VaJennaTalia

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Life is too short for me to give a shit what anyone else thinks of me, I love me, thats good enough. I'm sarcastic, opinionated, 'sassy', indecisive, overdramatic, impatient, clumsy, and can have a quick temper some of the time. But i'm also generous, hardworking, compassionate, often brazen, kind, usually happy, extroverted, funny, introspective, honest, creative, goofy, independent, determined, imaginative, smart, i say what i feel, i have strong morals and i am not willing to 'settle' for anything less than my dreams. I dont lie or cheat. I'm a camera whore, i love to take photographs and i enjoy being in them. I am a motherfucking Pirate
I make a fool out of myself a lot, i can laugh at that because i have pride but no shame. I believe in God, i don't care if you do or don't its your own decision. I don't believe in fate, but i believe in Karma. I can fit my fist in my mouth, its gross. I prefer to be friends with guys rather than girls, I will choose my friends over a boyfriend any day. I dont need a relationship to make me feel fulfilled. I can have fun by myself. My jokes are probably only funny to me, but i laugh my ass off at them. Im competative at sports and school, but my motivation is for me, no one else. Although change is inevitable, my morals havnt changed and never will, im not going to be a completely different person in a year. I know who i am, and where i stand. I pull people in, i push people away.
I follow my head instead of my heart a lot of the time. I'm not a virgin but i'm not the whore you think. I'm a romantic, I can't deny it anymore. I have come to expect that the people around me will let me down and the only person i can rely on is myself. I am still a five year old at heart. I would rather walk somewhere than drive. I'm constantly walking into door frames and counter edges, its funny but painful. I like to sit around nude or almost nude and i dance oh boy do i dance! I talk to myself when no ones around, sing in the shower and laugh my ass off at bad tv. I don't do drugs because clearly i'm ridiculous enough without them. When i try to be cute i spill on myself or fall over, its pleasant. I suck at napping and i hate sleeping in. I despise being hit on, nothing is more revolting then some cheesy line about your looks aimed at getting access into your pants. Fuck this noise, i am not a whore, i am not a piece of meat, and i am certainly not your baby. Talk is cheap, i know myself better than all this bullshit. Say what you will, your words cannot hurt me.
Chicks before Dicks.

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Now & Then. Ive always loved goat

If he could walk across the room and touch her he would be sane.
But between them lay a treacherous and complex journey.
It was a very wide world

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Summer[/i][/b] and thunderstorms, warm days
My blood red room
PUMPKIN SPICE LATTES and energy drink
Ancient Egypt and greek myth
The smell before/after rain
All of my pets. Dogs, fish, bunnies, frogs, bird
Lilacs
Photography and various other art forms
Laughing so hard you cry, pee and spit out juice
Sunrises, Sunsets, Stars, Nightime
Going camping and fishing/getting your shoes stuck in the mud/trailblazing in the forest
Soccer, indoor and outdoor. I love it
When its hot out and stripping down to nudness or semi-nudeness
Fooood
Frank Sinatra, michael buble and all that jazz
Daydreamin
Songs with double kicks
Movies, pride and prejudice, domino, Beerfest, Superbad, Zodiac, Bundy
My entire family, and my 'brother' b.m
Eskimo games
Oilers. i love hockey, since i was 7 before all these band wagon assholes
Orlando florida
Hop scotch, blowing bubbles, playing in the park. The things i used to do when i was 5
Pinup girls
The way the air smells when the seasons change
The list of 300 "Places to fornicate/people"
My olympus E-550, i love oly
My vagina
Tom Petty, Rod Stewart, Eric Clapton, and Phil Collins make me feel good, because i grew up listening to them.
sites like 'grouphug' and 'notproud' apparently i dont have problems compared to these people
Karaoke nights with the ladies
second cup > starbucks
Running
Laying in the grass watching the sky
Beautiful landscapes
Movies/Books about serial killers
Dried flowers and the smell of lavender
My trip to Vancouver, My brother, sushi, downtown vancouver, the beach, making my brother eat face scrub, UBC
Grindhouse what a fucking great movie!
My collection.
People who put friends first, that shits important hokay?
DOWNTOWN ADVENTURES
Gooooon
How cuti really means chronic urinary tract infection, haha
Pirate themed birthday extravegance! How all the people i actually care about were there, it was awesome. To those who give a shit, you mean the most.
UofA (L)
Any novel by Michael Ondaatje (ESPECIALLY the english patient; the wild poem is a substitute for the woman one loves or ought to love, one wild rhapsody a fake for another )
I love literature and the english language
Bettie motherfucking Page


METAL:
Aborted, Agalloch, Amon Amarth, Augury, Bathory, Behemoth, black sabbath, Black Label Sociery, Bloodbath, Cannibal Corpse, Cryptopsy, Dark tranquillity, Death, Decapitated, Emperor, Iron Maiden, Katatonia, Led zeppelin, Marduk, Naglefar, Nevermore, Nile, Novembers Doom, Opeth, Pantera, Porcupine tree, Psycroptic, Quo Vadis, Slayer, Strapping young lad, Suffocation, The black dahlia murder, The red chord,Tool, VENNNNNNOM, Vital Remains, woods of ypres, . .ect.ect.

[/i][/u]& their mindgames
When people confuse love and infatuation
Spilling your guts to someone and they don’t even listen or they just laugh
Abortion is Homicide
Liars and people who suck at keeping secrets
Scensters are stupid they ALL LOOK THE SAME yet claim to be individualists
Emos bitches, your life really isnt that bad.
Panic attacks where i can't breath or think clearly
spiders/slugs
People who mutilate themselves for attention
I'm sorry
When peoples entire life revolves around a substance and they change for it
Wearing pants/leg sweat
How bad i am at dealing with emotions
Ignorant individuals who shove their opinions down others throats. Thanks for violating my freedom of opinion.
My fucking stomach and how much it hurts
MIGRAINES THAT LAST OVER 24 HOURS
Getting kneed in the vagina[/b]
Cramps; worst pain EVER. No vagina no opinion.
When people get things just handed to them, and dont fucking work for it.
How the ones closest to us are the ones who will hurt us the most in the end.
Ignorant racist comments, have we learnt nothing from the past?
Pity, i don't want sympathy. No matter what shit gets thrown my way i am fully capable of dealing with it standing on my own two feet thank you very much.
People pleasers
One night stands, okay people have some respect for yourself. sick.
How fucking inconsiderate people are, dont show up 3 hours late to something stay 20 minutes and than leave
Stupid rumours that have absolutly no truth to them
People who change in a matter of months into completely different people.
Death. rest in peace Mrs. J
My job = analingus
You cannot 'revirginize' yourself. It's called the Celibate life.
Waking up to find my basements flooded. . .in the middle of winter. wtf?
Promiscuity
People who will talk shit about you behind your back for no reason 24/7 other than their own insecurities then will try to be all buddy-buddy the next time they see you, youre not that good of an actor.

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