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Right now i feel so alone.
I just hope you know where i belong.
In your arms is where i need to be..
There is a large whole left in my existance..
I miss you .
iloveyou.
<3
 

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aaaaaaaa
Get to know me before i'm long gone..
& my brain is already dead.
 

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Math is easiest at one in the morning..
 

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ohaithanksfortheideasyd.
thoughts.
- they've been asking they've been searching, they've been wondering why.
- aweh she is so damn cute, fur realz
- i dont want to go to school tomorrow.
- why is everything so hard?
- if i just go with the flow? does that mean the flow is broken?
- i love you
- i struggle with my weight, why is this hard?
- I FUCKING LVOE TO EAT, GET OVER IT.
- lool, you need to get out more sunny boi.
- lets make the first day back, amazing . (lets get ripped.)
- i love you
- i hate cleaning
- why don't you just accept that you're not fat?
- stop acting like you eat healthy, i know you don't
- doing 200 sit ups will not make you skinner.
- im fucking BORED
- i need to stop ranting via bullet form.
- PEACE TROUT. ♥
 

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ohai nexopia, how i've missed you .
* Holly carrieschutt,
- - - - - - - - - - ☮ & - - - -
-- Holly, taken & iloveyou♥, ADSS10, life is short so live it up & let's get fuckiiing crunk (:


Party like tomorrow is my funeral

Gotta stop mixing alcohol with pharmaceuticals

& the unusual is the fucking usual . ô





I can't stop partying, partying
I can't stop partying, partying
I gotta have Patron, I gotta have the beat
I gotta have a lot of pretty girls around me
Oh, I can't stop partying, partying
I can't stop, partying, partying
I gotta have the cars, I gotta have the jewels
And if you was me, honey, you would do it too

Monday to Sunday I hit all the clubs
And now e'rybody know me when I pull up
I got the real big posse with me, yeah I'm deep
And if u lookin for me I'm in vip
Just follow the smoke; they're bringing bottles of the goose
And all the girls in the corner getting loose
Screw rehab I love my addiction
No sleep, no sleep I am always on a mission 'cause

I can't stop partying, partying
I can't stop partying, partying
I gotta have Patron, I gotta have the beat
I gotta have a lot of pretty girls around me
Oh, I can't stop partying, partying
I can't stop, partying, partying

I gotta have the cars, I gotta have the jewels
And if you was me, honey, you would do it

Party like tomorrow is my funeral
Gotta stop mixing alcohol with pharmaceuticals
And the unusual is the fucking usual
Man, my life is beautiful and my girls are mutual
Okay bitches, Weezer and it's Weezy
Upside down MTV
Please don't shoot me down because
I'm an endangered species
It's the days of our lives but my night just started
I pray the killer doesn't take the life of the party

I can't stop partying, partying
I can't stop partying, partying
I gotta have Patron, I gotta have the beat
I gotta have a lot of pretty girls around me
Oh, I can't stop partying, partying
I can't stop, partying, partying
I gotta have the cars, I gotta have the jewels
And if you was me, honey, you would do it
Oh
(Can't stop, can't stop the partying)
(Can't stop, can't stop the partying)
(Can't stop, can't stop the partying)
(Can't stop, can't stop the partying)

 

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You'll LIE in this quiz, won't you?
Ill try my best not to .. now that youve said something..

How long have you known the person you like?
I've known who they are for years, but ive only started talking to them about 2 months ago.

Would you rather party until you die, or live a quiet life?
Party until i die motherfucker.

What song are you listening to right now?
Three days grace - Lost in you.

Do you hate emo kids?
No?

Do you have any pets?
Kitties.., chickens & i had pigs.. but i dont anymore.
I used to have horses and goats too but moving around too much doesnt help that..

Do you drink Vitamin Water?
no, who they fuck wants to drink coloured water?

How many times have you been to the hospital?
Idk like.. 5 or 6 times?

Why did either of your parents last yell at you?
im not really sure actually.

Do you like music with screaming in it ?
Yeahhh

Would you put your life on the line for anyone?
A few people.

What is your biggest fear?
Rejection, and failure.

Have you ever walked in a creek?
hahah yes.

How many different drinks have you had today?
3?

Super Nintendo or X-Box 360: which would you rather play?
Super Nintendo niggas.

What did you do on Friday night?
Hungout with Chaz<3, Harley, Lloyd, Sorta Axel, Some people i didnt really know.
& got really fucking drunk and high..

Do you prefer beer or liquor?
A little bit of both makes the pain go away.

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
Someone else

Have you ever ridden a horse?
Yessss

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
I hope so.. just fucking ask me damnit. !

Has anyone told you they loved you today?
No actually.

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
I LIKE SHERBERT NIGGAh.

You see someone running around naked in the street. Your reaction?
LOLOOL

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Today <3

How many people do you have a thing for?
honestly, two.

Do you like anyone?
YES SIR.

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
Probably up and making lunch for wesley or in the shower.

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
Sometimes

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Today.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Wesley

Do any of your friends have tongue rings?
A couple actually.. i want one BAD.

Does anyone of the opposite sex have the same name as you?
nope jhahahah

Ever been caught doing something illegal?
Nah im a sneaky bitch.

Is there a boy/girl that you would do absolutely anything for?
Yes

Are you dating the last person you talked to on msn?
nope.

Would you consider painting your bedroom purple?
NO.

Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
hahah.. party poker.com ?

Who are you talking to right now?
no one, im feeling rather .. alone?

Any posters in your room?
not really.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
YES.
TONGUE, INDUSTRIAL, CARTILAGE.
AND MY TATTOOS ARE TOO DETAILED TO EXPLAIN.
BUT I WANT A PICTURE OF MY ZODIAC SIGN ON THE INSIDE OF MY WRIST.

What is stressing you out most right now?
How much stuff i have to do in so little time.

What is the last thing you put into your mouth, other than food?
Tea.

Do you actually wear every shirt in your drawers?
nopee.

What's worse? Knowing you still love him or acting like you hate him?
knowing..

Favorite boy name?
CHAZ<3:)

Do you have a friend that is a complete asshole?
hah yeh. but its cool, ive learned to love their flaws.

Would you be mad if your best friend dated your crush?
HELL FUCKING YES.

What's running through your mind right now?
Why wont you just fucking ask me out? '
Im clearly falling very, very hard for you !

Would you prefer a kiss on the cheek or neck?
Neck <3

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
Let the relationship take its course, if its meant to be ill feel that way.
But usually if someone cheats they dont want the relationship anymore.

Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most in life?
.. not really.

What do you think your last ex would say about you?
Shes fucking crazy, and schizophrenic. but i love her still

What's one thing you learned in life?
No matter how much you want something its probably not going to happen if you just sit there.
But maybe, just maybe if you work for it hard enough you'll find your way to whatever makes you the happiest.
Sometimes the hardest part is .. believing?

Do you still want the last person that hurt you to have a happy life?
yes

What's one thing you like about the person your thinking about right now?
Their eyes, and their smile lights up my day
The way their humor always makes me giggle.
Even if its not actually funny.. the comfort i feel when im around them or in their arms. The way they make me feel special without being obvious..

Do you ever feel lonely?
often.

Have a lot of people betrayed you?
Not really.

Are there any people in your life that you wish you never met?
.. sometimes. But everyone adds to who ive become today.

Who has the ability to hurt you the most emotionally?
.. i dont even feel like going there.

What will your next piercing be?
Tongue?

Have you ever felt replaced?
once or twice.

Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
.. yeah i have a few anger issues to work out.

Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
mhm.

Whats the last movie you saw ?
My sisters keeper.. no where near as good as the book.

Did you have fun on Halloween?
eh coulda had more fun. Got way to fucking drunk

What’s your favorite TV show?
Weeds?
 

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Best friends forever.

Bestfriends; it's a promise not a label.
Someone who is there for you in the roughest times, and the happiest.
The one you will always go to no matter what.
They are your own addiction.
They make living your life, 100% better.
Hope it shown through them.
Mariah & Jessica & Holly.

Best friends for life yo.
 

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OffSRPING.
I want you, all tattoo'd.
I want you bad, bad, bad, bad, bad.

Holly, Single & I really like youu, Adss 10, let's get fucking crruuunkk.
 

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* Love the way you were born to love

Unconditionally and for who they are.
This time the
love I have for you is.. real.
This is so genuine I can't even put it to words.
So i'll leave it at;
I
love the way your eyes light up when you smile.
The way your mouth curves down when you frown.
The way you look inside my soul, and in that moment you understand.
When i breathe you in, i get tingly on the inside & out.
I
love your hopes & dreams.
And how you love the colour green.
For what it seems, you've got me.
Now i must wait and see if my dreams become the reality.


ilikeyou.

 

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Friday night lights :)
When mixing people and alcohol,
always bring a kyle hamelin along.
He will always make it so everyone is mellow.
OH and don't forget to add a hot tub for full effect.
BEST TIME EVER.

 

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Sensible heart - City and Colour
I get so distracted
By some peoples reactions
That I don't see my own faults
For what they are
For what they are

At times so self destructive
With no intent or motive
But behind this emotion,
There lies a sensible heart
A sensible heart

See I'm no king
I wear no crown
But desperate times
Seem over now
But still I weaken somehow
It tears me apart
It tears me apart

I hope to learn as time goes by
That I should trust what's deep inside
Burning bright, oh burning bright
My sensible heart
My sensible heart
My sensible heart
My sensible heart




DALLAS GREEN,
You inspire me.
Keep on doing what you do.
Because I certainly couldn't love it anymore than i already do![/green]
 

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while rolling the dice.
Does anyone know some good photography websites?
 

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Who is the last person you high-fived?
Emilyy.

Cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
I'm not sure

What were you up to at 9pm last night?
Uhmm. watching a movie or something with Axel.

Do you have any bruises?
Yeah, and a bunch of scratches + scars.

Who made you mad today?
Nothing.

How's your life lately?
Sleepy, fun for the most part.. a little bit hard.

What's something that always has to be in the fridge?
Cheese

What did you do today?
Slept.. making peanut butter cookies for Axel, .. waiting for Jessica now.

Do you have any feelings for anyone right now?
Yeah, sort of i guess.

Do you eat whip cream straight out of the can?
Yeah.

Why did you cry the last time you did?
I didn't really cry but i teared up, and it was because i got my tarot cards read by Axel

Did you mean 'i love you' when you said it last?
Yeah man

What are you looking forward to in the next 7 days?
JESSICA COMING OVER, QUINLAN COMING HOME, MAKING SOME MONEY + GETTING MY JOB BACK ECT.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Gotta pee.

How'd you meet the last person you were in a car with?
Axel - school + Emily, His mom.. through him? haha

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
I don't think so.

What are you listening to at the moment?
Dead silence

Who did you last get into a big argument with?
I dont really know

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
Yeah usually.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping, mann

What was the weather like today?
kinda overcast

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
Yeh

Do you drink lots of water?
Yeah, i do actually.

Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips?
uhm no. Haha I wasn't even dating them when we kissed.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
HAH, i got more like 12.

How many cousins in total do you have?
I only have 3 first full blood related cousins..
They're all girls.. then my Auntie jsut adopted a 10 year old boy..
who I haven't met yet.

Have you ever held hands with anyone?
Yeah

What was the worst feeling you last felt?
Being sleepy.

Interested in anyone at the moment?
A little.

Do you trust all of your friends?
For the most part.. but not some of them.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Nope.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Extremely.
 

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My momma always told me that I could have what ever my little heart desires.
But what happens when my heart wants, what it cannot have?
Why can't I just hold
you?
Does it really have to drag on like this.
I can not explain in detail.
The feelings i have inside.
The emotions are overwhelming.
I
desire to be your fire,
I want to be more than your booty call.
I want for you to want to be with me.
I'm no hoochie mommaa.
I've always tried to escape your drama.
But no matter how far i run,
there is still always going to be miles to go.
For you should that be what I do?
You will always be the little apple in my eye.
just
dying to break free.
But where do i start?
To what do
those mean to you?
You know what you
are.
Do you know that..
You're what
my heart desires.
Tell momma she was wrong.


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I really need to get a life.
What color is your toothbrush?
Blue, pink & white.. i think?

Name one person that made you smile today?
Cam

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
reading

What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
LOL.. something

What is your favorite candy?
Does icecream count?

Have you ever been to a strip club?
Every friday night, mannn HAHA no i havnt

What is the last thing you said aloud?
*snickers*

What is the best ice cream flavor?
Either just plain old Vanilla, or Chocolate

What was the last thing you had to drink?
wataa.

What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
id say like a day and a half

Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep?
no?

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
i havnt even been into town, in the last week

The last sporting event you watched?
Tennis, probably LOL

What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Popcorn?

Ever go camping?
Yess

Do you take vitamins daily?
no?

Do you go to church every Sunday?
Nope

Do you have a tan?
Sorta, and BUG BITES.

Do you like chinese food over pizza?
HELL YEAH

Do you drink your soda with a straw?
I do not drink soda, but when i do yes

What did your last text message say?
I DO NOT HAVE A CELL PHONE

What are you doing tomorrow?
Something with Kaylaaa.

Where is your dad?
how the hell should i know

Look to your left, what do you see?
a printer

What color is your watch?
a colour?

What do you think of when you hear Australia?
Hot accents

What is your birthstone?
Aquamarine.

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
HIT DA DRIVE THRU

what is your favorite number?
13

Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
KAYLAAA.

Any plans today?
KAYLAA.

How many states have you lived in?
IM CANADIAAN MAN

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
being jealous.

Last song listened to?.
feathers - coheed and cambria

Can you say the alphabet backwards?
maybe?

Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Nope

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
ANY FLIPFLOPS.

Are you jealous of anyone?
Hell yeah

Is anyone jealous of you?
Not that i know of.

Do you love anyone?
idk

Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Nope

Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Usually its suppstituted with "yo." but either way it means the same thing

What color is your car?
I DO NOT HAVE A CAR,
I HAVE VANS, TRUCKS, VANS, VANS, TRUCKS.
AND SOME MORE VANS

Do you like cats?
hell yeah.

Have you ever been to six flags?
Nope

How did you get your worst scar?
being hit in the head with a rock

Last CD played?
a burned one, niggga.

Last bubble bath?
I honestly dont remember

Last time you cried?
i think about a week ago .

Last meal?
A FUCKING ICE CREAM CONE

Have you ever dated someone twice?
Yes i haveeee.

Have you ever fallen in love?
Idk

Have you ever lost someone?
IDK?

Have you ever slept until 1pm.
Nope

Have you ever been drunk and threw up?
Yeah

List 4 people you can tell pretty much anything to:
Jessica, Kaylaa, Emily, mariah

List 3 favorite colors:
Green, white, black, red, orange i could keep going

Have you went behind your parents back?
Nope

Who was your last kiss?
Cam A.

Should the drinking age be lowered?
no it wrecks the fun of finding a boot, and shit.
I probably wont drink when its legal for me too.
Maybe at bars and shit, but idk

Are you straight, bi, or gay?
I think im straight? LOL.
I might experiment,
But i like cock,

Do you believe in love at first sight?
NOt really.
 

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