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oh yeah i remade my fucking myspace.
add it if you want.
Ninefold Heaven
Unavoidable and seemingly defies explanation.
Fate,God,destiny.....
whatever you may wish to call it.
The endless redundant arguements on which may be or may not be the path.As such notions in themselves are wholly illusionary.We all may see ourselves taking specific rolls and keeping a purpose.
I
ts all four shades of gray...
We base all our actions in reaction.We say that to act without reason is insanity.But why is that really? Why not simply decide out of choice instead of reason.There is no need for reasons at all.The struggles make the heart week and weary,and despair sets in,irrational motives take over.Then we recover and do it all over again.
When some one asks me how i am doing,i usually say "sufficient".Mostly out of force of habit,but really....I try to be just as ok with failing horribly and losing everything as i am with getting everything i want.but i do want to succeed in what i aspire to do,just as everyone else does.
You ever really look in the mirror and ask yourself what it is that you want?Will you feel ok with your answer?...that is a better question to ask.
Breed your obessions and indulge yourself in your selfish sins and take everything you wanted to take.
everyone else does.
But then again the only people who ever seem to do anything worthwhile are those who have enough strength to stand up to themselves.
Cause really,who stops you more than doing anything than you?
Yes,i am as unyielding as the plauge.thx.
I spent 11 hours today enthralling myself with books on various mathamatica,physics,cosmology and the like...as i can't really do much else.It was actually a good day.I keep forgetting the reasons why i always prefer the company of computer and electronic devices on a day to day basis rather than people.Theres nothing more filling than learning simply for the sake of.
However i am unsure of anyone who reads this would agree,if anyone does,for that matter.
http://www.filecabi.net/video/radio-dumper.html
Girl: "Ohhhhhh, honey, I'm so happy to see you. I'm sorry that I've gotten so fat since I left three weeks ago -- I look like a hog!"
Guy: "Good thing that I haven't been going down on you then -- I'm not supposed to eat bacon."
ohhh...snap.
The Bird of Hermes is my name,eating my wings to make me lame.
In the range 1-1000 (1000 digits), it is mathematically impossible to lose if you bet someone that you can pick the number, just like how it's impossible to win or lose at Tic-Tac-Toe if you play the optimal strategy. Just pick the midpoint between the upper and lower bounds on the guesses.
Let's say the other person picks one of the worst-case numbers: 562. This is the outcome:
Code:
Your Guess They Say
500 Higher
750 Lower
625 Lower
562.5 -> 563 Lower
531.5 -> 532 Higher
547.5 -> 548 Higher
555.5 -> 556 Higher
559.5 -> 560 Higher
561 Higher
562 Win
They can't win. You can guess any number between 1 and 1 million in 20 guesses or less, or 1 to 1billion in 30 guesses or less.
Ironicaly,this is also an easy and basic way to figure out password and code combinations when they are comprised of numbers...in a bit more of a complex pattern.
...and all that could have been.
Nothing makes memories different from moments,only after do they claim memories on account of their scars...
So pure,so vibrant,so now i have lost my self control.
Theres only one chance to take what you want,but you have to know what that is,i know what mine is,do you?
Ill take what i need,and what will you do?
Control your destiney or someone else will
A harshly cruel saying,yet somewhat true.
The weak will always be there to feed the strong.
And confusion often results in yielding.
are you a puppet or a master of the strings?
the young run in circles to be eaten by the wolves.
Its not as much fun to pick up the pieces.
I am still unsure why I like to chase ghosts.
They always haunt me forever after they are banished from my life
They forever curse my memory.And yet i keep finding more.each time,everytime.Perhaps the repition is a sign that i need to do something different? seems like im getting closer evertime.
There was one point in my life when there were no concessions about my wife or kids, my money, or even my future, because at that point I didn’t have any.Nor did i care.Im not too sure what changed in the last few years,but something did....i seem to have developed a uncontrollable obsession with fufilling my ultimate desires at any cost...
