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05:29am | Nov 02, '09 | Public

My play buddy is very cool and awsome and strange
his name is CREN*
i finaly got to meet my favourite artist and friend.
it was dark and cold out side i was waitting for cren to come visit me
the car pulled up i opened the door for him
he got out i thought we wore leaving from my place
but than he wanted to wait for 10 minutes

i showed him my jokers hat he knew now it was actually me
i clearly saw he was very carefull how things wore
i was not worried

some time after a few minutes
we finally left to his place
i blazed him we had some notchos
he showed me his art work pretty cool
we chilled in the kitchen talking about our selves
in person for the first time
he asked if i believed in psychics
i said for sure
cren said u think i can read your mind..........
i said try it
soh els he said give me your hand
soh i gave me my right hand
he held it for awhile
everything thats true in my life he knew it all
i rarely talk about my past to no one at all
yeah Cren is psychic just like me
i laughed when he told me about my past
than he told me about him self
that was sad on what he told me
i tryed my best to make him feel better
than i told him about my self and what i liked to do
he told me i was twisted and quiet and dont talk much
yeah thats true

than we went out for smokes often awhile we smoked to joints walking through area's of the city we saw a char on the side walk i laugh
cren goes to sit on it than we went for another walk
it was so cold that night it wasnt funny
we went to the store he was buying munchies for me
i thought it was sweet

we went back to his house chilled in the kitchen again
he finally told me he was drunk the hole time
i was cool with it
he asked if i was scared of him i said no
he asked could i try and scare u i laugh than said try it but to no avail
he asked if i ever played pretend
he showed me this 18 inch knife
pocket knife black and kinda dole
in my mind i said yay a knife.........
he asked me to stand up in front of him
so i did he said turn around
so i did
he said close your eyes
so i did
as he was standing behind me
he put one arm around me than took his knife to my neck
tracing it to my face
he asked are u scared yet i said no
than he put a chair in front of mine
than he asked me to take the knife
soh i did he said cut me close to my rist and i did
he said fuck than he said i thought u wore not going to actually do it....
i laugh
he asked me take the knife again so i did
he said stand up i was standing in front if him
he took the sharp end of the blade as i was holding it
he put it to his neck as i was holding it
he said pres it as i trace it so i did
he traced his knife down his neck to where he put it to his chest
he stops at his chest he said pres it so i did being carefull
than he said what do u think ?
i said nice cren smiles
than he took the knife from me sitting in front of me
he put the knife put the sharp end in his mouth
it looked like he was actually cutting him self but was pretending
i found it entertaining
he asked if i dance i said for sure
he talked about ballroom dancing
i said one of my favs
so i havent done in years
he showed me how to ballroom dance again
so we danced in his kitchen
it so was awsome

so we wore sitting down again
talking about how shitty our pasts wore fucked up and crazy
cren told me how he use to live in my friends house when he was small
he told me how he cut his tongue of at some point in his life he said
he could not taste anything for a year
i thought to myself aww cren
we asked about one another getting to one our selfs
how i am bi
at some point n his life he use to be bi like me
he told me about personal things
after that
he asked am i weird?.........
i said no
than he smiles and asked me to stand up again in front of him
he asked if i had fear
i said i was born without fear
els he said okay close your eyes and im going to count to 39
so i did everything he told me
so he tried being weird to me
he tried staring close at my face
like real close almost ready to kiss kinda close lol
any ways
he asked me look at me and tell me what u think i said nothing ....
he pulled his face close to mine he pulls my fringe away from my left eye
again he looked closely at my face
again he asked if this was weird i said no
than he finally gave up after awhile
he looked puzzled
on how i said everything he did was nice cool and awsome
how he was real awsome and cool
than 7 am came around crens grandfather woke up early
he asked if i wanted to go home
i said yes so cren took me back home to my place
we road the buss to portage he got of at langside
awhile i went to tim's for coffee than went back home to sleep The end

friday actober the day befor halloween 09