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The Stonners Of The World Unite While The Kronic Burns!!!!!

BASICS

Height:159 cm - 163 cm (5'3" - 5'4")
Weight:51 Kg - 55 Kg (111 lbs - 120 lbs)
Birthday:June 11, 1989
Sexual Orientation:Heterosexual
Dating:Long term
Living Situation:Living with parents/relatives
Location:Canada
Join Date:09:49pm | Jul 09, '05
Profile Updated:02:14pm | Dec 06, '06
Last Active:02:04pm | May 31, '07

INTERESTS

Reading Material:Fantasy, Myths and Legends, Poetry, Romance
Movies:Animated, Anime, Comedy, Drama, Historical dramas, Horror, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction
Art:Body Art, Doodling, Drawing, Clothing design, Photography, Sewing, Singing, Writing
Animals/Pets:Cats, Reptiles, Rodents
Video Games:Fighting, Racing
Cars:Domestic, Drag Racing, Drifting, Modifications, Nascar, Offroad, Tuning, Classics
Music:Classic Rock, Metal, Rock, Techno
Sports:Car racing, Skiing
Activities:Clubbing, Listening to music, Partying, Pool/Billiards, Darts
Musical Instruments:Acoustic guitar, Electric Guitar, Kit Drums, Piano
Outdoor:Camping, Hiking, Backpacking, Exploring, Suntanning, Traveling
Computers:Graphics, Instant Messaging

THIS IS ME





I'm The Blonde one... if you were wondering...
I'm 16, i've lived enough to be older then my mother... concidering the shit I have seen. But hey you gotta remember that you can't change the past right. So lets start from scratch


At my school i am most likely know as the stoner cic, need a pipe come see me... i never turn down free Kronic...

I love cars, if i could i'd fuck, sleep and eat under a car if i could. but there's not enough room.

1970 Pontiac Firebird *drools*


I don't mind the new music but i'm all about the classic rock, I personally think I was born in the wronge decade. I think I was meant to be a Flower Child… and be a teen in the 1970’s






I am definatly a pyro... If I don't smoke pot at lunch, I’m usually the one burning things. Hell what can i say... it’s so fucking entertaining... what else do you need to know... hmmm?



I do have a husband... don't worry it's not what you think... it's my best friend Tyelle she's my Garth to my Wayne... my Ying to my Yang... ever need Zen we have perfected the art of it so... but yes your probibly wondering how we decided who was the husband and the wife... well it was quite simple i get off my ass and do shit so i'm the wife... We're an old married couple.. Because we Don't have sex... HAHAHAHA suckers bet you thought we did.... you'd like to see it i know 2 Platinum blonde's with big tits and blue eyes going at it... oh oh oh your thinking about it i can hear the gears in your head turning... you should really concider oiling them once and awhile.


as wells as a husband i also have another sister... the other blonde hair blue eye'd girl Kala... my sister of like 8 years i think...
So ya i'm blonde Blue eye'd and a mechanic... what more could a guy want... i dunno sure beats the hell out of me what they want


The poem below i wrote, i wrote it to give the outside world alittle bit of a glimspe into my life... i hope you enjoy it..

What Is Seen Behind Blue Eyes

You think you know who the girl is behind the blue eyes…
You think you understand what she has seen…
What she has done
What keeps her alive?
I’ll tell you now that you have no idea
No idea that her life revolves around her mothers…
That she has an eternal leash around her neck
A chain that will not be broken until the day that will shatter her world occurs
She will not be free until her mother is dead
No one understands how it feels to have the price of your freedom be the to cost of another’s life.
To know that the only break you receive is when the one you love is in the hospital in extreme pain…
To have the thought in the back of your head that you wished for harm to come to them so that you may have just a day without taking care of someone else.
She wishes sometimes in her room alone that she might have a normal life, a life where her mother takes care of her.
Where she doesn’t have the responsibilities of a 40 year old, and only has to worry about herself.
Not having to live with the idea that if she leaves her mother may die without her.
You have no idea how it feels to have another life tied to yours,
And knowing that you’ll never be free…
This is what is seen behind blue eyes.



My Song.... Three Doors Down 'When I'm Gone'
There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...
Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

WHAT I ENJOY

My Baby Boy and me on Halloween the things guys let you do when they love you



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I have a dark sadisitic side, vampiric some may say, Blood Pain and Lust all come the same place within
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My boyfriend who no one could ever replace Drake
Well of course I love my friends
Tyelle (Husband and BTBB)
Bri (my mistress)
Kala (My sister)
Sammy (my girl)
Brittney (BTB)
Jay Jay (junior high man fucked up times)
My dream guys...
Roger Daltrey.. omg his hair *drools*
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Marilyn Manson... he's an Alpha because he doesn't give a fuck what anyone thinks and plus the make up *purrs* so hot.... don't ask me why
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Charlie Chaplin
Well.. I love the 70's...
The cars aka 1970 pontiac firebird
the music
the clothing... I love bell bottoms can't wait till guys start wearing them again. It gave them such nice looking ass's
anyways other then the 70's I like:
working on cars
drawing
toking

smoking
dancing
Magic mushrooms

Music:
Ozzy Osbourne

Black Sabbath
Led Zeppelin
Pink Floyd

Queen
Rush
Supertramp
The Who
Steve Miller Band
Lynard Skynard
The Eagles
Collective Soul
G n R
Aerosmith
Missy Elliot
Eminem
Linkin Park
Papa Roach
Marilyn Manson
Disturbed
Murderdolls
No Doubt
Offspring
Our Lady Peace
Slipknot

System Of A Down
Three Days Grace
Alanis Morrisett
Biff Naked
AlexisOnfire
Freddie Krueger

Saw



And Can't Forget!
Woodstock (you know snoopy and woodstock, the lil yellow bird)

cats

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THINGS I CAN'T FUCKING STAND

Dumbass wannabe's trying to be what they think everyone wants them to be...
Racists
Sexists

Agists
War

Conflict
fighting
G.W.Bush

The Liberals
Gay Bashers
Having your best friend lie to you about them doing chemical drugs and them not having the confidiense in you to come to you when they are breaking down.
Chemical Drugs
ecstacy ( i want to burn the creater alive)
Cocaine (i can't fucking stand coke heads they should all be slashed up and hung upside down to bleed to death slowly and painfully. because that is the kind of pain they are causing all the people that love them)
Country music
big dogs
Being used
and fish.... yes i said fish... i can't help it their creepy
People who drop people like they mean nothing... i won't say names
1996 GMC Suburban.... this car and it's owner should get into a horrible car accident with a fucking semi so neither the car nor the driver survive...
Can i drive the semi now that i think of it.... if anyone i know buys this Vehicle i'll beat them to a bloody pulp!

And Mercede's (you know the car brand) and you guys are probibly thinking why them there hot.... Have you ever tried to work on one their almost as bad at the Suburban.... key word almost...

Ms. Crystal Meth
I destroy homes. I tear families apart.
I take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, Remember; I'm easily found.
I live with the rich. I live with the poor.
I live just down the road, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think.
I can be made under your kitchen sink.
Or in your child's closet, and even in the woods.
If this scares you to death, it certainly should.
I have many names, but there's one you'll know best.
I'm sure you've heard of me: My name is Crystal Meth.

My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see.
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once, and I might let you go.
But try me twice, then I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie.
You'll do what you have to, just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms,
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in my arms.
You'll lie to your mother. You'll steal from your dad.
When you see their tears you must not be sad.
Just forget your morals, and how you were raised.
I'll be your conscience. I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents. I take parents from kids.
I turn people from God. I separate friends.
I'll take everything from you; even your good looks, and your pride.
I'll be with you always, right there by your side.
You'll give up everything; your family, your home, your money, your friends.
You'll be all alone.
I'll take and I'll take, 'till you've no more to give.
When I finish with you, you'll be lucky to live.
IF YOU TRY ME, BE WARNED: THIS IS NOT A GAME.
If I'm given a chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravage your body. I'll control your mind.
I'll own you completely. Your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you when you're lying in bed,
And the voices you'll hear, from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes and the visions you'll see;
I want you to know these are your gifts, from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart that you are now mine,
And we shall not part.
You'll regret that you tried me (THEY ALWAYS DO)
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen. How many times were you told?
But you challenged my power. You chose to be bold.
You could have said "no", and then walked away.
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
My power is awesome, as I told you before.
I can take your mother and turn her into a whore.
I'll be your master, and you'll be my slave.
I'll even go with you when you go to your grave.
Now that you've met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.
I can show you more misery than words can tell.
Come, take my hand, and I'll lead you to HELL!
-Author unknown.