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    Spin Around Me Like A Dream...
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    BASICS

    Height:179 cm - 183 cm (5'11" - 6')
    Weight:65 Kg - 68 Kg (141 lbs - 150 lbs)
    Birthday:October 13, 1946
    Sexual Orientation:Heterosexual
    Living Situation:Living alone
    Location:Edmonton, Alberta, Canada

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    ABOUT ME


    Drama Queen

    Drama queen, seventeen, story from a magazine, covergirl on the cover of the world
    High School Sweethearts, fell in love right at the start, the stars align their dream,
    And she holds his hand, they have picnics in the park, and watch day turn to dark, she knows she won't be waking up alone,
    And she'll watch him sleep, and wonder what he dreams, wonder if he saved a place for her in his eternity...

    You left your taste upon his lips, wrote happy endings with your fingertips, traced them on the lines of his smile
    [/color],
    You think it's too good to be true, that it shouldn't mean that much to you, and it's going to break you, going to break[/i][/color] you... in two...

    Saturday, matinee, he stood you up but that's okay, cuz you still have this veil in front of your eyes,
    Paradise, bad advice, you take a look but never twice, only seeing what you want to see....
    And you'll talk to him, when you want to hear his voice, but he thinks it's only noise and he's got much better things to do, And you sleep alone, waiting by the phone, but your cheeks are stained you know that he won't call you, won't call you..

    You left your taste upon his lips, wrote happy endings with your fingertips, traced them on the lines of his smile[/color],
    But you feel the trainwreck coming through, and you're too weak to know what you can do, and it's going to break you, going to break you... in two...

    You dreamt of love since you were 5 years old, fairytales and fables told to you,
    And you were the
    princess, the world your castle, never thought you'd meet disaster,
    And you thought that dreams come true, didn't you? Oh didn't You? And they do come true... Just not for you
    [/u]...[/i][/color]

    Storybook, Screenplay, but tragedy's not far away, and you can't see the valley over these hills,
    Crown and coke, another toke, you try to end it, but it's a joke, He doesn't think this is for real,
    And he laughs at you, and strikes you on the cheek, and you fall and try to speak, but he won't let you, won't let you, and he spits on you, and beats you til you're blue, he beats you til no one can recognize you, recognize you...

    You left your taste upon his lips, but hope is lost in the bottle he sips, he doesn't remember who you are...[/color],
    You cry and plead, but it flows right through, So naive and you never knew, and it's going to break you, going to break you... in two...

    Drama Queen, Seventeen, Story from a Magazine, but it broke you too...

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    Tuesday Can't Tell... remember that name and don't forget it.. cuz we'll be everywhere soon...



    I'm in a band called Tuesday Can't Tell... we've had like every name imaginable, but this one's the keeper.... I have music on here, so ask me if you want it... I'm a guitarist/songwriter, been playing for 13 years, been teaching guitar for 3 years... I'm a hopeless romantic/emo kid... I go to University, and am an English major, but its just a ploy until I become a famous rockstar haha.... I'm all about 80's cartoons... I grew up on Ninja Turtles (i still have 4 ninja turtle toques that i wear religiously), My Pet Monster, Transformers, Ghostbusters, etc. etc. etc....
    My life goals are:
    To have a billboard #1 single
    To have a #1 album
    To be in the rock and roll hall of fame
    To write a Broadway musical
    To star in a Broadway musical
    To write and direct an Academy Award Winning Movie
    To write a top selling Novel
    To have an article in Maxim/Rolling Stone/Guitar World
    To own a Gibson SJ-200
    To find true love

    So there's this girl... And I kinda have her whipped.... But she likes it... And I wouldn't want it any other way... I adore her, and love her, mind, body, and soul... She is a piece of heaven.

    I think I need to add a rant here, so here it goes... I think that in the world today, holding hands is more intimate and involves more commitment than sex... Lots of people get lust and love confused, and I think that this has to do with the confusion of hormones... I mean, who doesn't like the feeling of getting off... that's why, for lots of us we'll sleep around, because it feels good... I don't, but lots of people do... But I know for a lot of people I know, they're pickier about who they hold hands with moreso than with who they'll sleep with... so kudos to you hand holders, cuz that takes commitment, and theres a lot more to that than there is to sex haha....

    Also, I think that there is importance in living in the moment and not for the moment... By this, I mean live every moment as though it could be your last moment, seize all the beauty in every moment, and don't just wait for the beautiful moments, because if you look really hard, there is beauty in all moments, and life is that much sweeter when you can realize that...

    I also think that people don't take enough time to realize the beauty of the world... life goes so fast that its tough to not take things for granted, but when u step back and just look at everything around and appreciate its beauty, you get a new perspective on life...

    The last opinion that I'm going to present is that about Brad Pitt... though probably every guy in the world is probably jealous of the guy, you've gotta give him props for not only being an amazing actor, but having all the best parts in every movie that he's in... for one, Fight Club... Tyler Durden is da bomb... I don't like the movie, but wow what a character... Next, Snatch... his character is completely off the wall, and has an almost extinct accent, but can pull it off (he can do so many accents, and be believable in them)....he's the cool vamire in Interview with the Vampire, he's also in Se7en, which is one of the best movies ever, and also in one of his earlier movies, True Romance, he has a minor role as the guy on the couch that just smokes weed... so yeah... Brad Pitt is cool...

    And enjoy my lyrics, and don't be too critical, because they're rad with the music...[/color]

    LIKES

    If you decide you despise me and don't want to know anything about me, at least take these: MY LIFE LESSONS away from this page, because who knows when they might come in handy...[/size]
    MY LIFE LESSONS:
    1. Live in the moment, not for the moment (there's so many amazing little things happening all the time, if you keep waiting for something big to happen, you miss all the in betweens)
    2. Live every day as though it's your last (don't leave things unfinished or unsaid, and let those that you care about know how you feel)
    3. Dream, Wish, and Imagine (they're the three most powerful tools you own)
    4. Mistakes only become mistakes when they reoccur (everybody makes errors, it's all a matter of learning from them, because there is a lesson to learn in everything)
    5. Let your heart be your guide and your mind be your conscience (The heart will take you where you want to go, and the mind will make sure that you're safe)
    6. Leave your expectations at the door (Some of the best experiences are the little surprises that life hands you, if you have no preconceived expectations, not only will you be pleasantly surprised by those around you, but disappointments will dwindle as well)
    7. Take the small steps (Everybody sets huge unreachable goals for themselves, and often think it will happen overnight. Nothing changes that fast. Take the small steps toward the big goals, and eventually you'll realize that you're closer than you thought to your big life changes)
    8. Take time to see through the eye's of a child (Children have a certain naive innocence to them... They don't pass the same judgements that we do, and they find enjoyment in almost anything...
    9. Lend a helping hand (If you give out your hand for somebody else, there will be a hand there to hold on to, and a hand there when you need one)
    10. Don't let your emotions build your walls (When you repress emotions, you lose touch of how you really feel, and become numb to what really matters, or what should really affect you, so be open and in tune with your emotions)
    11. When you hate yourself, there's always somebody that loves you (no matter how alone you feel, there's always somebody there that would move mountains for you...)

    The Forever Dance

    I didn't know that Forever was so long, I'd say nothing lasts forever, but maybe I was wrong
    I taught myself to love, because I was never loved, hurt and torn and petrified, I had to teach myself
    Naivety is just a game that everyone must play, I played, but didn't know the rules
    There's so much that you could teach, but I didn't want to learn, I couldn't give you that power over me.

    You said, this world's meant for breaking and it will break you in two, and I was young and insecure, I didn't listen to you
    And so you let me wander on, and I left my heart behind, afraid that you were right, afraid I was unprepared, illogical inside,
    And you watched, as they proved you right, but it hurt you two, we were connected, you carried me with you...
    And please don't think I meant for this, please believe, I'd change it if I could, but I can't.

    So hold me in your arms, right by your heart, and let the world turn as we dream about forever
    Let me taste your lips, as we forget about the past, spinning through eternity, let this dance last forever

    And there was a moment when my life flashed before my eyes, and I realized, there's so much that I left unsaid, So much
    I wish I said to you if I only got that chance, but I was scared and insecure, and uncertain, that I might
    Never get the chance again to say what you mean to me
    , but I'd dedicate my life to making you see that,
    I live for you
    ...
    I never lived for anything, cuz I never had anything worth living for...

    So hold me in your arms, right by your heart, and let the world turn as we dream about forever
    Let me taste your lips, as we forget about the past, spinning through eternity, let this dance last forever

    Lost in a rainstorm, I reach for your hand, and warm meets warm as woman meets man,
    And all I can see are these diamonds through the rain, staring back at me, they reflect my pain,
    And I blink, and then search for your eyes but they're lost, or were they ever there?
    I try to hold on, but your fingers, slip away, I feel you dance away, and, "Forever" is all you say...[/i][/u]

    And just like all good dreams, this one had to end, left with only misery, left with just a memory...
    I was dumb to think that love could find a way, to withstand the test of time, i was a fool to think you could be...
    Mine..
    .

    Would you recognize a shadow staring right into your eyes? My dreams have cast a shadow, and the echoes drown out my cries...

    And so I'm left to waste away, lacking all the words to say, alone and exposed to all the things that no one knows...
    If I had a choice I would just go back to sleep, and live a life neglecting all this ****, and I'd never cry myself to sleep...
    Bruised and battered, I look into the mirror, I'm not in the place I want to be, I don't see the face I want to see...
    And I'll take one for the headache and then ten to kill the pain, forgetting all I used to be, dreaming my forever dreams...[/u]

    So hold me in your arms, right by your heart, and let the world turn as we dream about forever
    Let me taste your lips, as we forget about the past, spinning through eternity, let this dance last forever

    Dangle through this dream, forgetting about time...time is just a word cuz we've got forever to waste...
    Take me by the heart... And wash away the past... Because I'm never going back, we spin so fast...

    So hold me in your arms, right by your heart, and let the world turn as we dream about forever
    Let me taste your lips, as we forget about the past, spinning through eternity, let this dance last forever

    Forever yours... Forever in your arms... Forever doesn't seem that long to me...
    Forever and a day... Forever and a life... Forever, we can last forever... Forever...Dance Forever...Dance Forever... Forever

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    I Like:
    Guitars
    Guitarists
    Skateboarding
    Hockey
    Emo (Though I Hate The Term)
    Calgary
    Taking Back Sunday
    Something Corporate
    Sublime
    Straylight Run
    The Used
    Rancid
    Bright Eyes
    Matchbook Romance
    Alexisonfire
    The Early November
    Senses Fail
    From Autumn to Ashes
    AFI
    Atreyu
    Millencolin
    Hot Water Music
    Alkaline Trio
    Count the Stars
    Dashboard Confessional
    Brand New
    Homegrown
    MxPx
    No Use For A Name
    Bad Religion
    Guttermouth
    Authority Zero
    Moneen
    Finch
    Planet Smashers
    Face to Face
    Starting Line
    Jimmy Eat World
    Pennywise
    Rufio
    Pedro the Lion
    Jets to Brazil
    Less Than Jake
    Catch 22
    Reel Big Fish
    Mad Caddies
    Zebrahead
    Yellowcard
    Thursday
    Cursive
    The Suicide Machines
    Boy Sets Fire
    At The Drive-In
    Mars Volta
    Autopilot Off
    Silverstein
    Story Of The Year
    RX Bandits
    Midtown
    Long Beach Dub All-Stars
    Goldfinger
    The Get-Up Kids
    Across Five Aprils
    Filmmaker
    The Matches
    The Lyndsay Diaries
    Strung Out
    The Juliana Theory
    Good Riddance
    The Beautiful Mistake
    Piebald
    Modest Mouse
    Grade
    Further Seems Forever
    311
    Fallout Boy
    Girls that don't need a tonne of make-up to still look good
    Chick drinks (pineapple malibus!!!)
    Classic rock (Supertramp, The Doors, The Beatles, Pink Floyd)
    Loud music
    S Club 7 hah
    Rodney Mullen
    Degrassi High
    80s metal (GNR, old Metallica)

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    Dear Diary

    My first crush, In fifth grade, thought the feeling was just a charade...
    This angel, named Charlett, the way the sunlight touched her scarlet...
    Cheeks...
    Her and me, in all my dreams, we'd dance and sing, I was always hoping,
    that I could tell her everything...

    And I did...

    So I wrote it to her on valentine's day, Spent the last 4 months, thinking of what to say...And all I wrote was "I love you, but I don't know what that means..."
    And she laughed and showed it to her friends, the first day I thought my life would end
    I knew I would survive humiliation, but the broken heart would break me...

    Dear Diary, what the f*** is wrong with me?
    I'm only ten
    now, but I feel like I'm at the end now...
    Dear Diary, how can I cope with agony?
    Cuz I'm brokenhearted
    , and I just wanna go back to where I started..


    I started high school all alone, spent every weekend locked at home...
    Studying a world that I didn't even care to see...[/color][/size]
    In the locker room, the guys would beat me, The only smiles I got were out of pity...
    And I'd fall asleep every day, dreaming to be far away...

    Dear Diary, what the f*** is wrong with me?
    I'm seventeen now, and I just want to be seen now...

    Dear Diary, how can I cope with agony?
    Cuz I'm
    bruised and battered
    [/i], all the dreams I had have all been shattered[/size]...

    Nobody ever knew my name... I was just another face...
    All my cries for help were never answered, all my cries for help were never heard...
    And all these words, on bleeding pages, never heard,
    Will go unanswered, all these questions go unanswered...


    Dear Diary, these are the last words you'll ever see from me...
    Cuz I've reached the end now, All I needed was one good friend and...
    [/b]
    Dear Diary, will anyone cry tears for me?
    Will anybody understand this, I hope you know that I didn't plan this...[/i][/size]

    And I know it will be better than this, everything, anything, is better than this...
    I'll just close my eyes, just close my eyes, I feel the grip of the hands of time,
    Oh God, Please God, don't let me be alone...
    I'll die... I'll die... I'll die... Alone...


    This Bleeding Heart

    Now I know how EMPTINESS feels...
    Now I know that the PIERCING pain inside was nothing more than a reminder to cherish everything... cherish everyone...
    And just like that everything is GONE
    And just like that there is NOTHING...


    I write for no one anymore,
    I watch the sun go down and hope it will never rise...
    I watch as everything I built will BREAK down,
    Just like everything does one day...


    And this BLEEDING heart will never heal...
    And this BLEEDING heart will never heal...


    Just like everything does one day...

    And this BLEEDING heart will never heal...
    And this BLEEDING heart will never heal...

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    I dislike:
    Rap and anybody who makes music into anything other than an art (techno)...
    Annoying people
    People who sing guitar solos
    Pickles
    Body Hair
    Greasy Hair
    When People add themselves to their friends lists
    Judgemental People
    The cotton in bottles of Tylenol
    How kids these days have to watch crappy shows like the teletubbies, when back in the day we had mr. dressup, and Fred Penner, and the Fraggles
    Mullets (but they are entertaining)

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    Take my hand, Set me free, take my dreams, make them real, give me something to believe...
    Wipe my tears, hold me close, Feel my heart, don't let go, make me real enough to just be in love,
    Taste your kiss, intertwine, Become one, your heart is mine, Let's drift away from the pain yesterday,
    Feel your breath, lose control, take my life, don't let go, keep your eyes on me...

    And this, is my piece of forever, in my dreams of forever, I'd wait forever, to believe in forever, a piece of forever, a trace of forever...
    And here, I remember forever, a life loved forever, I'd give forever, to be freed with forever, A piece of forever, a piece of forever....

    But the pain of it, you're breaking it, tearing it down, heaven's falling, heaven is falling,
    All perfection is bathed in contempt and discretion, i never noticed, it was too hard to know this...
    I needed you to believe me, I needed you to trust me, we forgot that we meant more to each other, Than the waves to the water... than the heart to the lover..