hmm... mmk? well im done...[/color][/size]



training... COMPLETE![/color][/size]P.L.U.R.R.[/color][/size]

April Melody Cruz loves Jeff Cruz <3

( wayy more than he loves her! )

it was better i admired you from afar.[/color][/size]

hey girl, its been a long time since we ever spoke. and i dont know why but my heart just felt like it broke. cuz ill never match up to your standards. because the truth is too hard for me to handle. the truth is that we might not ever be together. so i keep saying to myself "so much for being forever" i wish i got to know you better but instead were running out of time, but i still keep on praying that one day you will be mine. lets not forget each other and let us keep our memmories in our hearts. and yet it still bothers me that were slowly drifting apart.


hey girl, you are now just breakin my heart. but you know girl... our love is just way to far... and even though we are a couple. your breaking my heart and its turnin to double. you know were goin out and almost everyone knows it. i know that you love me but i doubt u show it. all im asking is to let me hold you tight. so it can make me feel like everything is alright. cuz i dont want this relationship to end so soon, cuz i feel so loved everytime we hang out at noon. i just want you to know that i will forever love you, but the way ur acting towards me is making me blue...

man, guess im back were i started. depressed and broken hearted. trusting no one, not even myself. being so alone, you should of just left. i used to trust you but not anymore. so this is a story about me walkin out the door. and all the days u left me soar. we used to be in love but things change. but im having doubts about you which are strange. cuz i thought of u even more. but all u did was ignore. u started pushing me away. almost felt this everyday. but i now confess the truth. that maybe its best im not with you. u are turning into a complication. never thought i could stand all this humiliation...


no more love, no more hugs,and never kisses. its like your blow kisses that only just misses. but i miss it because we almost had sumthin togetha. but ill always keep you in my heart foreva. there is just a big distance away from eachotha. and i want you to know that ill always be ur lova.
you mean too much to me and i wont let you go.
but u still have those feelings that u dont show. but all i wanted you to know. is that i will love you even if i die on death row. if you love me why dont you ever just say it. you didnt have to turn around and just fake it. cuz all i wanted to do is feel loved. im just thinking u never knew me enough. im like a stranger that isnt really tough. i just want this to be really clear. that if ur in trouble ill always be near. but even if u dont love me back. i wont give up on you cuz ur everything that i have.


if any of these... songs/poems think is about you. it probably is... but like... 90% of it is true...
so sorry if these things made you sad or sumthing...
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~~~~~~~~^~~{@ a rose for your death...

pain is caused by pleasure[/color][/size]
pleasure is caused by pain[/color][/size]

even the most powerful things have fears... [/color][/size]

If she wasnt interested...
she wouldn't hang around you.
she wouldn't look at you.
she wouldn't say i love you... [/color][/size]

even though you have known them for your whole life...
doesnt mean they are completley trustworthy.. [/color][/size]

anything could happen tomorrow...
so ask the person out already... [/color][/size]

love isnt defined of what you say...
it is defind by what you do... [/color][/size]

The longer you try to find the perfect girl...
the more dinners you are gunna eat alone... [/color][/size]

live for nothing...
or die for something... [/color][/size][/b]

If i had only 10 minutes to live...
i would want to be with you.... [/color][/size]

why waste your time on a person...
if u dont see urself with them forever.. [/color][/size]

when i see 3 ships, 3 captains, 3 wars...
i dont see a coincidence, i see a providen. [/color][/size]

love can either conquer you...
or completely destroy you... [/color][/size]

i wont take you seriously...
UNTILL you finally say i love you in person... [/color][/size]

good moments dont last.
so what every you do. try to get the best out of it... <33 [/color][/size]

THE GOOD DIE YOUNG

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They say, The good die young. Thats why i think you should have fun. when your young. cuz time wont wait for no one. when God calls you, you gotta go home... [/color][/size]

BUTTERFLY

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ur so sexy, almost evil.
talkin bout butterflies in my head.
i used to think that endings only at the books i read.
but you always made me feel alive when i was almost dead.[/color][/size]