DEAR HIGHSCHOOL
It's time to grow up, and stop calling girls sluts, whores, ugly, stupid. It doesn't make any of you better. & it pisses me off because nobody deserves that. I'm not going to make a loooong rant paragraph, but next time, deal with it in a mature manner, because you all just look fucking dumb. Nuff said,

21006.) I hate when people say "Your problems aren't important," or "There are people with way more problems than you,". Just because someone has had a worse life than you or has experienced worse things, it doesn't mean their problems hurt them any less. To us, our problems are just as severe. Learn some compassion, because it doesn't matter what caused the pain, it just matters that someone is feeling it just as intensely as you.

- Wallet
- Camera
- Loose tobacco -.-
- Sunglasses
- Phone charger (sometimes)
- Silly bands, everywhere
- Random candies/ mints.
- Makeup
- TAMPONSSSSZzSzzSsSzSZsZszS
- iPod
- Cigarettes
- The occasional weed & pipe.
- Keychain
- Comb
- Puffer
- Camera cord? Weird.
- Glasses
- Perfume
- Shit ton of lighters.
- Tide to go
- Lotion
- Pens & pencils
- Piercing cleaner
- Gravol
- Body spray
- Gum
- & lots of other items.
... Shit...

Well, this morning I was running late, so I threw on a big sweater, sweatpants, through my hair up and left. I was ten minutes late for class. I'm physically unable, and completely clueless on how to use photoshop. So. There goes my grade on that assignment. I bought shampoo & cond for media arts, the bad kind.. Waste of money. I have 3 smokes left. I coulda used that money on smokes.. God damn. Horrible day, btw. >.<

I try not to take offense when my peers disrespect me jokingly, but do you know how hard that is? I can never sleep, because that's all I can think about. My friends think I suffer from depression, anger-management, or OCD. Some friends. Rumours are killing me. I'm not prego, nor do I shoot heroine. Where do you people come up with this shit? Yeah, i'm asian. That gives you no right to dis-respect me. I don't have a speech impediment, I have swollen glands, permanently. I didn't finish my meds when I had strep throat. Big deal? I smoke. I also drink, toke, and do other drugs. DO YOU HONESTLY WONDER WHY? PEOPLE LIKE YOU. YOUR ALL SO FUCKING RUDE. I know it's high school, it's natural, right? Well, no. I don't need that, I really don't. People judge me by my appearance, or how I was in the past. It's really getting to me. I can't seem to find any luck with guys. So fuck that. I can never get along with my parents, so fuck them. School sucks, I don't get shit. I don't know. Do I love my mom or my dad more? I love them, but I hate them. I'm only human, I can't please everyone, not like I try too. So you can all go fuck yourselves. Cause I'm done. I hate the world, Fuck it. fuck it all. /rantrantrant. I hate everyone and everything. Don't piss me off anymore then you all already have. Fuuuck. i just need to break something, or someone.

okay : )

1. Math class with Jake Costante & Emily Yuill
2. Angelo's party
3. Shruumz with Shayna
4. Your mom

1. fistpumping
2. cigarettes/ alcohol
3. music
4. family/ friends
5. boyz (< wow khianna, u whore.)

"Your daddy must've been a drug dealer."
"Why."
"Cause your dope."

1. We looked like giants- Death cab for cutie
2. Lost- Gorilla zoe ft. Lil wayne.
3. Football season is over- BMTH (After the night remix) cut up
4. Africa- Caspa & Rusko
5. Oh!- Girls' generation
6. Time of the season- Ben taylor band (<not really, actually.. It's just catchy.)

1. Haunted houses
2. Clowns (typical)
3. Blood/ neeeeedlez
4. Your mom
5. Tentacles
6. People with mad accents
7. People who're so perfect its gross

1. People who are obnoxious at unnecessary times.
2. Math problems.
3. Bad hair days
4. Bugs
5. How blind I am w/o my glasses B|
6. When I have NO FKN SMOKES LIKERIGHTNAO
7. How lazy I am
8. My dad.

1. Walk to school with Desiree.
2. Draw on my eyebrows.
3. Make KD
4. Check my formspring
5. Watch televishuuuun
6. Crave chinese food.
7. Fall asleep in class.
8. Smoke
9. Talk to boyz <(wow khianna, u whore.)