it never gets better.... and it fkn sucks.
i tried a bit...but what else can i do?
it's just not fair

i can't believe it happened...
everything i hoped that wouldn't happen actually did.
the worst part is now i have no idea what to do.
this year has not been what i expected...
i really want to erase high school out of my memory and just go from there...

i wish it could be easier.
but the days seem longer, the nights even longer than that.
i guess it can only get better from here... i hope.

this is honestly the worst feeling in the world.
how can a person make another human being feel like this?
i really don't know what to do...

fuck fuck fuck

for better or for worse,
worse being the worst
but if one does the worst
and yet stands with you through it
is that person really being there for the worst,
when they themselves have created the worst?