Under loves...
I must say I love attention. Lonliness is something I dont wish on anyone, and committment is something that is far too rare in this world. If you find something you love, hold onto it, treasure it, and if you must, let it go. If it comes back, its true, if not, then it wasnt meant to be.
I love my family. Michelle comes under here although sometimes I may wonder, she is always there for me, and I couldnt imagine my life without a sister to go through it with. And just cuz you are second on here does not mean you are second in my heart. You just take up another space in it along with mom and dad.
I love life! It it such a blessing, and no matter how bad things get, people you care about are always there to push you through. I love the long talks with friends, and the drama that sometimes (not constantly) comes with it. Shaking it up is something I like to do, and well, its all pat of living for the moment with me. Not so much into living on the edge, so to speak, but I dont want to have any regrets at the end of my life. Knowing I did everything I could to save something, or do everything I could to try it, thats all I can ask for.
Along with life comes the people in it that make it so enjoyable. Friends and family all mean the world to me, and the more I think about things, the more I realize how empty it would be without them. I spend a lot of time on focusing on my future, and what I want to do 10 years from now, or how rich I want to be, , but the more I think, the more I realize how precious it is to be young. Going to school, not making life altering decisions, feeling free at a bar, not having wrinkles to cover up, spending massive amounts of time "dolling up," getting attention that you have never even imagined in highschool, they are all wonderful steps toward the future, and no amount of money would change that.
I also love my recreation. If there's anything I would do in the drop of a hat, its play some sport, preferably in the summertime. I love my intramurals, and trying new things, and I guess thats where I draw the line at sexist guys. Not to sound cocky, but confidence is something everyone should have, and just for a girl to look good at night doesnt mean she cant be tough as nails during the day. My sports include fastball, swimming and water activities, and any other sport of would try, like football and hockey. When it comes right down to it, sports are sports (minus a select few), so please, give us a little credit. Some girls may give us a bad name in the athletic department, but their are some guys that can be said to do the same.
I love hanging with friends and going to the Stonehouse, and some karaoke. Times to make a fool of yourself is a pretty fun time when with the right people. You shouldnt be afriad to show what you like and who you want. Just be honest and be true to yourself.
I like music and my television. The Notebook, and many shows on the WB, like One Tree Hill, are my favorites. Country is my alltime favorite music, partly cuz I can understand the words, and partly cuz I like to sing it. I went to freakin Vegas last year to see Reba, my favorite singer ever and have seen her again in Cowtown and Edmonton...cant get enough!
Besides that, a night just sitting at home painting my nails is just as satisfying. It all depends on the mood...and the company
My family is really important to me too, as they have sacrificed so much for me. Without them, I dont know who I would be today.
Honesty is another like...or more like a need. If there is one thing that I cant stand, its fake people. If you have a problem, then say it, dont hold it in. If something happened, be open about it, and dont try to cover it up because you feel its not worth it. Have faith in those that care enough to tell them whats up, and nothing can go wrong.
