish you never posted those dumbass utube videos. Because really, what is more rockn'roll than going on stage under the influence in your panties. Nothing! Absolutely nothing. And yes im partial because, i used to do that. Love love love you B.

drunkkkkkk