so much lulz,
so much revelations,
so much time,
so much win.
yah... I may have poked fun at it.
but now I think I'm hooked.
so much reading..
and other.. interesting things.
ultimately validates the pointless pointlessness of it all.
<.<
>.>
^-^
'It's very good jam,' said the Queen.
'Well, I don't want any TO-DAY, at any rate.'
'You couldn't have it if you DID want it,' the Queen said. 'The rule is, jam to-morrow and jam yesterday--but never jam to-day.'
'It MUST come sometimes to "jam to-day,"' Alice objected.
'No, it can't,' said the Queen. 'It's jam every OTHER day: to-day isn't any OTHER day, you know.'
'I don't understand you,' said Alice. 'It's dreadfully confusing!'
'That's the effect of living backwards,' the Queen said kindly: 'it always makes one a little giddy at first--'
'Living backwards!' Alice repeated in great astonishment. 'I never heard of such a thing!'
'--but there's one great advantage in it, that one's memory works both ways.'
'I'm sure MINE only works one way,' Alice remarked. 'I can't remember things before they happen.'
'It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards,' the Queen remarked.
I'm confused and giddy and excited and scared and nervous and I like it.
I want less to do with anything and everyone day by day.
I need more to do with anyone and everything day by day.
150-1920mgs dxm ( dissociative )
20-256mgs chlorpheniramine maleate ( antihistamine, has been shown to work as a serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, inhibits serotonin reuptake less than norepinephrine reuptake )
1-2 joints / hash / oil / budder etc
1 pill of coricidin ( cough and cold, 'cc' on pill ) has 4mgs chlorpheniramine, 30mgs dxm
-take 5-8 coricidin pills. ( never take more than 8 if you've never done this before. never go higher than 48-64ish. )
-wait 1-2 hours.
-smoke a joint or something if necessary after peak effects. ( personally I don't even want to, and I always feel an extreme urge to be doing something, mainly work. or trying something new in the kitchen. it's facked. )
-watch out for extreme pupil dilation.
( only cons with cs is they cause more MS-like symptoms than dxm alone. they also have a sweet candy coating with no nausea and are cheap and easy to find. also has a bad rep online with many people since younger kids would think its harmless and go pop 16-64 of them. pure dxm is a lot 'healthier' like gel caps or syrup even. although the glucose and thickeners from syrup isn't always pleasant on the stomach. )
and if you actually keep yourself well rested and fed, there's never any hangover effects, and you're left with a pleasant afterglow. makes life feel... oddly fantastic in a way.
dark side psychedelic ftw. :3