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What am I thankful for...

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11:42am | Oct 15, '08 | Public

Brett

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50 Randoms?

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10:28pm | Sep 09, '08 | Public

1. What is your best friend's Mom's name?

Elizabeth

2. What your fave type of cheese?

Feta.

3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?

Mr. Peranteau. Gr 6 Social Teacher.

4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater?

Yea.

5. What body part do you wash first?

Hair.

6. Do you have any piercings?

Ears.

7. What's your fave childhood movie?

Basically all.

8. Do you have an innie or an outtie?

Inny.

9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles?

None.

10. Have you ever been tied up?

Yup.

11. What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for?

Cybering.

12. What's your favorite animal cracker?

All.

13. Have you ever had two dates in one night?

No.

14. How many times have you been cursed out?

Hmm... Quite a bit, never dished back though.

15. Which shoe do you put on first?

Right.

16. What is your wildest fantasy?

Don't really have one.

17. Have you ever been to a gay bar?

Not yet.

18. Have you ever had friends with benefits?

Lol yea...

19. Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common?

They all enjoy video games...

20. Have you ever been cow-tipping or snape-hunting?

No.

22. Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep?

Brett.

23. Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?

A few.

24. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets again or not wash your bath towel ever again, which would you choose?

Bed sheets, don't use em half the time anyways.

25. Have you ever found anything in your parents' bedroom that was questionable?

Yea.

26. What was your childhood nickname?

None.

27. When was the last time you played air guitar?

I don't think I ever have.

28. Have you ever peeked in the opposite sexes room?

Yea, plenty of times.

29. What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving?

Don't drive.

30. Have you ever bitten your toenail?

Yea... Long time ago just to prove I could.

31. How do you normally eat your oreo cookies?

Full.

33. Name something you do when you're alone that you wouldn't do in front of others?

Drool? Lol I donno I'm always myself.

35. Who's the closest friend that you miss right now?

Robin.

36. How many drinks does it take before you get drunk?

Depends, usually around 4-6.

37. Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?

Oh probably, I work with them so much.

38. Name a weird fact you know?

No randoms right now.

39. Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?

Fold.

41. Do you have any strange phobias?

I'm scared of water where I can't see what's under me, I don't think it's that strange though.

42. Have you ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

No.

43. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done at a bar?

We'll see when the time comes.

44. Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?

Nope.

45. Have you ever called your love interest by another girl/guys name?

Yea I think I have, not in any like sexual situation though.

46. Have you ever gotten caught farting while on a date?

No.

47. Have you ever played naked twister?

Oooh sounds fun.

48. Have you ever been drunk/hung over at work/school?

Hung over at work once or twice.

49. Ever found your dates/loves sister or brother more attractive?

More attractive? no.

50. How many Bryce's do you know?

Used to know one.

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Summer?

08:34pm | Aug 27, '08 | Public

SUMMERS OVER QUIZ

1. Drank alcohol? Yups
2. Cried? Too much...
3. Kissed anyone? Yups
4. Been on a vacation to a different state/province? Yup.
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? Not this Summer.
6. Been to the beach? Yup
7. Been to the boardwalk? Nope.
8. Done drugs? No.
9. Smoked? Yup but I also quit.
10. Snuck out? Heh nah.
11. Had a sleepover? Yups.
12. Stayed up all night? Yups.
13. Slept in your mom/dads bed? Nope.
14. Went in a pool? Yups.
15. Without a bathing suit? In a lake...
16. Been on the computer a lot? Not at all.
17. Played video games? Heh Rockband and Hexic
18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player? Not as much as I usually do.
19. Been on over 30 car rides? Oh yea.
20. Been grounded? No.
21. Been to a party? Um... I don't think so.
22. Regret something? Nope.
23. Been dumped? No.
24. Lied? Probably.
25. Done anything against the law? Smoked and Drank underage.
26. Been camping? Yes.
27. Got in a fight? No.
29. Stayed at a hotel? Heh before the summer.
30. Talked on the phone all night? No.
31. Went shopping? Yes.
34. Asked someone out? No.
35. Got in a car with a stranger? No.
36. Lost someone close? Sorta.
37. Had someone sleep in your bed? No.
38. Been to a movie? Yes.
39. Been to a club? No.
40. Slept in? Yea.
41. Got tanned? Yup, it faded quick though
42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours? Yea.
44. Tried something new? I guess.
45. Did homework? Heh School's over.
46. Learned something new? Yups.
47. Driven? No.
48. Eaten out? Yea.
49. Went surfing? No.
50. Went dancing? No, Danced at Grad though, only with Brett.
51. Been to a concert? Not this Summer.
52. Quoted a movie? Probably.
53. Played with fire? Heh yea.
54. Gained weight? Yes
55. Made new friends? Not really.

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Pics

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11:42pm | Aug 18, '08 | Public

I added new pictures today...
LONG over due but you know, I got them up lol
But now I'm looking through them and...
None of them have my natural curly hair...
I guess that's my next challenge,
It'll be quicker than last time,
promise ;)

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Not Quite 200 Questions.

12:41am | Jun 30, '08 | Public

My Life In 200 Questions

200. My middle name is:
Anne.

199. I was born in:
Edmonton, AB

198. I am really:
Odd.

197. My cell phone company is:
Telus.

196. My eye color is:
Dark Brown.

195. My shoe size is:
10.

194. My ring size is:
About 8.5

193. My height is:
5'10"

192. I am allergic to:
Metals and Bee's.

191. I was born on:
December 13th 1990.

190. I am annoyed by:
People.

189. The last book i read was:
I started Ophelia, I have to finish it.

188. My bed size is?
Doubleish.

189. One person that you wish you could see right now?
I'm with him

179. My favorite Holiday is:
None.

178. The perfect kiss is?
The one that gives you butterflies.

177. The last CD you bought:?
I think all the Josh Groban albums.

175. Are you living at home?
Yes.

174. Do you have any siblings?:
Yes.

173. Are your parents divorced?:
Yes.

170. What did you do yesterday:?
Spent the day at West Ed.

:::I Do/Do Not Believe In:::

142. Love at first sight?
It's probable.

141. Luck?
Sorta.

140. Fate?
Yes.

139. Yourself?
Nope.

138. Aliens?
Life outside of earth, yes.

137. Heaven?
No.

136. Hell?
It's on Earth.

135. Ghosts?
Yes.

134. Horoscopes?
Heh it's fun to read.

133. Soul mates?
Yes.

:::Which is Better?:::

129. Hugs or Kisses?:
Hugs.

128. White or Black:
Black.

127. Phone or Online:
Text Messaging

126. Red heads or Black hair:
Neither.

125. Blonds or Brunettes:
Brunettes.

124. Hot or cold:
Cold.

123. Summer or winter:
Winter.

121. Chocolate or vanilla:
Vanilla.

120. Night or Day:
Night.

119. Oranges or Apples?
Oranges.

118. Curly or Straight hair:
Depends on the person, typically straight though.

:::Here's What I Think About:::

115. Back stabbers:
It's childish drama.

114. Parents:
You have to respect them no matter how much you "hate" them.

:::Last time I:::

103. Hugged someone:
Today.

102. Had food:
I had a doughnut and muffin

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while:
No one really.

100. Cried in front of someone:
Brett a while ago, like last week or something.

:::MISC:::

90. Who is the ditziest person you know:
People who aren't my friends.

89. Who makes you laugh the most:
Keelan.

87. The last movie I saw:
Part of Doomsday.

82. What I don't understand is:
People.

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is:
"Whatever."

76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
Kitties.

75. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
Being able to completely support myself.

74. The thing that I'm not looking forward to is:
Having to fully support myself.

73. Tomorrow:
Work int he morning, movies at night

Maybe clean my room a bit, see how I feel.

72. Today:
Just got back from Edmonton, hanging out with Keri later

71. This Summer:
3 trips and work.

70. This Weekend:
I hung out with friends at West Ed.

67. People call me:
Jayna.

62. The person who knows the most about me is:
Brett, and Courtney.

60. The most difficult thing to do is:
Be alone.

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket:
Never.

56. My zodiac sign is:
Horse.

55. The first person i talked to today was?
Brett and Keelan.

54. First time you had a crush:
Pre-School, Timmy Nelson.

53. The one person who I can't hide things from:
Actually I can't hide things from anyone, people misread me a lot though.

52. Last time someone said something you were thinking:
Basically all day yesterday and today... the 4 of us were really synced all weekend.

51. Right now I am talking to:
Brett.

50. What is your dream job?:
We'll see.

49. First real job?
Petland.

48. I have/will get a job:
Petland.

47. I have these pets:
Scrapper and Izabelle (Cats)

45. The worst sound in the world is:
Neck cracking.

44. The person[s] that makes me cry the most:
Brett, only if we're fighting of course lol.

43. The best sound in the world:
The song that you love and have been craving to listen to just cranked up.

39. Person[s] that makes you happy:
Brett.

33. My favorite piece of clothing:
Hoody.

30. My friends are:
Dear to me.

29. My computer is:
Getting old.

28. The school I go to is:
Graduated! Omg lol.

27. Last person i got mad at:
Can't remember.

22. The all-time best movie is:
There's so many lol.

21. The all-time best feeling in the world is:
Relief.

14. TV channels you watch:
Family Channel and WB.

11. The worst pain you've ever dealt with:
These stomach/rib cramps I get.

9. My room:
Is messy.

8. My favorite celebrity is:
Nicole Kidman.

5. My weakness[es] is/are:
My Emotions.

4. What I like about the opposite sex is:
It takes time to get them to open up, and when they do it feels really good.

3. Who broke your heart:
Too many people...

2. One thing that makes you feel great is:
Feeling Loved.

1. One person that you wish you could see right now!
He's right here :)

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Grad

04:58pm | Jun 20, '08 | Public

Thank God it's over...
That's all I can say

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The Last Day...

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02:10pm | Jun 12, '08 | Public

Everyone was so crazy, it's the last day omg...
I think I'd be more excited if I didn't see my previous group of friends scatttered across the gym.
The people I've known since gr 3 and have been best friends with since well avg gr 8...
We're all done, we made it through and stuck with each other most of the way...
My only wish is that I could've shared this with them...
Heh school's out, have a great life everybody, hope to see you again sometime.

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My Flaws

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04:40pm | Jun 07, '08 | Public

I realize that we all have many flaws�
One of mine came really clear tonight�
And it�s been a pretty messed up night,
My internets down so if this is posted lol well I donno�
Blogging isn�t my thing, I don�t flaunt my problems�
But this� This is getting too much�
I can�t sleep I�ve been crying for hours�
I�m scared.
I try to please everybody and forget about myself.
I HATE how this is effecting me and the ones around me,
I can�t please everyone but I try!
I try so hard and I just get hurt and everyone gets hurt and it�s not worth it.
I put myself in these lose-lose situations,
And since I�ve committed myself to them I can�t get out,
And I don�t want to get out cause I want to succeed in making everyone I care about happy�
Even if I don�t care about them I want to make them happy�
Life is ridiculous�. Honestly!
But this�
I feel caught in the middle between 3 people�
Not like it hasn�t happened before cause it has,
About 4 times before�
But it�s different now�
2 out those 3 I can�t lose�
I can�t� and the other one I rather not�
You know even if your friends aren�t true you still want them around,
You want to be able to have casual conversation with someone and the odd serious and personal one,
But they don�t always have to be there�
Personally I have a lot of those friends,
And yea sometimes it sux but I still love having them around�
Maybe I�m just really insecure or something.
Honestly, I don�t care though,
I don�t care if people judge me or hate me,
I care if they�re honest to me�
But if you don�t like me, that�s your problem and I�m not even gonna pretend like I hate you,
Because chances are I still care about you and want to be your friend�
Cause that�s who I am�
I�m that pain in the ass that Never Gives Up and Doesn�t Go Away.
If I posted this� It�s cause I do want people to know how much I care about them,
Yea I may sound creepy but I care�
And all I want is for everyone to be happy�
I think if I succeed, I could actually be happy�

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Note To Self

12:57am | Jun 05, '08 | Public

Don't fall down stairs >.<
Hang out with old friends more often...
Give the cats more attention...
Don't take ANY friends for granted.
Talk about things, don't hold em in till you break.
Know your limit with everything!
Don't under-estimate your parents.
Never give up, until you're just trying too hard.
Take your time with doing things or you'll just fall on your ass (sometimes literally)
Love everyone until they show you otherwise

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Grad.

03:28pm | May 26, '08 | Public

Thank God...
Just some stupid mistake scared the hell out of me...
But now I'm back on the grad list and everythings ok...
I hope anyways.

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Wow...

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01:20am | May 15, '08 | Public

It's amazing how by working my ass off for 3 hours,
I just got myself on the grad list which I didn't think I could get on for this year....
Yea I'm still shocked heh,
But yea, although I'm extremely stressed and tired from these past few weeks,
I'm graduating...
Heh gets my parents off my back

Honestly... I never thought I could do it...
I think I'm actually proud of myself

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Sorry?

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04:02pm | May 13, '08 | Public

To anyone who has gotten emotionally close to me...
I'm sorry for what I've done,
I'm sorry for what I'll end up doing...
And I'm sorry if I can't say anything but I'm sorry...
I do realize what I'm doing and I can't stop...
I realize I'm a terrible person for it but it's who I am...
And I'm sorry...
Please just... Forgive me?
If it is possible...
You'll always be in my heart, That's a promise I can keep...

I posted this 2 and a half years ago...
I'm just reading it over and over again...
I've changed a lot since then...
But have I changed enough?
I know I still feel like I'm a terrible person but am I really?
I based this entry on relationships and friendships,
I've gotten better in the relationships I know that,
But am I really such a good friend?
It's better not to question these things heh
But the one thing I know for sure is...
You'll Always Be In My Heart, And That's A Promise.

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Note To Self

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10:32pm | May 07, '08 | Public

You really need YOU time,
Take it when you get it,
Don't be an idiot

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Best Friends

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05:17am | Apr 30, '08 | Public

PICK 1 BEST FRIEND.. (I don't have 1 I'm sorry!)
1) What's their name?
Courtney and Elisha.

2) Does he/she have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Court doesn't, Elisha does.

3) Would you go to Disneyland with them?
Of course

4) How old were you when you first met?
Court - like 9, 10ish, Elisha - 16.

5) Has he/she ever tried to hump your leg?
Uh no lol.

6) Is this person older than you?
Yea they both are.

7) When's the last time you saw this person?
Elisha lives with me and Courtney... Too long ago

8) When was the last time you talked to them on the phone?
Elisha today, Courtney I have no idea lol, phone isn't really our style lol.

9) Are you related to this person?
No.

10)Are you this person's bf/gf?
No lol.

11) Do you have a nickname for each other?
Courtney and I have ours, but I don't have one for Elisha.

12) Do you have pics of this person on your site?
Nope.

13) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Elisha everyday, Courtney whenever possible.

14) Do you think they will repost this?
Already did. And Elisha probably will heh

15) Could you live with this person?
Yes, Courtney and I would be fine living together and Elisha and I are pretty good.

16) Why is this person number one?
Courtney and I have been through everything... I can't express how much she means to me... And Elisha, we've only been friends for just over a year but our friendship grew fast and we instantly connected with each other.

17) Have you seen this person cry?
Yes, plenty from both.

18) Do you know this persons middle name?
Yuppers.

19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Oh yea.

20) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
Heh tons.

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
Oh yea...

22) Have you ever gave this person something?
Yupz.

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
Not really illegal...

24) Do you know everything about this person?
Pretty much.

25) Does this person have a job?
Courtney doesn't anymore, but Elisha works with me.

27) Do you think you will be best friends forever?
Yea, we will, I'll never lose touch with Courtney and Elisha and I aren't going anywhere.

28) Have you ever made something with this person?
Yea.

29) Have you ever took Facebook/site pictures with this person?
Yea I guess.

30) Have you and your #1 fought before?
Fought will Courtney like twice, none with Elisha really.

31) Is your #1 on drugs?
Lol no.

32) Does this person drink liquor?
Yea, not a lot though.

33) Whats your #1's favorite food?
Courtney LOVES Salad and Elisha... I don't realy know, depends what mood she's in.

34) Have you and your top person made up a hand shake?
Haha no.

35) have you ever seen the person dance?
Ummm... Not really.

37) Have you ever heard this person sing?
Yes

38) Do you and this person have a certain saying?
Haha Court and I have a few, none with Elisha.

39) Do you know this persons myspace password?
Um I donno.

40) Do you know who this person likes or who she or he is going out with?
Well I donno if Courtney likes anyone right now, and Elisha's dating Keelan so yea...

41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 24 hours?
Yes.

42) Have you and this person ever lied FOR each other?
Yes.

43) Does this person go on the computer often?
Lol they're both on A LOT.

44) Have you and this person gone clubing?
Haha no.

45) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
Yea, for the most part.

46) Do you talk to this person a lot?
Yes.

47) Have you licked this person?
Haha I've licked Courtney, not Elisha.

48) Has this person yelled at you?
Courtney's yelled at me.

49) Have you and this person got into a fist fight?
Nope, although Courtney enjoyed slapping me a few times over lol.

50) Do you know how much this person weighs?
Not anymore.

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05:02am | Apr 30, '08 | Public

1.What is a difference between the last two people you kissed?
This one we are in Love and the last one... We're better off as friends I suppose.

2. Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
Omg yes.

3. Where is the next place you will travel to?
Maui

4. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Because I Love him and I wouldn't see him for 5 days...

5. Have you ever worn the opposite sexes underwear?
Yea.

6. Have you cried today at all?
Not yet, could happen lol

7. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Getting woken up...

8. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday on the bus home.

9. Do you say sexy a lot?
Haha no.

10. When was the last time you had a sleepover?
A couple weeks ago, first time I slept over without my closet friends lol, always fun

11. Do you have any gay friends?
Yups.

12. What is something you currently want?
Things to be easier...

13. When did you last throw up?
Earlier this year... Maybe in... Damn I can't remember.

14. Do you want to get married & have children one day?
Yes.

15. Do you still think about your exs?
Always.

16. How old were you when you had your first kiss?
Around 12.

17. If you could, would you date a jock?
If I really liked him sure but not my first choice.

18. Ever made out in a pool?
Haha yea...

19. Where is your default picture taken?
Courtneys.

20. Have you ever gambled in a casino?
Not yet, 21st birthday though!

21. Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Medium.

22. What is your favorite place you have traveled?
I LOVE Rocky but for an actual vacation I probably enjoyed Vancouver Island the most.

23. Do you like partying?
Not really, I like drinking lol.

24. What is your favorite color?
Hot Pink.

25. What was the last thing you bought?
Shirts!

26. Where do you keep your money?
My wallet.

27. What was the weather like today?
Not too bad, lil windy.

28. Where are your mom and dad?
Moms playing guitar, Dad's probably laying down.

29. What did you want for Christmas?
Last year, I didn't really want anything... Although my Dad gave me the best gift (Home Theatre System)

30. Last vacation destination you went to?
I don't go on many Vacations, only trips lol, my last Vacation was Sicamous.

31. Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes! This is driving me crazy >.<

32. Do you like to eat ice?
Yes.

33. What is your favorite place to shop?
Chapters... Hehe

34. When do you go to sleep?
12ish.

35. Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you talked to?
Keelan.

36. Would you ever consider moving to another place to be with your bestfriend?
Yes.

37. Do you like sushi?
No.

38. When was the last time you spoke to your ex?
Today.

39. Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
Lol no, I don't bother hiding it anymore.

40. Are you over the age of 25?
No.

41. Are you typically a jealous person?
Yea.

42. Own bright colored underwear?
I tried that once... They didn't fit lol, so I stick with my black and pink lol.

43. Who is the last person to text you?
Brett

44. What was the best movie you have seen in the past two weeks?
Havn't really watched any... Although now I really wanna see Juno.

45. Are you going to have a good night?
No, Brett's not here

46. Do you have strange dreams?
Yea.

47. When was the last time you did the dishes?
I have no idea, sometime last week lol.

48. Do you trust all of your friends?
Yes, although I probably shouldn't.

49. What are you listening to?
Mom hitting the keys on the piano.

50. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

51. What is something you learned today?
That I have a short temper when it comes to PMSing and working on the day Brett comes home...

52. Are you happy?
Now? No, on Thursday, I'll be VERY happy.

53. What did you do today?
Went to school, went o Petland, Went home, Went to Petland to work, Came home.

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