I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
Tuesday, Feburary 27, 2006-
Conception date
Thursday, March 30, 2006-
Two positive home pregnancy tests. Yay! We're finally pregnant!
Friday, March 31, 2006-
Doctors appointment. Urine test to confirm pregnancy. Positive!
Thursday, April 13, 2006-
Had my first ultrasound scheduled to find out my due date. I was 8 weeks 2 days. Baby looked like a lil blob.
Tuesday June 6, 2006-
Heard the heartbeat at my first prenatal appointment. Heartbeat was at 140. Jordan and I were speechless. (16 weeks along)
Sunday, June 18, 2006-
Jordan was touching my tummy, and I felt the baby move for the first time on Father's Day!
Saturday, July 1, 2006-
Jordan finally felt the baby move for the first time. (19 weeks along)
Tuesday, July 25, 2006-
2nd prenatal appointment. Heartbeat at 130. Uterus is measuring big for how far along I am. (23 weeks along)
Wednesday, July 26, 2006-
Gestational Diabetes Test. Was not nearly as bad as I thought it would be.
Thursday, August 3, 2006-
24 week ultrasound, ultrasound tech told us 80% chance its a boy!!
Monday, September 11, 2006-
Officially chose baby's name. Austin James Albert Wegleitner
NAME: Lori
Dating: My amazing fiance'.He's my everything.
ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini[/color]
COLOUR OF HAIR: burgandy (naturally red)
COLOUR OF EYES: Blueish/grey
FAVORITE COLOUR: blue
T.V SHOW: Friends, 3rd watch, the O.C, One Tree Hill
MOVIE: erm...Anatomy (inside joke lol), but the best movie ever is Darkness Falls.I screamed my effin head off..!
PERFUME: Ralph Lauren, Romance, or My Ocean
COLOGNE: Polo Sport,Adidas, Axe..i dunno whatever smell's good
FAVORITE SMELL: The clean smell after it rains
<3 When this girls quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
When this girl is looking down, it means she is insecure.
<3 When this girl isn't yelling, she is thinking deeply.
When this girl runs her fingers through your hair, know she never wants to lose you.
<3 When this girl stares at you, she is wondering why you're lying.
When this girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
<3When this girl calls you everyday, she wants you to notice her.
When this girl messages you everyday, she wants you to reply at least once.
<3When this girl asks to see you everyday, she really likes you.
When this girl tears up at the slightest thing, she wants you to make it better.
<3When this girl says "I miss you", know you will never be missed more.
When this girl says "I love you", she means it.[/right]