i miss the everday life
of bee&jayy
i miss our random roadtrips
at 12 at night
i miss us going threw p.a
imiss our hangovers together,
even thothey killed
i miss putting pogs on the ceiling
cruising 8th, getting into the loop
racking up the numbers
i miss your nelly Cd and listening to it
getting all pumped
i love how we'd go everywhere in one night
i love you beliveing me the 40's water
but really its just me drunk in the morning
drinking it like water being stupid
i miss our pictures together
imiss getting ready and looking all good
and then taking a cab, filling like beers in
gatorade bottles to drink in the cab
i loved meeting new people with you
and most of all .
i miss our heart to hearts..
and the summer, when we were so close..
the tv show "Lost" rocks my socks.. and matthew fox is gorgeous
also, the tv show "The Office" rocks as well.
and baby, i don't need a hand if it only wants to grab one thing
I do not love you as if you were salt rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way
than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.
"Any woman who would steal your love when your love is all you really have isn't much of a woman"
-Johnny Depp
Dough~~~~~~~~~~~ the stuff that buys me beer
Ray~~~~~~~~~~~~~the guy who sells me beer
Me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the guy who drinks the beer
Far~~~~~~~~~~~~~the distance to my beer
So~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i think i'll have a beer
La~~~~~~~~~~~~~~lalalalala beer
Tea~~~~~~~~~~~~~No thanks i'm drinkin beer
and that brings us back to (looks in the empty glass)Doh!!
The Fray - How to save a life
Step one, you say we need to talk. He walks. You say sit down it's just a talk. He smiles politely back at you. You stare politely right on through. Some sort of window to your right. As he goes left and you stay right. Between the lines of fear and blame you begin to wonder why you came.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness. And I would have stayed up with you all night, had I known how to save a life.
Let him know that you know best, 'cause afterall you do know best. Try to slip past his defense without granting innocence. Lay down a list of what is wrong, things you've told him all along. Pray to God he hears you. And I pray to God he hears you.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness. And I would have stayed up with you all night, had I known how to save a life.
As he begins to raise his voice, lower yours and grant him one last choice. Drive until you lose the road or break with the ones you've followed. He will do one of two things. He will admit to everything or he'll say he's just not the same and you'll begin to wonder why you came.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness. And I would have stayed up with you all night, had I known how to save a life.
Okay, here it is. Your choice, it's simple.
Her or me.
And I'm sure she's really great but,
I love you.
In a really really big, pretend to like your music,
let you eat the last piece of cheescake,
hold a radio over my head outside of your window,
unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you.
So pick me.
Choose me.
Love me.