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08:41pm | Jan 02, '07 | Public
» I want to be everything you've ever wanted; and everything you need «
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ohmy , kay i am nothing but myself . and that means im really odd . i love the funniest things .
omgosh , my friends mean the worldd to meee , kai seriously theiirr my famillyy . imm thee type of perssonn lotssaa people
go to for advicee , but i neverr everr take my own adviicee , i go to someebodyy else . i smillee and i lauugh too muchh forr
myy owwnn good , orr so says my friendss . i lauughh at reallyy stupid thingss , and half the timee i cantt seem to stopp myselff .
i smillee LOTS , too the pointt wheree i'll probablyy be dieingg and still smilingg . i likee scaryy thingss , like horrorr moviess .
i listtenn to all typess of musicc , but i especiallyy likee punkrockk/rockk . theree is just aboutt nott a secondd of my liifee that i am
not listenningg to musicc . i loveee the wordd kinkky , and i couldd LIVEE off whipped creamm and rassberriess . i playy LOTSS of musicc ,
i writee lyricss , i playy [ somee ] guitarr , annd im an awesome keyboardist =] i wanna` startt a bandd , i thinkk that wouldd be cool ,
but nobodyy i knoww wanttss too startt onee =[ i'vee takken vocal lessonss , but i still hatee my voicee , apparentlyy its good thoughh , i guess .
i HATTEE hip hop , rapp , anndd R&B with a greatt passion , i thinkk their the stupidest typess of musicc EVER too exiistt . Rapp is crapp .
theiirr just poetss who suckked at what they didd , and cant managee to sing causee their voiceess are too gay .
i overrusee the wordd rawrr , when i have nothingg better to say , i saw rawrr . i have too many bestfriiendss to count , but some of thee
VERY bestt areee : s.e/a.s/j.h/d.r/d.s/m.g/j.f/c.m/t.k/c.v . ifff you dontt knoww if onee of thosee are youu just ASK ME . if i usedd to
talkk to youu 'wayy backk whenn' that meanss i thiinkk your amazingg [c.h/a.s/d.r] thatss justt SOMEE everyyonee elsee is cool too .
i loooovee iceskattingg , i do thatt lotss , sammee with swimmingg . anywwayss , if you readd thiss , yourr a doll .
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iwanthim<3
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05:14am | Jan 02, '07 | Public
I want a boy... A nice but bad boy. A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it. He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga. He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt. He'll stay home with me and watch The Notebook and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me. He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice. He'll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!” And he always whispers something sweet in my ear. He'll take me to a concert to see my favorite band. And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends. When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear. He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me. All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them. He'll stay up with me all night when im sick. When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear. He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect. We always end up laughing about silly fights. We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it. Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Every time he kisses me. He'll tell me he'd die without me. He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day. He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy. When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose … then I'll put some all over his face. And we just never stop laughing. ..he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met. He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines. We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing. He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch snowflakes on our tongues He doesn't even like snow, but I love it. He would grab my waist and kiss my neck. And we'd always take pictures in photo booths. He'll let me go places with his mom. We would play tag and not care whos watching. We'd kiss in the rain. And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again. I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize. I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars. Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house When we kissed our hips would be pressed together. I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever * Perfect. I'll be his everything. And he'll be even more to me . he will love me for always
 
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08:08pm | Jan 01, '07 | Public
 
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07:45pm | Jan 01, '07 | Public
1. Is your username from a song?: no
2. Do you have over 100 friends?: yes
3. Do you have pictures of yourself?: no , all the ones i have are old .
4. Do you get 1-3 comments every day?: most days.

WOULD YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS:
1. Sleep in the same bed?: i did just last night
2. Rob a bank?: Knowing us we'd mess everything up and end up in prison . and then we could have our own PRISON BREAK.
3. Team up together and kill someone?: if chris v was there , most likely .


IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Do you have wood, floor or carpet?: carpet
2. Are your walls painted bright colors? No , their gonna be black, right now their white, so no .
3. Do you have artwork hanging up on the walls?: Nope
4. Do you have clothes on the floor?: yep , somebody elses
5. Do you have a hidden stash of candy somewhere? probably , -shiftyeyes-
6. Do you have your own TV?: yes , but its old and crappy . i broke my new one .
7. Do you have over 100 CDs?: I did , buti purposly broke at least 100 with my friends
8. Do you have a bunch of pictures of bands and celebrities?: I have quite a few MT ones , and one Panic! One .

WOULD YOU EVER:
1. Sing a solo?: I have
2. Take an hour-long shower?: I have.
3. Smoke pot just to be cool?: No , no i would not . I dont do anything just to be cool .
4. Spend all night on homework?: screw that .

DO YOU LIKE:
1. More than one person?: i have , and im not sure if i do .
2. Daisies?: No, i hate daisies , their ugly .
3. To paint your fingernails?: Black
4. Music?: its my life , so um , duh
5. Black raspberry ice cream?: whats that?
6. The beach?: yes lots .
7. Cats?: no im not really a cat person .

NOW:
1. Is your hair up?: No
2. Is your phone right beside you?: its under my pillow .
3. Do you wish you were somewhere else?: not really , im amusing myself right now
4. Are you cold?: No
5. Are you excited?: not really .. no , i just woke up , and thats not very exciting .
6. Are you watching T.V.?: no , its across the room .
7. Recently done anything you regret?: every five minutes .
8. Ever lied?: Obviously
9. Ever trip over your own feet?: Yes , yes i have . DONT JUDGE ME!
10. Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: No

THIS WEEK:
1. Have any planns? Yess .
2. Have you yelled at someone?: tons and tons and tons x a billion times . + one.
3. Have you cried? its a possibility , i dont remember.
4. Have you called more than 3 people?: no , i dont normally call people .

RANDOM:
1. First thing you did this morning?: Jazzy and i got sung to by my dad while he played my guitar.
2. Do you consider yourself good looking?: No
3. Do you have a crush?: I suppose.
4. What's something you look forward to in the next six weeks: nothing , i hate school , faber concert i guess , youth too .
5. What's annoying you right now?: my stepmoms music.
 
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12:34am | Jan 01, '07 | Public
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Jesska Babbeyy
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10:04pm | Dec 31, '06 | Public
these are the years when we find ourselves and see past all the crap we've been feeding off of since middle school.These are the years when we lose best friends, lose boyfriends and girlfriends or lose our virginity to that guy who wrote you the love song. These are the years where we have to ignore the rumors about being a dyke or a queer and try even harder to ignore the stares in the hall when we know full well that its true. These are the years of experimentation. We experiment with style, we experiment with drugs, we experiment with friends and we experiment with love. These are the years of broken hearts and lies. Gossip and tears and who had sex with whom at that party. These are the years of drug overuse and overdose, where one kid dies and the rest of us pretend to be shocked. We knew it was coming, and it doesn't even scare us anymore. That is scary. These are the years of choice and consequence and What the heck am I going to do now? Where do I go from here? These are the years of screaming that one persons name into your tear soaked pillow. One of these days during these years one guy will forget to use a condom and knock up some girl while they're both wasted. During these years wlll change and grow and make stupid mistakes. Will screw up lives
..and get screwed over. Will regret it and will hate ourselves and then move on. These are the years of having so much fun you forget your morals and end up passed out on a guys bed. These are the years of trends and conformity and haircuts we will look at years from now and wonder what the heck we were thinking. These are the years of locked doors and sleeping until late afternoon. The hours spent on the phone with friends to gossip and talk crap about everythin that's going wrong. The nights that you lie to your boyfriend about where you are, where your going, what your doing and who your with, although you know its wrong..you screw up and the fighting begins. The years of frustrated parents and even more frustrated teens trying to balance school, a job and a break up.These are the years when said breaks ups can break you down and make you wish you were dead, wondering what the heck you did wrong. Can we still be friends? becomes the enemy and a girls diary becomes her best friend. The moments where you think your boyfriends cheating on you, but you tell yourself that he isn't cause he promised you he would never break your heart. Only to find out weeks later that friday night ended up being more than 'hanging out with the guys'. These are the years where hanging in the park is for drinking, blazing and socializing..maybe makingout too. While a couple of years ago, the park was for swinging, jumping around and playing hide and seek. These are the years that are unclear. The years of trying to convince your parents to let you go to that party where everyone will be getting drunk, wasted and screwed so you cant remember anythin the next day. or trying to get enough money to go to that concert so you can scream at the top of your lungs surrounded by every confused teen that is just like you. These are the worst years of our lives and were all in it together
 
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08:04am | Dec 30, '06 | Public
42 things a girl would die for

1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-kiss them slowly

are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-let her be with you when you're with your friends

keep reading

11-smile with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved

Are you thinking about someone?

16-always hug her and say i love you swhen you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-hug her from behind around the waist
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!

..20 u need to show her you mean it too

21-kiss her on the lips
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved


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26-DON'T LIE TO HER.
27-DON'T CHEAT ON HER.
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

are you still reading this? u better be its important

31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her forehead; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her

remember this next time you are with her

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible
41. talk to her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night
44. Dedicate a song to her.
45. Always Remind her how much you love her.

youll never know when she needs just a lil more love
Kiss on lips = I love you
Kiss on nose = Your special
Kiss on ear = I adore you
Kiss on shoulder = Your mine
Kiss on cheek = Friendship
Kiss on fore head = Comfort
Kiss anywhere else = Be careful
Smiling at each other = I like you
Staring= Your pretty or cute
Holding hands = Happiness
Hugs = They care
Slap on the ass = Interested
Arm around the waist = I need you
Looking around = Hide 'n there feelings
Squeeze on hand = Don't Leave
Tear drop = I'm losing you
Crying = I lost you
 
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07:11pm | Dec 29, '06 | Public
JESSIKAH: HOWEBULLDOGS;AVAILABLE;CRUSHED;
TEENAGER;BRUNETTE;BROWN/GOLDEYES;DANCER
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IF YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE
YOU CAN FIND OUT FIRSTHAND WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ME
SO GATHER `ROUND PIGGIES AND KISS THIS GOODBYE
I`LL ENCOURAGE YOUR SMILES I'LL EXPECT YOU WONT CRY

ANOTHER CONTUSION , MY FUNERAL JAG
HERE`S MY RESIGNITION , I'LL SERVE IT IN DRAG
YOU`VE GOT FRONT ROW SEATS TO THE PENITENCE BALL
WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE NOTHING AT ALL .
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KAZMINE<3
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12:41am | Dec 29, '06 | Public

KESSIKA LOVES KAZMINE
KINKY BEYOTCHS FOR LIFE. LOVELOVELOVE
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a truee friennd is someonee who would
lauugh at spoonss with youu , when they'dd ratherr be
pusshingg methhh buttonns
seriouslyy bitch , your my favortist ever . teehee . amazingg?!?!
i think so,
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ILOVEGOD<3
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08:04am | Dec 27, '06 | Public
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year.

She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.

As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.

When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it.

However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.

She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.

Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her.

When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there.

Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep.

Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station.

She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story.

The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him.

She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before.

When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.

The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.

She asked if they would ask the man one question.

Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.

When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her."

Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God?

Repost this if you truly believe in God.


PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what.....and if you stand up 4 him he will stand up for you.

I bet 93% of you people that read this wont repost
 
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02:11am | Dec 26, '06 | Public
kai shantessa , you are seriously my BFFFFL . we have been through so much
shyt its unreal. like, sneakng out and getting caught
or , staying up all night on the computer . and all the youth nights .
i hope we're best friends untill the day we die , you mean
SO much to me . i love youu, your my bestfriend for life
and there isnt anybody who can change that.
 
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12:48am | Dec 26, '06 | Public
Lets Face The Facts

shes out of place
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11:52pm | Dec 25, '06 | Public
a boy and a girl were in love, they always sat together at school, with all their friends, whom the school called 'scene'. they shared their razors, and cried together, their sorrows fell on the other persons shoulder. one day, the girl asked the boy a very serious question, "I want to commit suicide, will you commit it with me?" obviously, the boy said he was, so the next day he brought a bottle of pills to her house, he divided them evenly, then told her he wanted to die kissing her,so she said to kiss her immediatly after they both put the pills in their mouths. AT the count of three, they popped the pills into their mouths, and the boy started to kiss her, he used his toungue to take all the pills out of her mouth, Afterwards, the girl was very mad, because he had died, and she hadnt. A few moments later, she found a note laying in his hand, she picked it up, and it read:
'My beautiful crying angel, i could not let you die, you are too good for that earth, and too good for heaven above, you deserve to live, thats why i took the pills, i could not let you die. Sweetie, please dont try and commit suicide, i love you,thats why i let you live, i want you to live on, and when god determines that it is your turn to die, i will be waiting for you in heaven.i love you my little crying angel, no matter how much you think i dont. i love you, your my beautiful heartbroken princess.
-love from, your gaurdian angel.'
the girl wept, but she still lives to this day, because her emo gaurdian angel protects her soul.

I'm looking for that type of relationship, my own emo lover to sweep me off my feet. Someone to share everything with. My own heartbroken Angel. Angels exist, i just have to wait for god to send me mine. I need my emo angel, for he'll save me, where are you?
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09:33pm | Dec 25, '06 | Public
-Skinned Knee's Are Way Easier To Fix Than Broken Hearts

JESSKA: howebulldogs ,, available+crushed
teenagerr .. brunette & brown+goldeyess ,,
dancerr* italian +
native ,, stubborn ; bestfriendedx9
. musicislife & crazy
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`Tonight My Headphones Will Deliver The Words I Cannot Speak ♥
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05:37am | Dec 25, '06 | Public
Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, And more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all...
 
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