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Today
We all take life for granted,
Thinking there is always tomorrow,
We don't live for today,
But we wind up in sorrow!
The reality of it all,
Catches us off guard,
We mislead ourselves,
And always disregard!
No one thinks that today,
Could be your last,
We never really think,
That we could end up being the past!
In an instant,
Life can be taken away,
So stop living for tomorrow,
And start living for Today!
By:Rita Ann Belcher
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I Didn't think!!
I didn't think, it would be so hard,
I didn't think, I'd leave you scarred!
I didn't think, My heart would break,
I didn't think, I'd cry so late!
I didn't think, I'd lay in bed,
With all these thoughts throughout my head!
I didn't think, the pain would come,
I didn't think, that I would run!
I didn't think, to say good-bye,
I didn't think, that you would cry!
I didn't think, That I'd hurt you,
I didn't think.....Ha, Whats new?
By: Rita Ann Belcher
I love his smile, I love his touch,
I love the way, He loves me so much!
I love the way, His soft embrace,
Makes me feel, throughout my face!
We walk in silence, something is wrong,
He tries to talk, but it does not take long!
I knew right away, His love had fade,
It had turned out, to be a charade,
The look in his eyes was terrifying,
It crashed and burned, my heart was dying!
I tried to move on, but the pain was severe,
I tried not to cry, but I needed him here!
But my heart is alone; it’s ready to leave,
To run away, and be deceived!
So here I lie, all this blood I see,
I realize, this blood is from me!
I’m leaving now, No more pain is here,
My heart is free, my mind is clear!
I sit up; it was all a dream,
It’s amazing how real, some things can seem!
By:Rita Ann Belcher
He's like a soul mate
He's always there for you..
He'll try to make you happy
No matter what you do!
He is my best friend
I care for him alot
At first I wasn't really hooked
But now he's got me caught
He may not know it now
But he always makes me smile
And no matter where he lives
I'll walk a thousand miles
Just to be with him
That would be a dream come true
I'd go anywhere for him
I'd do anything he'd do
He's my angel sent from heaven
He's my one true love
God must like me alot
Cus he sent him from above!!
By:Rita Ann Belcher….2000
When I first met you
I knew that it was real,
There was so much love inside of me
And alot I could not feel!
After we spent some time together
It all became really clear,
I needed you besdie me
I needed you to be near!
I needed you to hold me
I needed you to care,
I needed you to be with me
For the pain I could not bear!
You say that you will call
But you always seem to busy,
But when you say "I love you"
I become extremely dizzy!
One reason I get so dizzy
Is cus I don't know if your words are true,
And another is the thought
That I might be losing you!
By:Rita Ann Belcher
I’m too attached, I can’t let go,
There’s so much stuff I need to know!
Does he even think of me,
When we have sex, is it me he sees?
I don’t know how I can feel so strong,
When over and over he does me wrong.
My heart is heavy and full of pain,
It’s going to explode, emotions will rain!
Every time I think of us together,
It feels like we could last forever!
But then there is the other half, how he makes me feel,
It makes me come to sense that this may not be real!
When he says I love you, My heart just fly’s away,
I just want it back, it is to hard to stay!
It feels that everyday, my heart is being torn,
I try to show my love, but my attempts are so forlorn!
But then he holds me close so lovingly,
I feel so trapped but yet so free!
How can I feel this way about him,
Do feelings really go this deep within?
By:Rita Ann Belcher
The Forgotten
There are many out there,
Who have fallen so deep,
That promises were broken,
And secrets they didn’t keep!
They were the victims,
The blind as their called,
Only they, who suffered,
We’re the ones that bawled.
Love is a killer,
Death does it bring,
Completely forgotten,
Without suffering.
A memory, the past,
Considered a mistake,
Never remembered,
But their heart they did take.
Without a glance,
Without a thought,
They were shut out,
Love had forgot!
Rita Ann Belcher, March 1st 2005
So many emails left unsent,
Wanting to see you, but never went!
Silently thinking what to do,
To get myself back, where I belong with you!
Anxiously waiting to see you around,
Even though when I do I hit the ground.
My heart drops, my knees get weak,
So nervous it’s impossible to speak!
How do you manage to affect me like this,
I crumble when I even think of your kiss!
I care for you, like no one I have ever met,
I look at myself and get so upset,
For I have let something so wonderful get away,
When I thought for shure that you would stay.
I just want to tell you I love you, and get it through your head,
But yet, in the end, it’s all left unsaid!
By: Rita Ann Belcher. March 11th 2005
Fading memories,
Relapsing in your mind,
Longing for existence,
The fatal stop of time!
Sleeping alone at night,
Hushing your own cries,
Just wishing for acknowledgement,
But still not recognized.
Admirable dreams,
Day into night,
Constantly struggling,
To win your own fight.
Things are for the worst,
Or so that’s how it seems,
To look at the whole picture,
To become redeemed.
Regain the strength,
You once contained,
Fading memories,
Forever stained!
Rita Ann Belcher, March 6th 2005
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Growing Old
They sat there together,
Watching the screen,
We sat behind them,
Only them to be seen!
We watched them cuddle,
Only 16 years old,
Holding eachother,
Who wouldv’e known!
Their parents so tense,
Hating the thought,
They might be in love,
Well maybe their not!
No one could tell,
What would happen to them,
All that we knew,
Was they were best friends!
Day in and day out,
They were together,
People all around,
Knew it was forever!
They had their special place,
Where it all began,
Where she became a Women,
And he…a Man!!
Her 18th birthday,
She got a surprise,
He told her to follow,
And close her eyes!
He led her to their place,
Where they first had made love,
He sat her down,
And looked above!!
He told her to smile,
As she opened her eyes,
He held in front of her,
The rest of her life!
A ring to be set,
Upon her delicate finger,
Forever Together,
The words just lingered!
She looked in his eyes,
But all she could see,
Was the love he contained,
It was her husband to be!
At 20 years old,
They were happily married,
Into their first house,
She had been carried!
Their very first child,
At 23 years of age,
He was there,
Throughout every stage!!
They raised their first child,
In a home fit for a king,
Nothing could be better,
Not a single thing!!
At 84 years old,
She passed away,
He had died too,
The very next day!
They were buried together,
Side by side,
True love written above them,
They survived the ride!!
They sat there together,
Watching the screen,
They have been happy,
That’s what we’ve all seen!!
Dec.9th.2003 by: Rita Ann Belcher
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My heart sinks,
As soon as he's out of sight,
I love him so much,
I can barely sleep at night!
Without him by my side,
I feel so lost and insecure,
I can't contain my heart,
Every time he isn't near!
I want to cry sometimes,
Cus he irritates me so bad,
But then he looks into my eyes,
And I lose all the irritation I had!
I can't explain these feelings,
They have hit me so damn fast,
I couldn't imagine life without him,
I hope our love will last!
I love the feeling of his arms,
Wrapped around me so tight,
No Matter how much I move,
He still holds me all night!
I love the way he sings,
Even when he doesn't know the words,
Or how he says he loves me,
Even when I'm being a nerd<3
He is amazing,
In ever possible way,
And my love is growing stonger,
Each and Every Day!
Love Always...Rita Ann Belcher/May.20th.2006
I can see it in his eyes,
Something Deep inside,
I know just from his presence,
There's something he's trying to hide!
He just won't open up,
Won't reach out to me,
Somethings very wrong,
And it isn't hard to see!
I confide in him,
Almost every day,
Tell him everything,
That there is for me to say!
I trust him with all my heart,
To keep my late night secrets,
To not tell a soul,
My confessions of regrets!
Something is holding him back,
From joy and happiness,
I just want to know,
Why he is so depressed?!?
Then he finally opens up,
Just a tiny little bit,
But it is far from enough,
He just decides to quit!
Quit talking, quit looking,
Quit confiding, quit thinking,
Just quit all together,
And starts drinking!
He figures once hes drunk,
He can face his fears,
But truly you can tell,
He will get no where near!
I want nothing more than to help,
Be a good sister, a good friend,
To listen and be there,
Until the very end!
He is the best little brother,
I could ever ask for,
But nothing I can say can show it,
There is nothing more!
Maybe one day he will trust in me,
The way I trust in him,
And he will be happier,
But where to begin??
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