for you my loves been growing since the day we first met.you have always had my hart but your hart i could never get. we became the best of friends but i kept my love in side, because i didnt want to take the chance of haveing it denied. and one day i got the nerve to tell you hoe i feal causee all the love i had for you could no longer be concaled.to my suprise you told me you wanted more your self but to my suprise you told me you wanted more yourself but at friends we grew to close to take a chance at something else.you said i was like your brother knowing scerets from the past and if we took a chance at loversthen out friendship would never last. i listened to your words,but to me it made no sense. so to try and stop the pain, i took up a denfence i told myslef that there were other fish in the seaand a girl would have to be a fool to deny a guy like me.i thought i could forget you in another womans bed, but no matter who i dated you were alwasys in my head.and i noticed that no matter how much i slept around the love you got so eeasily was no were to be found.i couldnt care for any one the way i cared for you and it seemed to me that another hirl was never going to do.so with a hart to love it makes me quite annoyed that our friendship that you tryed to save was totally distroyed.i know your boundto give your hart to someone else someday so i choose to keep my distance so i wont stand in your way.plus i know that if i were around i couldnt stand to see the love that i knew deep in side should have belonged to me.so now i cant help wondering if telling you was wrong.should i not have said a thing, or did i just wait too long.i think things could have been great,but i dont think i should take the blame because i choose to wait.to say anyone was wrong or right that depends, but i think that if your lovers then you should start off as friends.but now weve lost our friendship and gone our separate was.i have learned to live with out you and i guess im ok.however,iv forgotton how to let my fealings show.

Sarah,you know who it is..