I miss you Kevin werchola......
Or at least the person I thought you were when I fell in love with you in 2010.
Curse feelings and such. Curse it all.
message inbox on side said : 0
meanwhile
message inbox on top : 1
*clicks the 1 unread msg
-terrible message floods my screen
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To: Kessssi
From: pac1000
Date: Wed Jan 11, 2012 12:02 am
Subject: No Subject
I can suck on my own dick. Would you like to watch me suck on my own dick on web cam for at least 15 to 30 minutes? Also, I have this really big role play/tease I'd like you to do while you're watching me suck on my own dick on webcam. Its a really big role play and i guarantee you, you never heard it before. It might even interest you. Anyways let me know if you'd like to know what the really big role play is..
i am actually terrified to find out "what this big role play is", and i hate how he trails off in the end,
ahhh super creep!!
To: Kessssi
From: sexynexykitty
Date: Wed Dec 28, 2011 12:49 am
Subject: No Subject
We fall madly for one another and elope, where do we honeymoon?
with a heart as tenacious as her mind,
a soul that unwinds the bind,
and these feelings are so intricate
pushed far beyond complicated.
stifled in the bound of a snake
the inticing aroma that makes me shake
i'm kind of afraid,
but i'm giving in,
can i really handle, letting this win?
taking down the walls,
and building bridges,
forgetting about all the consequences,
i am naive, and ininoccent
but no, i am not pretentious.
--- poetry by kessi pelletier.
~~~~
You started gettin moody on me pretty soon we'd argue
And the ruder you got, the more beautiful you got to me
And who'd even knew that, who would of even thought possibly
Cupid could shoot another one of them god-damned darts at me
It's true that I got shot in the heart
But when someone seems too good to be true, they usually are
But see, when you're in it it's to hard to see
...
so i may have fucked up,
more then once,
over and over, repeatedly.
but that stops here.
that nice woman, who i disturbed so violently on friday night/ saturday morning
she's helped me realize that if i come clean,
humblize myself, admit when im wrong,
than things will be better, i as a person will feel better.
Cos most people arent assholes.
There are some understanding, forgiving, loving people out there,
i should know, im one of them.
--- lesson learned.
seriously, im not going to drink till i cant think.
i dont believe in forevers..
nd honestly i didnt really believe that you love me,
but i cant help but believe it
because its all ive ever wanted
you love me unconditionally
nd i love you just the same,
i appreciate you for you,
nd you appreciate me for me.
we may get into little bickers
but at the end of the day
i know i love you.
blah, i dont believe in forevers
but i believe in you,
i trust you,
i care about you,
nd i can be real with you,
your like.. a good friend of mine
that i just cant go without,
you make me happy, in quite a few aspects of my life.
i dont know about you guys
but thats my definition of love.
fuck, im so scaaareedddd.
haha oh charmaine, i love you.
"Don't let the past steal your present."
im done letting it.
lmao, i did it crystal, a week without weed (:
ima keep it going!
as soon as my flow starts i compose art like the ghost of mozart.
and she came to me in a dream
telling me not to scream
and whispering for me not to cry
cos she's forever gone i cant deny
and i cant change what the creator decided
its just simply another law that has to be abided.
acceptance is hard to come through
when i keep imagining your at home and you.
its terrible to accept that your gone
its excruciating trying to move on
but kokum i know you'll help me out
cos really, your all im thinking about. </3
nolan: kessi bro, you have a really wide vocabulary
and me and andrew cant understand you.
LMAO!
fucking nolan xD
