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I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. They said it would end one day. I never had the courage to believe that it was true, so when it did my heart trembled, my world crumbled, and then the memories came...
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When I'm with you, the thought that goes through my head:
Without you, there is no me. For I don't want the world to see me. I am afraid they will not understand the way you make me feel. You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, and I don't want to go home right now. All I can taste is this moment, and all I can breathe is our life, that we are sharing and spending together. "sooner or later it will end", I was told. We are a forever kind of thing. If we love forever, I promise to make you the happiest person alive. But while im in your arms at this moment, with the stars above, watching and keeping us together. Thats when I think "sooner or later it will end". Yes I know we must go back home soon. I just don't want to miss you tonight. I don't want the world to see me. I don't think they will understand. I want you to know who I am. And I can't fight the tears that are coming, I just don't want this moment to ever end. It's to perfect, being with you. I know you understand me. That's why I don't, don't want this want this moment to end, I don't want the world to see me, 'cause they wouldn't understand. I will admit I'm afraid of what they think, I know you understand. What others think doesn't matter to me, because this is our forever thing. As long as you understand and love me back just as much, our forever will never go away. So keep me in your arms tonight and never let me go.--They told me it would end soon, that life doesn't ever work the way you want it to. They were right. He left in a dime. The first chance he got. He just left. I don not think he really knows how much I love him. I think he liked the idea of loving me, liked the idea of us, but the second time around there was no effort to it all. I felt like i was just an option. A friend once told me "Never make someone your priority when they only make you an option". He was my priority, my life, my one and only choice. I wanted to marry him one day. So the moment did end, and all I have left is one picture. A stupid recording. And the memories. Rhys I love you, and I'm sorry for everything.
Baby I love you
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