IFIHADEYES:. - 19, Female, Calgary
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old song. but still good.
What happened to you
You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction
and I'm following the same
But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
Now I'm over my head
for something I said
Completely misread
I'm better off dead
And now I can see
How fake you can be
This hypocrisy is beginning to get to me
 

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I GOT TICKETS TO
AEROSMITH BITCHES!!!
 

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just a little late.
Fuck it
(=
 

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just a little late.
I'm insane, it's your fault, so sly
Your well of lies ran dry
And I cut the cord, free fall
From so high we seem so small'
 

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just a little late.
-This weekend has been awesome!!
-FRIDAY
-Quality time with my baby Tina b.
-starbucks, mall, chilling with erik josh tina an ethan
-meeting five new kick ass buds
-Blake, Nathan, Jessi, James and Eric.
-♥
SATURDAY
-two games tied both =[
-met up with tina lookin like sexy mo fo's
-went to Alinas
-Met Sam ( L )
-saw Alina and Georgia again (love you guys)
-very small but very kick ass party [ for the most part ]
-tina and i crashed at the end lol
-my mom found out lol oh well!!
SUNDAY
-won our last game of the season 8-4
-really really happy cuz of facebook
- ^ tina knows why (;
-yam fries for dinner!!!! can't wait
-new shampoo that works like a dream lol
GOOD WEEKEND.
 

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just a little late.
sorry i was a waste of time..
maybe things would be better if i wasn't around
it seems like thats what you want right now.
 

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just a little late.
-OH MY FUCKING GOD ! !
-woaahh crazy shit, we were soo fucking paranoid
-erik "they are like fucking mario characters!!"
Shay "this song is singing to my burger"
lmfao everyone was retarted!
-movie was fucked??
-omg kiwana's festival (duno how to spell it)
-hyper as shit after school
-omg good day today!
 

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just a little late.
There are so many things that i want to say
but i can't.
 

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just a little late.
Im sorry sorry for making your life a living hell.
 

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-Won yesterday's soccer game 4-3 (=
-jackie mel darren kyle and shay all at mels
fun times
-lol not aware the clocks were moved ahead
so we stayed up extra late not even knowing lol
-jackie mel and and i taking super stupid pictures
upload those please!!!
-lol melanie likes to spoon me in my sleep =O
-what am i supposed to do? what am i supposed to think?
-that made things so confusing...
-those nights.
-L.a sucks =(
-i wana sleep for like 14 hours tonight!
-i hate going to school
 

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just a little late.
Happy Birthday
Kyle&&David!!!
 

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just a little late.
The trail of crumbs you left somehow got lost along the way
If you never meant to leave then you only had to stay
But the memories that haunt us are cherished just the same
As the ones that bring us closer to the sky, no matter how grey
And yet I fall, through these clouds, reaching, screaming

 

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just a little late.
-woww!!!
-Darren DAVID Shay Jesus and Erik. FUCK YES!
-lol 6/40's nice!
-erik lol in the trunk of some guys car LOL oh boy.
-tomorrow!!!!!! [party or not we're guna have a good time (; ]
-locked out of my house for like 10 minutes..stupid garage thing
-lol falling asleep once we get to davids house lol
-Chico!!!! hes gotten so big (=
-Darren and i are hard core at tap tap!!! hells yea bitch
-i don't caaarre. lifes to short to worry about those things
-take a breath calm down. its not worth it, (=
-lifes good!!!!
-super awesome day and weekend ahead!
 

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-Thanks for being just like everyone else in my life
-I really need you right now, and im so glad that your here
seriously i can't trust anyone anymore cuz im afraid of
getting hurt, but somehow i know that i can trust you
-im glad we are talking again.. i missed you
-whats the deal with tonight? im confused
-things are just getting to be to much to handle..
-i can't wait for high school.. honestly im so sick of stephens
-leaving is what everyone does best..Just because its easy. (=
-i hate homework it really really sucks
-do you care about all the little things, or anything at all?
-i don't know how to deal with all of this, it's getting to complicated

 

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just a little late.
Falling, always falling.. Thats the story of my life
disappointment is everything to me, why can't i get it right?
Once just once, i want to make you proud
i count on you to make me smile, brighten my day
take the pain and throw it all away
being around you can put a smile on my face
i could never be mad at you, i can't stand the space.
It's hard to believe that someone can mess up so much,
breaking down then burning up
everything that shatters is all that i touch..
wrapped up in the moment, wanting to come loose
i need to think this over, what else can i do?
after time im always left thinking whats the use
see it unravel i guess thats my fault too
expectations seem to run deep living up to them gets so hard
the pressure is overbearing i can't help but over heat
It's hard to believe that someone can mess up so much,
breaking down then burning up
everything that shatters is all that i touch..
i look past imperfections, and i begin to see
why are people hurting but no one seems to care
people never open their eyes they choose to let it be.
pain can be so prominent but most don't know it's there
this voluntary blindness is so sickening
this optional reaction seems to be missing
It's hard to believe that someone can mess up so much,
breaking down then burning up
everything that shatters is all that i touch..
this voluntary blindness is so sickening
this optional reaction seems to be missing
Will you be my someone? all i need is anyone
to open your blind eyes and finally see..
see whats missing and never let it be.


 

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