This video is so horrible but funny
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HOLY SHITT
Ok wel I miissss Everybody that has been in my life...
I miss Matt... Talking to him for 9hours was a highlight of my life but now It weird cause I msg him and he dosent reply back so Im kinda like "oh ok It's ok dont reply It's fine u know but It's obviously not." Miss you MattyBo And plz talk to me soooon "We will break that record"
I also Miss alot of my ex's lol :/ most of them have ripped my heart out and Stepped on it but I still miss some of them.... I now I should'n but I do..
I'm In love with my Boyfriend he is my life and Even though we barely hang out I love him and nobody will come between us!!!!!
Sometimes I think " what if my heart gets broken again"??? I will never love again if that happens like I will give up on life.. LIke Alot of pplz have done it so why is this relationship any diffrent.??
Alsso I always have a bad feeling that I'm never going to turn 20 ?? idk why i just doo... mainly on the fact that I dont see myself getting old... 30+ will be it like I dont wanna get old and be wrinkly or have to have an oxygen tank wherever I go .. It'll suck...
P.S I love my life and I will always do but sometimes I feel like I'm useless in this world.... It sucks when I feel shitty but I know that I have great friends that will be there for me till the day I die<3 .....