LE GASPE!!
Holy shit! I'm never on Nex anymore lmfao. And. Yeah! Holy shit. lol.
So I'm kinda just randomly boredness.
YAY
Hmm
Let's see
So much in life is new that I don't even know where to start.
Oh well.
Haha doesn't really matter, hm?

YAYYYYYYYYYYy
Today
I went
And got blood tests
And I got X-Rays of my chest and of course an ECG
FRICK THOSE THINGS ARE COOL/FUN!
lol
Anyway
I'm excited to hear the results!!!
But I don't get to yet!
BUT MAN I'm just tellin ya lol!
It was a new and interesting experience.
And that was my day =)
YAY for posisble heart problems?!?

LOL!
K
I like how a long time ago, I said I post blogs every day and said "expect a lot!"
I only have
Maybe...
ten?
Well I haven't been blogging as much as I used to.
It's an on-and-off thing lol!

ANYWAY =D

LIFE LATELY!

We finished our pirate songs yesterday and today in songwriting, we got to perform them (yayyysss!!) lol so we all got jacked up on coffee, went upstairs and first my group went, then the second group, then Mr Strange =) (PS I love his name hehe it suits him =P)
First period was productive, too!! Soundworks is a cool class!! We're doing our own radio shows at the moment... Mine and Angela's is quite interesting thus far... =D Still have to find someone to interview..... I was thinking maybe Brandon(R4)?? Because there's definitely going to be listener's interest in that subject... We'll see what Ange says =)
Yeah third period today fucking kicked ass! Me and Kelci in the music room, YUP! There was only like one guitar in that room that was properly tuned... whoever plays guitar #15 in period 2 guitar class obviously knows more about guitars than everyone else!!!!!!! DAMNIT! haha =) ANYWAY. Seeing as it was pink day today lmao... And Kelci was wearing a mini skirt, we had to have a sexy music photo shoot =D Posing sexily with guitars and such... Well, SHE posed lol..... Though there is a pic of me playing one(#15 of course)... no poses for me
FOURTH PERIOD was weird... Notes.... Then we were playing with Sodium and Potassium and Water =D YAY!!!!!!! Combustion!!! =D
Fifth was umm AWESOME!!
I finally finished my one page advertisement (fifth period is photography for anyone who didn't know lol) which is a CHOCOLATE BAR. And I think it turned out FANTASTIC!!!!! =D The composition, the cropping, the point of view, the chocolate shavings, EVERYTHING IS SO PERFECT! I like the lighting, the catch lights on the gold on the wrapper are in the perfect spots, and the text turned out really well! The extra effects look really natural. YAY! Hopefully Mr S likes it =D

So..
I had an angry moment today.
When someone was trying to pick a fight with me. I really don't want to fight. I hate it. lmao! So yes I was getting quite frustrated!!! RAR!!

BUT THEN
Life's good and there's always something to smile about, no matter how shitty it gets. So I just remembered the good things.
And got un-frustrated. But now I kinda feel bad for some things that were said.
But famous words, "What's Done Is Done"
SO
YES!
YAY! =D

Anyway!

My words for the day:

FUCK EMO'S! BE HAPPY! GROW BOOBS, THEY'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY! (They're fun, anyway =P)

I'm randomly random today!
But not so much!
Ok like almost not at all with the randomness!
Blue Camaro!
=D
I'm so happy/bored! And I'm cooking/eating supper right now!
It's...
Almost ten!
YA!
Well like 9:30.........

LATER:
Ha It is ten o'clock now!
And I'm not as hyper anymore =(
*tearness*
WELL
OH WELL
I am completely ENAMORED
with someone
Who is a very lovely person
He is amazing,
Too bad he doesn't know HAHA
And NEVA WILL!!
BWAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!

I'm hyper-ish-sorta-ish
I DYED MY FUCKING HAIR AGAIN
Ya
Right now it's dark dark dark purple...
BUT
I'm putting random sporadic pink streaks in it sometime this week, so it'll look kewllll when I'm done with it.
So ya
BWAHAHAAAAaaaaaaaa
Dude lol
My bro and my parents are on their way out the door, and something fell on the floor that was orange and square and flat and my stepdad went to pick it up and I thought it was cheese I'm like "Is that cheese?" loll... it was a little piece of orange paper... for some reason lmfao my bro just burst out laughing ... I'm glad I've been of some amusement today =D AND GUESS WHAT?
I saw Bonz today yaa! It's been so long, I haven't seen him since he dropped out! MAN I LOVE THAT KID!
Anyways. I have to go do laundry cuz I'm the rents' bitch. And I need clothes =)
YA! SO BYE! LOVE YOU ALL!
ps
There are some really fucking sexy people out there!

Blah?
I'm feelin kinda shitty =/
Ah well
I'll eventually get over it.
But I really wish I could talk to my best-guy-friend-in-the-world-Alex.
Stupid.
It's my fault we're not talking.
See, if I hadn't mentioned in the first place that what he was saying was hurting me, then everything would be fine by now. If I hadn't been so selfish and complained that those words had hurt me, he wouldn't have noticed, thus he wouldn't have felt bad, or felt himself at fault at all. Then he wouldn't have decided to erase himself from my life, "so as not to hurt me further".
Well it's impossible for the penciled image to erase itself from the artist's fine canvas.
I wish I could just stop him from leaving me, but I can't. I can't just go and force myself into his presence, or vice versa, force his presence into mine. Bleh.
This will end.
Or at least that's what evvverybody else says. Personally, I think they're full of shit lol!
But, well...
I'm resposible for the whole thing.
Fuck.
Sometimes I just feel like maybe I am worthless, or stupid, or a fuck-up.
I mean, I have worth, ya, I have talent in art and music, and I'm a valuable student to my instructors.
And yeah, I'm smart, I do quite well in school and can understand several more difficult concepts having to do with mathematics, languages, and sciences such as physics.
And of course I'm going to be rather successful in my future career, so I'm not a fuck up in that sense.
But.
I'm worthless as a person, for I can at times be selfish and acquire several other bad traits
I'm stupid because I don't get other people and I don't know how to keep everybody else happy
and I'm a fuck-up because I seriously always fuck everything up, I'm always screwing up my relationships with other people and pretty soon, I'll probably end up with nothing.
Grrrrrrr!
Well
This will end.
I will fix it.
Just watch.

Single is grand!
Well ok it sucks at times.
A lot of times lol
But I think feeling lonely is a lot better than feeling either
Trapped, Used, Broken, Useless as a person, Worthless, Stupid, Unable/Incapable, and just altogether like shit.
The people I've dated basically just treated me like shit, and hey let's face it, I was miserable (except with Richie, he treated me well). Anyways, I like being single cause I'm allowed to talk to whomever I want and don't have to worry about being bitched at or abused, and I can do things for myself without being shit on for it (figuratively speaking, of course haha!).
YA!
So I've almost made my ten month mark!
I promised myself I would not date another person for ten months. August the 31st is the ten month mark =D
Be proud, cuz I never keep those promises.
Oddly enough.
I don't know how I manage to always break that promise when there is seemingly nobody who would even be minutely interested in me whatsoever. I'm not exactly the most attractive person out there... And that's mainly all people look for these days. Everybody's so damn shallow lol! And seriously, my personality is either too creepy, too strange, too outgoing, too crazy, too random, or too happy.
Ha! I remember the last person I dated, he would get mad at me just because I was smiling and in a good mood and he didn't feel like smiling. He would yell at me and shit lmao!
I mean I wasn't laughing about it then, but I look back and I think "man that's pathetic!" haha
And then the rest of the world's population thinks I'm too emo to date.
Ok well I admit that the last one and 1/2 relationships I definitely fit into the emo stereotype because I was so miserable, I was emotionally fucked up and was never happy, and often crying.
But Jeez when I'm not being treated like shit, I'm the happiest person alive! I don't know why others think I'm so emo? I display more happiness in one hour than those "popular" people do in their entire lives hahaha!
What the fuck is everyone else on?
"She's so emo!"
lol
HA
I find that hilarious
Really.
HAHA
Anyways.
So what I'm feeling right now
Is a little bit of unhappiness for I am lonely and will probably die unmarried and without another significant person in my life
Yeah I have a lot of doubt that I will ever date again lol
But I'm also feeling really happy
Because now I have freedom, and will probably make it farther in life. I can now concentrate more on my music, art, and school =D HAHA
It feels good to no longer be tied down
But crappy at the same time
lol
I'm indecisive
Hahahaa
"I used to be indecisive, but now I'm not sure!"

Anyways
That was my rant about singleness, etc!
Love to all!
-Kassssssssss

BWAHA!
I am bored
But it's better than not being bored and having to babysit the demon-child
EVIL FUCKING BRAT!!!! Curses.
Well anyways, I DONT have to babysit today so YA GRAND!
Let's see.... What's going on in life?
Ummmmmm
My best-guy-friend-in-the-whole-world-Alex refuses to speak to me anymore, we got in a fight (it was only a little argument, like fuck man!) and so ya. I'm pretty upset about that, but it's ok, hopefully it won't last too long.
And what else?
Oh ya I started voice lessons at the end of June. And apparently I'm a great singer according to my instructor lol... I dunno I just think I'm halfass decent.
But Yep that's going great!
And thennnn.....
What else?
Oh ya!
My bro moved back home..... for the third time haha
That's pretty awesome, except I've only seen him once or twice since.
I hate people with social lives lmao
And hey! I finally met Xander tho he didn't have a fucking clue who I was before lmao! (I'm not a creeper, I swear...)
Ok and what else?
I think that's it. I have a fairly uneventful life these days =D
YAY!
Oh wait..
I finally met RJ too! Which was fucking cool!
And thennnnnnn
oh ya and I went to the Ex on Saturday, met some pretty sweet people, such as Jarett, whom I am forever indebted to, IF HE EVER GETS HERE TODAY lmao haha
And that's it =D
YAY
Peace, love, and FOOD MOTHERFUCKERS! IM HUNGRY!
-Kassondra-

YAY things are great!

I'm happy anyways. LOL That's all i have to say...
Drunk as fuck on friday night... It was fun.
BUT YEAH!
Cya bye!

YAY I HAVE NO COMMENTS lol I AM COMMENTLESS! I feel naked!!!!!!!
Anyhoo, I am hopefully going to the Billy Talent concert, as it is arriving here in SASKAMUHTOON !!!!! It's truly amazing that a good band would come to Saskatoon... if I was that cool, I wouldn't..... Well, maybe I would for the sake of the fans here... but yeah! Saskamuhtoon SUCKS!!
What really makes me sad, though, is that System of A Down NEVER comes here!!! I can just see how the planning for Canadian tours is done...

"Ok, so we'll play Winnipeg on the first weekend of whatever month... Then we'll hit Calgary the weekend after that..."
"Well, what about Saskatoon? It's the biggest city in Saskatchewan, and we shouldn't skip an entire province..."
"No. Saskatoon sucks. It's too boring"
"But you've never been there"
"But everyone knows... Cool people like US just DON'T go to places like SASKATOON"

Just kidding folks lol it probably doesn't go like that.... but after awhile, you start to thinking that it does...
I spend way too much time on these things...
LOL
Ok, I'm going to leave you guys now hahaha leave you guys to consider why YOUR favorite band hasn't come to Saskatoon ever in your lifetime..
And if your favorite band HAS been here and you've SEEN them.... then I hate you.
lol jkin haha I don't hate you... I greatly dislike and envy you......
But I'll probably forget about it (Or just will never know anyways). So it's all good =D
I'll still love you in the end <3
Whoever you are!
Because as far as I know, no one reads this damn thing...
But someone will make my heart smile one day by at least posting a comment SOMEWHERE on here...
=D
Ok!
Que Dios te bendiga! Mucho amor y grande azucar, mi amigos!,
<3THE CASSMACHINE<3

Woohoo! Yup good times lol!
Well, I don't have much to say here (as I've already posted in my other blogs everywhere today)
But I will say this:
Expect to be seeing a lot of blog posts.
I do one almost every day.
On almost every site I have a blog on.
lol But for now, I'll spare you guys the time!
So!
Peace!
Que Dios te bendiga (May God bless you),

Cass!