And now I see its you thats tearing me, and scaring me. This is me dying in your arms, I've cut you out, now set me free.

Grey would be the color, if I had a heart. Come on and tell me. You make this alllll go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself.

Tearing at the scars, she's open wide. Screaming 'till her lungs collapse. Behind her cold and vacant eyes. The innocence that dies inside.

Welcome to a world where the air I breathe is mine, nothing to overwhelm me and nothing to cloud my mind.

Its simply because






I like to go paintballing, play video games, and just plain get out of the house to spend some quality time hanging.



My hair has gone.


"Oh no, Its not Your fault.."

Soccer
Playing soccer with your feet is one thing, but playing soccer with your heart is another,
It takes an athlete to play soccer, but an artist to be a soccer player.
Anyone who thinks sunshine is happiness has never played soccer in the rain
Soccer players aren't made of their technique, but made of their passion!
Never let the odds keep you from pursuing what you know in your heart you were meant to do!
If soccer were any eaiser then it would be called dancing!
Players have attitude!
I do not try to play soccer better than anyone else, I only try to play soccer better than myself


I LIVE FOR THE FUNNY SHIT IN LIFE!

Like I said i like BMX-ing, paintballing, hanging out, doing something stupid when I get the chance.

BMX-ing... what a joke, I cant believe I even tried. I've joined a different club of wheels and such. Dykes on Bikes


Ok quick tid bit of my mind.

Queers- obviously fucked up and irregular. Shoot them all.
Lesbians- see Queers
Fat People- hard to kidnap
Statement to Police- put it on my tab
Foamidian Cult- join it
Jews- secretly not victums but reapers of the gain of the holocost
Dictionary- cool word with dick in it
Drunk Driving- Let them crash. Payback for them inflicting thier drunken stupidity on the rest of the world.
Pigmy Love Circus- officially cool by all standards and stretches of the imagination.
Intelects- a special shout out to ray ray.....and you guys for making me look so bad
Most Accurate Description of Me- *saying of mine* "No, I've just mastered hiding my brains."








When your a recovering addict of something and you havent given up... you dont fuck up... you slip.. and when you slip you simply lose your footing. Only for you to gain it back again and continue on to sobriety. Not that I will ever sober up but I hope you find this... inspiring



I love listening to music:




36 Crazyfists, The Agony Scene, alexisonfire, Alien Ant Farm, All Out War, Amon Amarth, Angel Corpse, Angel Dust, Anthrax, Arch Enemy, As I Lay Dying, Asphynx, Atreyu, Authority Zero, Bad Religion, Beasty Boys, Behemoth, Black Label Society, Blind Guardian, Bloodbath, Borknagar, Brides Of Destruction, Bullet For My Valentine, Carnal Forge, Celldweller, Chevelle, Children Of Bodom, Cant Kill Yourself, Cradle Of Filth, Cryptopsy, Dark Lotus, Dark Tranquility, Dark Tranquillity, Darkest Hour, Dead To Fall, Death By Stereo, Death From Above 1979, Def Leppard, Deftones, Demolition Hammer, Devil Driver, The Devil Wears Prada, Diabolic, The Distillers, Disturbed, Devine Empire, Dream Evil, Extol, Eyehategod, Fear Before The March Of Flames, Fintroll, The Forsaken, The Gathering, Genitorturers, Glass Casket, God Forbid, God Smack, Goreguts, Greeley Estates, Guns n' Roses, Hammerfall, Haste, Hanoi Rocks, Hatebreed, Helmet, I Killed The Prom Queen, Iced Earth, Insane Clown Posse, It Dies Today, Jack Off Jill, Jag Panzer, Jimmi Hendrix, Judas Priest, Jungle Rot, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Kottonmouth Kings, Krisiun, Lacuna Coil, Lamb Of God, Mastadon, MC Hawking, Meatloaf, Megadeth, Merauder, Meshuggah, Metal Church, Metallica, Mindless Self Indulgence, Morgath, Morgoth, Motorhead, Murderdolls, My Ruin, Nevermore, Nightwish, Old Man's Child, Pantera, A Perfect Murder, Peter Frampton, Pigmy Love Cirus &>lt;(gods), Placebo, Poison Black, Premonitions Of War, Prism, Project Wyze, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, Samael, Saosin, Scarling, Scars Of Life, Scars Of Tomorrow, Seether, Shadows Fall, Shocore, Silver Tide, Skindred, Skinlab, Slayer, Solefald, Sonata Arctica, Spineshank, A Static Lullaby, Static-X, Stephen Lynch, Stone Sour, Strapping Young Lad, Stratovarius, Stuck Mojo, Stutterfly, System Of A Down, Taimat, Thor, Three Days Grace, Tom Petty, Tool, Trivium, Turmoil, Twiztid, Unleashed, Unloco, Uriah Heap, Violent J, VNV Nation, Voltaire, Withered Earth.





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Classical.:.:.:./////././././.|||.\.\.\.\.\\\\\ Prism The Clash Jonny Cash
Led Zepplin Motley Crue Nazareth Def Leppard Iron Maiden Jimmi Hendrix
GNR Ozzy Osbourne Pantera Trooper
Judas Priest Twisted Sister Van Halen Metallica Aerosmith



Too many times I've seen it,
Rip a hole into our friendship
This is how it's been, how it always will be

ALL fat chix take ALL close up pix