ummm...i have a bro and sis...
i have really fucked up green eyes...alot of people love my eyes...i dunno why...
and i have fucking long hair...yup yup yup...its down to my ass...
I'm in cadets in my 7th year...god im old...
Passed Grade 12 in university
working at the kelsey's in lloyd...day and split waitress...

I just came back from europe again...last time i went i was in Germany and Austria and now this time i was in France, Belgium, and the Netherlands(Holland)
i swear i was made to live in europe so if i get to go to katimavik this sept. then i'll spend about a month at home after that then move my ass to europe...going to tour europe for about 6 months come back home stay again for a little while and hopefully ill be able to get a dual citizenship in Germany or something...(cuz i have all my relatives living there)
hoping so much that this turns out alright...

i live in big ol' alberta!! woot woot!! ...i live in morning gold estates which is right outside of Blackfoot, which is right outside of Kitscoty, which is right out side of Lloydminster, which is on the alberta & saskatchewan border...which is 2 1/2 hrs from edmonton and 3 from stoon...which is in canada...which is in north america...which is on earth...which is on the world...which is in the solar system...which is in the milkey way...which is in the universe...which is in the galaxy...ect...
im oh so kewl...lol **i wish**

I'm a fucking awsome shot with rifles. I went to nationals and i tied for 17th place with 3 other people and im the best marksman in Saskatchewan for cadets and if i keep it up i could go to the canada summer games or the olympics or something like that...im amped

I love my dog (Bear) and cat (Jebediah) my cat either died or ran away he might be back again so im just gunna leave him up here for now, and my new pet froggy i almost ran over with the lawnmower...amazingly its been like 2 weeks and he hasnt died yet, so im happy!!

i miss my 3 best friends Tessa, Avril, and Jeff...i missers and lovers you guys soooo much!!
i love and miss my friends...especially my carni... i love and miss him the most...

If it doesn't make you wanna rock out then it's not rock music.

i like My Chemical Romance, Rise Against, Seceretly a Bomb, Erza Rose, Mika, New Years Day, Big D and the Kids Table, Bouncing Souls, sum 41, blink 182, arrogant worms, Big and Rich, (old) Greenday, NOFX, Dropkick Murpheys, Rocky Picture Horror Show, Guns & Roses, GOB, Billy Talent, Goldfinger, Yellowcard, Rock Against Bush, the Real Mckenzies, Mustard Plug, Raised Fist, Anti-flag, madd caddies, operation ivy, black flag, INDK, Refused, Pennywise, dick dale and his deltones, Strike anywhere, against all authority, rancid, morning glory, gang green, propagandhi, oi! scouts, planet smashers, rancid, wasted youth, 7 seconds, zeke, choking victim, leftover crack, good riddance, screeching weasles, the vandals, lawrence arms, the casualties, afi, the virus, the unseen, catch 22, millencolin, kill your idol, total chaos, minor threat, Panic! at the disco, evanescence, bad religion, three days grace, agonistic front, faber drive, marianis trench, flogging molly, the matches, the flatliners, face to face, toasters, less the jake, the toy dolls, voodoo glow skulls, bigwig, 1208, guttermouth, one cool guy, fishbone, aus rotten, the falcons, skanking pickle, the specials, circle jerks, me first and the gimmie gimmies, the aquabats, amrican distress, drowning pool, dead kennedys, (old) korn, lower class brats, the ventures, 18, pig destroyer, against me!, los strightjackets, darkbuster, H2O, comeback kid, us bombs, (old) the used, and some more (ill type them later my fingers hurt, lol) mostly any ska, punk, alternative bands
(sry i cant spell possibility of spelling mistakes, and theres no order its random)

why am i constantly looking at pics of us or just you and thinking of what couldve been...

ive lost this game...again...i keep on trying and loosing...why try anymore...?? whats the point...ill never win...

lets commit the perfect crime, ill steal your heart and youll steal mine...

you found me when noone was looking...

the only mystery i couldnt solve is why my heart wouldnt let go of you... -the illusionist-

Love is when . you miss him even before he leaves when you
or just when he falls alsleep
you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice
or just thinking about his vocie makes you miss him
when the sound of his name
will send chills down your spine
and makes you miss him more than ever
and you see his smile
the second you close your eyes.
and that makes you cry
Every girl has that one boy that they `ll never get over.


you've got the key to my heart


Every girl has that one boy, that they`ll never get over.
That one guy that makes you laugh all the time.
That one that gives you butterflies just when someone says his name.
That one who remembers all the stupid things you say, and reminds you about it months from now.
The one u stay awake to watch sleep for hours.
That one who has his name written all over your heart.
That one who you compare to everyone.
That one you never get sick of talking or hearing about.
That one you cry over and over about.
That one that no one can understand why him.
That one everyone thinks you can do better than.
That one you ask why her and not me.
That one when you first saw him you knew you loved him...
That one that in some way ends up not being yours.


I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car, i hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even <sub>makes[/sup] me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right, i hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you, not even close
not even a little bit, not even at all..


I have a life* ...I just don't do anything with it
I'm not in love* ...I'm just constantly thinking of you
I'm not a horrible person* ... I just let everyone down
I'm not beautiful* ...It's just skin deep
I'm not a alien* ...I just dont belong in this world
I'm not addicted* ..I just have to have it
I'm not clingy* ...I just want to be held
I'm not emotional* ...I just have alot of feelings
I'm not weird* ...I'm just diffrent
I'm not punk* ...I just act like myself
I'm not tough* ...I just dont take shit
I'm not immature* ...I have just grown up
I'm not perfect* ...I dont wanna be
I'm not happy* ...I just dont have sparks of joy
I'm not a fuck up* ...I just make mistakes
I'm not hiding* ...I just want to disappear


"There's gonna be some stuff u gonna see
that's gonna make it hard to smile in the future
but through whatever you see
through all the rain and all the pain
you gotta keep your sense of humor
you gotta be able to smile for me now" - Tupac


H I D I N G M Y D E E P E S T
D I R T I E S T S E C R E T.
bE wIeRd.
go against the crowd & act stupid.
Laugh till' you cry & cry till' you can't
feel the pain. Don't listen to what other
people say. You know your being yourself
& that's all that counts. Don't worry what
they will think about you. Your true friends
Will stay by you. SO JUST BE TRUE YOURSELF


your the friend i can be a cmplete idiot with and no matter what you will stand there laughing with me, your the friend i can get completey madt at and than having you stand there with a funny face ignoring the fact that im mad at you, and just burst out laughing, your the friend i can trust with everything there isnt a thing i wouldnt doubt telling you because i trust you with my whole heart, your the friend that has been through ruff times with me and were still standing strong,your the friend i would run to if in trouble, your the friend who has always helped me out, and you know what? your the person that i consider my bestfriend. I kinda fucking love you<3


we were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, to ears to listen but why only one heart? Because the other one was given to someone for us to find-


LIke a perfect scene on a
movie screeen we were ment to be together
Just blast some music,so we can dance around like
RETARDS
and sing like we're on
CRACK.


Every penny in a well, every broken wish bone, every 11:11 on the clock, every crossed fingers, every star in the sky, every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle, every wish i could make.....will never give me you.


Inspiration is not created or destroyed, but changed from one form to another.


To live my life on the outside with no chance of taking control.
My action are spontaneous and I just patrol
The gears of my body as we start to go down separate roads.
Nothing but memories and my life flashing by in burst mode.


let her know you'll never let her go.


staring into the nightsky, wondering..


This has to prove,
He doesn't deserve you
and Neither do I, I'm sorry


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The world is a war,
people are the weapons,
lieing, cheating, and anger is the amunition.

...I was on Survival Instructors Course and the Navex, Orienteering Challenge and Solos it was the easiest and most fun
...also getting dropped in the swamp full of bacteria and dead animals is fun
...the ruck marches are a sinch now
....I miss it and every one there more then anything else in the world...can i go back now...??</sub>

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R.I.P
WOII Lyle. Allsopp Sept.9.2007
Grat-uncle G. Oct. 3.2007