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''Hug me till you drug me, honey; Kiss me till I'm in a coma; Hug me, honey, snuggly bunny; Love's as good as soma."

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Location:Kelowna, Okanagan, British Columbia, Canada
Profile Updated:09:04pm | Feb 16, '09

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HAPPINESS BY THE KILOWATT


Don't need a gun to blow your mind oh no, oh no



"One of my great memories of John is from when we were having some argument. I was disagreeing and we were calling each other names. We let it settle for a second and then he lowered his glasses and he said: "It's only me." And then he put his glasses back on again. To me, that was John. Those were the moments when I actually saw him without facade, the armour, which I loved as well, like anyone else. It was a beautiful suit of armour. But it was wonderful when he let the visor down and you'd see the John Lennon that he was frightened to reveal to the world."-Paul


John Lennon.RIP Johnny, Dec. 8/05 - 25 years.

Urban living is spiritually suicidal





Requiem for a Dream
Alice in Wonderland
Silence of the Lambs
Red Dragon
Willy Wonka/Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
SAW I & II
American Psycho
Sid & Nancy
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.
American History X.
Edward Scissor Hands
Pulp Fiction.
Full Metal Jacket.
Girl, Interrupted
Secret Window
Jacob's Ladder
Me Without You
A Clockwork Orange.
Detroit Rock City!
The Haunting
La Vita è Bella
Funny Face
Donnie Brasco
Girl Crazy
Cry-Baby
Blow
Spun
Gummo
The Rules of Attraction
1408
Empire Records
2001: A Space Odyssey
Party Monsters
Spirited Away (Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi)
Idle Hands
The Shining
Eyes Wide Shut
Ernest Scared Stupid
Beyond Treason
Bowling for Columbine
The Godfather
House of Wax
Devil's Rejects
Benny & Joon
Forrest Gump
Thirteen
Benchwarmers
The Da Vinci Code
Pet Sematary one and twoo
The People vs. Larry Flynt
Feed
The Dreamers
Little Miss Sunshine "You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest "

Marie Antoinette: The Party That Started The Revolution !
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Pin-up Girls Clothing!
Frost French

Anna Sui
Alexander McQueen
Yves Saint Laurent
Kenzie
Chanel
Balenciaga
Chloe
Dior
sky- says:
i love dior, i think christian dior smells like diamonds

Marni
Lanvin
argyle
sharing retarded stories
rockin my 60s pants
late night rendezvous (L)
snow at night
ALEX TURNER

sledding at 3am with suze
eclectic music tastes
always catching the clock at 11:11
"shweet"
Vlada Roslyakova
Gemma Ward
Irina Lazareanu
dystopian fiction (Nineteen Eighty-four, Brave New World, A Clockwork Orange, Animal Farm, Soylent Green)
PcBang
When Elisha draws eyes on her hands and pretends to be the Pale Man
" "
Hein rd episodes
Brit and NZ accents (L)
Gingerbread vanilla hot chocolate
“Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.” -Aristotle
cosy evenings with Kyle (L)
peppermint tea
sweaters
cigarettes
Kylekylekylekylekyle
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Suzy All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy Nick says:
lmao jason you arent involved here go gossip with your mom, wendell or what ever her name is.


Cours, camarade, le vieux monde est derrière toi !
Run, comrade, the old world is behind you!


Barefoot Contessa with Erica.. "You know, the recipe only calls for one stick of butter but I like to put in.... .. TWELVE! "

"that is so punk rock. shit."
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Harmine compounds are of beta carboline origin. The two compounds are found in the P.Viridis and P.Caapi vines, and are called harmine and harmaline. This compound blocks MAO A and MAO B. This allows DMT to diffuse past the membranes in the stomach and small intestine and eventually get past the blood brain barrier. Without the MAOIs, DMT would be metabolized and would not have an effect when taken orally. -Deyar






Now when the love is lost and your spirits are low
The world's closing in around you got no place to go
Done all that you could to ease and please another soul
And in the end you're in the cold, another sad story told
That's why I make my own decisions on how I'm liven
Try to get by with the knowledge that I'm given
Can't make me believe cause a tree is a tree
And when my soul bleeds, the color that I'm spillin is green

I'm gonna smoke weed, for the rest of my life;
I'm in love with Mary Jane I'm gonna make her my wife
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Dans une société qui a aboli toute aventure, la seule aventure qui reste est celle d'abolir la société.
In a society that has abolished all adventures, the only adventure left is to abolish society.





"Once you have the intelligence to disown religion you become a god among the others"




"Nobody controls me. I'm uncontrollable. The only one who can control me is me, and that's just barely possible. And that's the lesson I'm learning. If someone's going to impress me, whether it be a Maharishi or a Yoko, then there comes a point where the emperor has no clothes 'cause I'm naive, but I'm not stupid. So for all you folks out there who think that I'm having the wool pulled over my eyes, well, that's an insult to me. Not that you think less of Yoko, because that's your problem, what you think of Yoko. What I think of her is what counts. But, if you think you know me, or you have some part of me because of the music, and then you think I'm being controlled like a dog on a leash because I do things with her, then... Screw you... You know, fuck you brother, or sister, you don't know what's happening, I'm not here for you, I'm here for me and her, and now the baby." -John Lennon [/b][/font][/i]




it's muzak to my ears


A - Aphex Twin, Alice Cooper, Arctic Monkeys, Armin Van Buuren, Against me!, Alexisonfire, The Animals,
B - Bob Dylan, The Beatles, Tommy Bolin, Blondie, Bob Marley, Blood Brothers, Blind Guardian, Blue Oyster Cult, Bread, Björk, Belvedere, Bow wow wow, Bright Eyes,
C - Cat Stevens, The Chucky Danger Band, Children of Bodom, Clint Mansell & the Kronos Quartet, City and Colour/Dallas Green, Cream,
D - The Doors, The Dandy Warhols, Danzig, Dj Tiesto, Dio,
E - Electric Light Orchestra, Eric Clapton,
F - The Five Man Electrical Band, Femi Kuti, Frou Frou, Frank Sinatra, Feist, Franz Ferdinand,
G - Grateful Dead,
H - Hollywood Undead, Head Automatica, Hellogoodbye
I - Imogen Heap, Iced Earth,
J - Jimmy Cliff, Johnny Cash, Jefferson Airplane, John Lennon, Jethro Tull, Jack's Mannequin,
K - The Kinks, The KIllers, Kaiser Chiefs
L - Llama Farmers, Led Zeppelin, Leftover Crack, Lily Allen, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Lou Reed,
M - Metric, The Matches, My Chemical Romance, The Mars Volta, Men At Work, The Misfits, Muse, The Monkees, Morningwood, Modest Mouse
N - Nirvana, Neil Young,
O - Oasis,
P - Pink Floyd, Paul McCartney and Wings, Paul Van Dyk,
Q - Queen,
R - RHCP, Razorlight, Rammstein, The Raconteurs, The Radio Dept.,
S - Something Corporate, Shihad, Steely Dan, Sex Pistols, Steve Miller Band, Steppenwolf, Supertramp, Siouxsie & the Banshees, Sublime, Scissor Sisters, Squarepusher, Shiny Toy Guns, The Sounds, Sugarcult, The Scene Aesthetic
T - Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers, Ten Years After, The Tragically Hip, Tracy Mcmillan,
U - U2,
V - Van Morrison,
W - The Who, Windsor For The Derby,
X -
Y - Yes, Ying Yang Twins, Yardbirds,
Z - Zion I
and other soulful indie music..

YOU BURN FIRST




I DON'T LIKE IT!
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people who say they use drugs to impress people

silly little girls that try to act like strung out rockstars.

little whores that just wanna get COCKSLAPPED



Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse.





baby tran gon get sent up the creek

A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same


Nadine
Robert

italians are fucking greasy and i hate them


people who are completely anti-drug without knowing a god damn thing ABOUT drugs.

Players and Peter Jacksons
chainsmokers

How I get jealous extremely easily



How it took me so stupidly long to say that to you

Im afraid of change, change of myself, getting older, being afflicted with countless uncurable illnesses, losing family, losing friends, losing youth, vitality, losing health,
and eventually, in the end, losing life

people who try so hard so theyre "different" and then call everyone else preps.
trendwhores
homophobes
people that say "goof"..
gangster beats.. TURN THAT NIGGA NOISE OFFFF, YOOO
hardcore christian sonsabitches
people who care so much about "emos" and "scene"
The Used.. really horrid music.
people who view Kurt Cobain as an idol and rolemodel of sorts. He was miserable, confused and nihilistic because he was overrated and he knew it. WITH THE EXCEPTION of dear baby Elise !
greasy mexicans.
>>people who think All Along the Watchtower is by Jimi Hendrix, and etcetera..

if you wanna take methadone.
you gotta expect to die
kid, you were an idiot


Apples.

velvet.
transient insomnia.
burning toast in the oven in a hotel room and having the loud as shit earsplitting smoke detector go off.. TWICE! haha. vancouver with suze.
people who think they like John Lennon more than I do. bahaha
when albums fall from my walls during the night.. especially onto my head
vivisection..
slipknot
margarine
jipped eyes
i get disappointed when things dont look like they do on the package....
fucking girls with TRAMP STAMPS! DISGUSTING! (little tribal/butterfly/other overdone shit on the middle lower back, ewww nigger)
where PIERCINGS, of all things, go mainstream
seagulls.. they really make me nervous.
Suicidegirls, whores in porn are whores in porn, no matter how freaky and pierced

Shambled as shit teeth

How I'm missing an enzyme and Joti knows it



as long as im happy with someone, or something, my life will be fine.

that being said, its nice to know that someone, somewhere, thinks exactly like yourself.
being able to spend the rest of my life with someone like that would be amazing (L)



"Don't get invested in relationships born of drunken liaisons."


Suburban Buddhism is a term that I only wish I had come up with. I heard someone say it once and I really thought that it captured what was happening in American pop culture. The idea that you can go to your local Pier 1 Imports or Target, buy a candle with Chinese or Japanese calligraphy on it, go home, light it, and suddenly you are a part of 2000 years of eastern tradition and philosophy is ridiculous. It's another example of society's mindset for shortcuts and quick-fixes to everything.




"But she did love him. I believe it. I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn't deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention.
For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks--accidentally--and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you're alive."
-Running With Scissors




Deep poet young natives


Violetafterlife





Little girls little girls little girls
CLEFT CHINS AHHHJKGRAGHUKYUDSFL;
how people get so hung up and worship a person instead of what they did
girls with braids or cornrows.. or weird fucking fake braided "dreads"

organized religion. ive never really been a fan of fairytales taken to heart.

people who say they hate "chemical drugs" awright, dumbass.

girls that just go and slut around because they have nothing better to do and no one likes them, or they feel some need to be wanted because mummy and daddy did hug them enough at an early age.


Et cependant tout le monde veut respirer et personne ne peut respirer et beaucoup disent " nous respirerons plus tard ". Et la plupart ne meurent pas car ils sont déjà morts.
Meanwhile everyone wants to breathe and nobody can breathe and many say, "We will breathe later". And most of them don't die because they are already dead.


I have nothing against Tool, but i fucking cannot stand Tool fans.

im scared of my backpack breaking. because it means a whole very lot to me.
backstabbers, ohh noess
slutty girls
rutland. "slutland" tru dat.
when people always get others to fight their battles
when people don't like movies because they're not typical mindless comedies, or about copious amounts of drug usage. youre idiots. the lot of you.

"Rinse hair thoroughly until water runs clear"


the damn taste of peruvian torch cactus.. and the stomach pains and gagging that come with the effects



Comment penser librement à l'ombre d'une chapelle ?
How can one think freely in the shadow of a chapel?

When people give up on me and move on,


NEW ZEALAND AND IT'S DRUG CULTURE ASSHATTERY! I spit on that poor excuse for a country.

Phone sexing nympho pigs!

I hate Calgary, the Flames, Flames fans, the red mile, anyone whos even been on the red mile.

How Kerman sits alone in the corner of Suzys room eating his curry and wheeling his camera

I'm scared that when I die I won't know it's happening. I'm equally scared that I will feel myself slipping away and I won't be able to hold on.

scientology blows, hopefully one day they'll drink the kool-aid


Ugly dogs that ruin things
Ugly/fat families that ruin things
Crazy drunk parents that ruin things

L'alcool tue. Prenez du L.S.D.
Alcohol kills. Take LSD.

Oftentimes I find myself wishing that our house would burn down and we would lose every possesion we own so we could just start over.


Scar tissue has no character. It's not like skin. It doesn't show age or illness or pallor or tan. It has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles. It's like a slip cover. It shields and disguises what's beneath. That's why we grow it; we have something to hide.




Hey kids, we got a new white devil
And it goes in your fucking nose
That's right, we got a new white devil
This is how the story goes
Story goes

Watch out!

Glorify, glamorize
Try to forget your sunken eyes
Your dead fad is a disaster
Your fashion is my fucking cancer
Not so fun when your nose is sore
Bloody Kleenex all over the floor
But don't worry, who gives a shit?
All your friends will think you're really hip

Your dead fad is a fucking disaster

Addiction is in, I guess addiction is in, yeah
Addiction is in, I guess addiction is in this year

Looks so good
Convulsing on the floor, ya sugar!
And the blood from your nose
Matches your lipstick shade

What a fucking nightmare

Look what you have become
White devil, white devil, white devil

White devil





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"You're just left with yourself all the time, whatever you do anyway. You've got to get down to your own God in your own temple. It's all down to you, mate."


can't sleep in the city of neon & chrome



We were too wasted to close the window
Friends and family looking in to my only hiding place
The rhythm of a strangers skin

Infidel to die for
what i am doing will happen in the morning
when the mirror won't recognize me

Pouvoir à l'Imagination
Power to the Imagination.

He holds a certain gesture when we're loving to ask each other
Do you want it? Do you want me?
I want it, it is you, you are where I want to be.
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Love one another
Why not?