i found my backbone.

it's been a year minus 6 days since i last posted in here, and that's because pretty much no one uses nexopia anymore... which is good, because right now i just need to bitch.

my boyfriend is a deadbeat and hasn't had a job in 8 months. he sleeps in my bed, eats my food, and uses my money for entertainment. this is fine and dandy because i pretty much treat him like my little slave boy. i'm just getting sick of it all though... i mean, really, he's 19 and can't get a job? the other day we had an argument about how much i smoke. i'd like to say a great big fuck you to that because he smokes just as much pot as i do cigarettes. luckily, cigarettes still leave me capable of feeling things. i'm kicking him out of the house at the end of the month. he's known for about 3 weeks now that if he doesn't get a job, he can go sleep on his mom's couch... he still hasn't really done anything about it. way to make me feel important.
also, yesterday we had a fight about how i always wake him up when i get home at 6am because i want attention. well, fucking excuse me for wanting to spend time with you. why should he get to sleep in when i get to sleep for 6 hours a day before he wakes me up? i work for 8 hours a day and he lays around, plays on the computer, makes hash, smokes a lot of dope, and parties.
i need to find myself a backbone.

SUMMER 2009
Will you..

Dye your hair?
Most likely.

Get a tan, or burn?
Taaaaaan.

Go on vacation/trip?
I dunno if coming back to PG counts as a vacation.

Go camping?
Um, I hope not.

Plant flowers?
HAHAHHA. No.

Play in the sprinkler?
Nope.

Have your license?
Hopefully I'll get it this summer...

Have a bonfire?
Most likely.

Have a job?
YES. Jesus, I better get a job.

Go on any road trips?
Hopefully!

Spend your money or save it?
Combination of both.

Do anything you’ve never done before?
I'm sure there will be lots of things.

First day of summer, what will you be doing?
Working, hopefully.

Who will you spend the most time with?
Benno.

Do you have any major plans with a friend?
Move out.

Who will most likely be sitting beside you at the beach
Benno.

What will you take the most pictures of?
Probably nothing.

Anyone you can’t wait to get away from?
Nope, I'm sad to leave.

Will you get into a fight with a friend?
Probably.

Rekindle a lost friendship?
Maybe.

Will you more likely be at the beach, pool, or lake?
Lake.

Do you think you will meet a new crush?
Nope.

Will you eat well or pig out?
Somewhere between the two.

Anything you’re not looking forward to?
Dealing with the stress.

-Summer Questions

Favorite food on the bbq:
Smokies or chicken breasts.

Favorite summer drink:
Iced Tea.

What do you look forward to when summer comes?
Sunshine.

Do you join any sports?
Nope.

Would you rather it be winter?
God no.

How many times will you hit the beach?
Hopefully every day on my days off.

How many BBQ's do you have?
Jade = Homeless.

What time do you go to bed in the summer?
Like 2 AM.

Do you go camping?
Please no.

-This or that

Flip flops or shoes?
Flipflops or flats.

Beach or pool?
Beach, definitely.

Bug bite or sunburn?
I think sunburn...

Lay out or fake bake?
Lay out.

Hang out with friends or family?
I dunnnno.

-Last summer; 2008

How old were you in June 2008?
16

Did you go to a campground?
Yeah.

What vacations did you go on?
Cherry Grove, Blaine, haha, smaaaaall towns.

Who did you hang out with the most?
My mom lol.

What was your worst memory of last summer?
Being a bum,

How did you celebrate the Fourth of July?
Slept.

What was your best memory of last summer?
Sleeping.

What was one thing you did EVERY week last summer?
Slept.

What did you wear the most last summer?
dresses.

Favorite song:
I don't actually remember...

-This summer; 2009

Where will you be going on vacation?
Not anywhere special. Probably Blaine and Edmonton.

How will you celebrate the Fourth of July?
I dunno.

The best place to be this summer:
At the beach.

What are you looking forward to when the summer comes?
So much sun.

Do you believe in summer love?
Yep.

Do you like the summer weather?
I LOVE the summer weather.

What's something you love wearing during the summer that you can't wear during the winter?
Shorts. oh jesus, I get to wear shorts.

Is summer long enough for you or do you wish it was longer?
The weather could be longer, the carefree bullshit could be shorter.

"so if i have sex with my billet brother would that be considered incest?"

my everything aches.
physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.
this program is so draining.

okay, so lately, the conservatives were reelected. i lost all faith in humanity.
then obama won, and i felt slightly better about the world, even though he's going to get assassinated.
and then i heard that prop 8 passed. i am now disgusted with the world again.

[1.] Where was the first place you ever kissed the last person you kissed?
on the katima-couch.

[2.] What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
got to be housemanager with matt!

[3.] How many TRUE best friends do you have?
none, they're family.

[4.] Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
sleeping in. please, please, please, sleeping in.

[5.] Tell me where you got you're shirt you’re wearing?
the bc seniors games.

[6.] Closest thing to you that is brown?
hair.

[7.] What would you change about your life right now?
i don't know. nothing, because it's all part of the experience.

[8.] Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Cry, always.

[9.] What's on your bedroom floor right now?
lots of shit that isn't mine.

[10.] Who was the last person you got into an argument with?
Chris, I'm sure.

[11.] Do you trust people?
not usually.

[12.] If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
Somewhere big and foreign.

[13.]Have you ever been out of the country?
Mhmm, California and the Costa Rica trip.

[14.] Could you go a day without eating?
yeahh.

[16.] Do you like anybody right now?
yeah, yeah, yeah.

[17.] When was the last time you had your hair cut?
a REALLY long time ago. it's gross.

[18.] Would you rather be mad or sad?
mad

[19.] Does it take a lot to make you cry?
not sometimes.

[20.] Whats the best feeling in the world?
falling asleep in someone's arms.

[21.] Are you close with your mom?
i don't know how to describe my relationship with my mom.

[22.] Are your parents strict?
not really.

[23.] Do you tell your parents everything?
yeah, i don't really have any reason to not.

[25.] Name two fears you have.
the dark, going blind.

[26.] If you need to go to the store a block away, do you walk or drive?
honestly, i'd probably drive.

[27.] Does the thought of marriage scare you?
used to.

[28.] How many kids do you want?
three.

[29.] What's your favorite color to wear?
purple!

[30.] Who was the last person in your bedroom besides you?
tania or chantal, prolly.

[31.] What are you doing today?
i woke up, made oatmeal for everyone, had a cuddle session, swept the house, washed the bathrooms, and next i'm going to make a lot of things.

[32.] Would you rather be rich & sad or poor & happy?
how about rich and happy.

[33.] Do you work out?
HAHAHHA. no.

[35.] Do you get bored easily?
yeah, but then we figure shit out.

[36.] What's something that someone can do that really bothers you?
WEAR THEIR FUCKING DIRTY SHOES INSIDE.

[37.] Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger?
sure.

[38.] Do you wish you were famous?
nope.

[39.] Do you make a wish at 11:11?
always always always.

[41.] Who's the last text message you received from and what did it say?
i dunno, i don't actually use my cell phone for texting. just as an alarm.

[42.] What are you freakishly obsessed with?
i dunno...

[43.] What's your favorite song at the moment?
i don't really have one.

[44.] Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online?
mall.

[45.] Can music affect your mood?
yesyesyes.

[46.] What piercings do you want?
i think randomly putting a hole in my lip fulfilled my desire to have piercings.

[47.] What tattoos do you want?
i dunno anymore.

[48.] Have you ever been in a cave?
nope.

[49.] Ever eaten a bug?
yes!

[50.] When will you see the person you have a crush on?
in like ten minutes?

i am proud of my decision.

18, Female
Questions Guaranteed You've Never Answered.

1. Would you bang your neighbour? hes 96.
2. What describes your relationship status? taken, i think.
3. Where are you in? the back room at chez-nous.
4. What's the last movie you've seen? Spun
6. Who Is Your Best Friend? have not.
7. Who have you talked to most today? ladies at work.
8. Do you carve pumpkins every year? ya ya ya.
9. Color of your underwear? its pink and white zebra i think.
10. Color of your shirt? gray.
11. I'm always... ? breathing.
12. Who's on speed dial 2? 4? 6? je n ai pas.
13. Honestly, how many people do you have feelings for? un.
14. Whats your favorite season? summer, je pense.
15. Good advice if you ever go camping? bring paper.
16. Are you a bad influence? been told.
17. Would rather have your name or your siblings name? mine mine mine.
19. Would you do anything for someone else? yesss, sure.
20. Have you ever been called a bitch? definitely.
21. Have you ever been called a slut? yes yes yes.
22. What is your ringtone? i dunno, something standard.
24. Are your grades good? no grades.
25. Do you ever think people hate you for filling these out? no.
26. Does your best friend(s) have a nexopia? no best friends.
27. Whose page did you visit last? i dont visit pages anymore.
28. Last time you went out to lunch? charlottetown deli on september 17.
30. Who is your favorite character from Friends? je ne sais pas. phoebe, je pense.
31. Do you have a tattoo? no.
32. Do you want one? yes yes yes
33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears CD? blackout is rad.
34. What did you do last night? fooled around on the couch.
35. Are you a Lost fanatic? nope.
36. What's your name spelled backwards? Sreya Edaj
37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library? no, i dont think so.
38 .iPod or Zune? Ipod.
39. Do you watch Family Guy regularly? nah.
40. King of the Hill? i think this show is so funny.
41. Do you read trashy romance novels often? yeah, actually.
42. What's the last thing you bought? pretzels and juice and mints.
43. What's the last thing someone bought you? no idea..
44. Do you ever sing obnoxiously in the shower? sometimes.
45. What's in your CD player right now? no cd player.
46. What's your favorite movie? crash.
47. Another favorite movie? dunno...
48. Do you believe everyone has a soul mate? yes.
49. Can you sing? not at all.
50. Do you play any instruments? no, but i wish i could.
53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization? yes, occasionally.
54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa? not yet.
55. Do you know how to knit? yes! love love love.
56. Do you have a job? kind of.
57. Have you ever written love song lyrics yourself and put them on nexopia? nope.
58. What are you doing right now besides this survey? craftster, facebook, looking at thanksgiving stuff.
59. Last place you went for vacation? ... PEI...
60. Favorite number(s)? 11
61. Physics or chemistry? NEITHER. ew.
62. Facebook or Myspace? facebook.
64. R-rated or G-rated movies? g.
66. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars? potter.
67. Fly or road trip? raod trip,
68. Batman, Spiderman, or Superman, or the Hulk, or SilverSurfer? batman.
69. What's your favorite Disney movie? finding nemo

there are no secrets in a katima-house.
well, there's one.

jade is alive.
she is in a house in pei.
she is not feeling motivated to do anything.

So, as most people know, I leave tomorrow.
In... 15 hours and 15 minutes. Crazy!

I dunno how much I'll be online, so yeah. When I do go online, I'll be updating my blog, so if you care, read it.

http://jadeandkatimavik.blogspot.com

so.
i received an email from my project leader in wellington. i then proceeded to reply in franglais. that was all fine and dandy.
then i was just cruising around facebook and a brainwave hit me.
you can search people by EMAIL.
so, i went back to said email and looked at the other recipients.
then, i searched them ALL on facebook.
i now know most of my group.

wow, yeah, stalker.
not a big deal or anything.

Go to Google Image Search, and type in the following words. Post what picture comes up first.

Post the picture that comes up!

1. Your age on your next birthday

2. Your favourite color

3. Your middle name:

4. The last meal you ate:

6.Your favourite fruit or vegetable

7. The town you live in

8. Name of your pet

9. Your first name

10. Your last name

*sigh*
honesty box, oh honesty box.
so, i'm gonna sit here and go through this statement by statement.
1. my honesty is good. i'm never trying to be a bitch, it just happens like that.
2. i don't really think i've ever backstabbed anyone. i've done some shitty things, but i'm usually pretty up front about it. not too many people are excited for me to go to katimavik, so uh, that doesn't make sense. and i'm not ugly.
3. james is indeed better off without me. i was a super shitty girlfriend near the end.
4. congrats to those people who think i'm a bitch and a slut.
5. i'm gonna say that i haven't slept with a lot of people at all. like, at all.
6. my vagina is actually not leaking with diseases, just so you're aware. i don't have aids, either. nor am i a hooker, and um, i actually hope no one ever gives you a gun.
7. i am not a fucking cunt.
8. nor am i a fucking whore.



i feel much better now.