Im sick of having to take care of myself and my boyfriend
he was all set, he was going to siast and making a life for himself
now hes back to drinking every day and hasnt even tried getting a job, even though you know having a baby in two months is no fucking big deal. and to be honest i might as well just leave if im going to be doing it by myself, because im sick of supporting him too.
Im also really sick of him thinking its okay to go out and say i cant come because im a cock block and that he has to hit on girls so his best friend can get laid, he can fucking get laid himself if he wants it that bad, is there something that hes trying to hide from those other girls, or maybe me? hes bad enoough when im around that i have to scold him like a 5 year old for touching things he shouldnt be that i dont even want to know what he does when im not there.
plus the drinking and driving when hes coming to pick me up, and taking four codine before he does, good way to kill you or your baby fucking dumbass, or even better your girlfriend and your baby, bet youd feel good about yourself then right?
and nevermind that he doesnt give a fuck about my feelings about it or anything, just says it doesnt matter.
fuck this. im literally ready to just fucking leave, and its been close plenty of times
but he changes for long enough to trick me into staying then hes right back to it
im stupid for staying this long
but im giving him one more chance, and i mean one more. and if he blows it im gone, and that means his kids gone to, which seemed to mean alot more to him 3 months ago then it does now.
he doesnt seem to think that taking care of a kid doesnt just happen, it takes a lot of fucking money, which we dont have any of, and i use all of mine to support him.
UGH fml
seriously
fuck
it.
3oh!3
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Action Rock
Aiden
Alana Grace
Alexisonfire
All Time Low
Bad Religion
Bayside
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide
Breathe Carolina
Broadway Calls
Brokencyde
Cash Cash
Devil Wears Prada
Dirty Heads
Echo Movement
Escape the Fate
Every Avenue
Forever the Sickest Kids
Gallows
Hit the Lights
I Set My Friends On Fire
In This Moment
Innerpartysystem
Less Than Jake
Longway
Madina Lake
Meg & Dia
Millionaires
NOFX
P.O.S.
Passenger
Saosin
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Senses Fail
Shad
Shooter Jennings
Silverstein
Sing It Loud
Single File
Streetlight Manifesto
TAT
The A.K.A.S
The Architects
The Maine
The Set
The White Tie Affair
There For Tomorrow
Therefore I Am
TV/TV
Ultimate Power Duo
Underoath
Valencia
VersaEmerge
Westbound Train
You Me at Six
Tonight made me realize, I've lost alot of good friendships I used to have with people.
The people I used to talk to when I was upset, or had some exciting news to tell, I don't even talk to anymore.
And I really don't like this.
You guys all know who you are, anyone I've ever had heart to hearts with or shared what was going on in my life with are important to me.
And I miss you all so much, this is a time in my life where I really need you guys.
I'm going through one of the biggest bumps in life anyone goes through
and if any of you don't know what im talking about, I'm pregnant.
So if anyone wouldnt mind talking to me, having some good conversation about life
Don't be shy, message me please, Because I really miss it.
I feel like I've lost you all, and I want it back.
Rest in Peace man, everyone will miss you tons ♥
Sorry I didn't get to say goodbye.
NEW NUMBER AND NEW PHONE
text me with first AND last names.
1-306-550-5746
Most amazing night of my life last night hands down
it started off shitty but as the night went on it got better and better
thank you jimi :]
