so i may have fucked up,
more then once,
over and over, repeatedly.
but that stops here.
that nice woman, who i disturbed so violently on friday night/ saturday morning
she's helped me realize that if i come clean,
humblize myself, admit when im wrong,
than things will be better, i as a person will feel better.
Cos most people arent assholes.
There are some understanding, forgiving, loving people out there,
i should know, im one of them.
--- lesson learned.
seriously, im not going to drink till i cant think.