Okay so I've decided to clean out my profile and give you just a little taste...most people who visit my page don't bother with leaving a message but I dont care anymore...browse if you'd like.

I have a TON of stuff in my blog, from jokes to poems written by me or ones that I just enjoyed.

!!A BIT ABOUT ME!!

My name is Joey...obviously, I'm 22 and a single mom of a Gorgeous little girl named Cami! We finally have our own place...my parents own it...but I rent it, help fix it up..and call it my home.

!!RANDOM THINGS I ENJOY!!

Walking around with friends.
Teaching my nephew new things
Spending time with my big black brother...Ian
My Claddagh ring!
Waitressing at a Country bar
Random people with nice things to say.
Good conversation.
Country music
Michael Buble
Board games
Camping
Frank Sanatra
Fishing
Swimming
Dancing
MADD/SADD
Reading
A melt in your mouth medium rare steak
rice and chopsticks
Vodka, water and lime juice!
Getting my hair cut, dyed and blown straight
Backyard BBQ's!!
The crisp white look of fresh snow.
Oldschool down hill sledding
The cleaning rain of spring
Warm nights in the summer!
CSI
Law & Order
Texting
Bumping into people I know at the bar
My daughter's million watt smile...makes me smile every time
My nephew's curly blond hair and blue eyes ~ Future heartbreaker!!
Cooking
Baking with my Mom...
DQ ice cream..or most other ice creams that have no nuts
How Xander sings songs!!!
Watching my younger brother play RPG's or watching his anime shows with him....I really enjoy spending time with him when he isn't moody
Learning new things
Farmer sausage...lol I dont know it reminds me of my grandma
Doing hair
Giving manicures
Giving massages lol especially after I've been drinking...I dont know why lol.
Amanda P
Bry (nana) E
The conversations Candice T and I have!!
Giving gifts to others

!!THINGS I REALLY WANT TO TRY!!

Mud Bogging!!!
Paintballing...
Snowboarding...I've never even gone downhill skiing..
Skydiving...this seems intense even though I'm scared of hights it'll be awesome!
Bungee Jumping...another intense thriller...I LOVE rollercoasters
Scuba diving....(this shall be done when I get to fiji... WHO WANTS TO TAKE ME TO FIJI!!! hahahha)
Rock climbing/ mountain climbing would be awesome!

This block is going to be a dedication to Cpl Cole Daniel Bartsch. Better known to me...as my big brother. Or to some on here as Super-Pookie



It's been a week since his funeral and just shy of two and a half weeks since that awful day I'll never forget...this month actually has too many of those days. On July 4th...a day of independence for a fellow country, my life was struck with a lightening fast change. I was woken up to be told of the horrible news that my brother was never coming back.



It didn't hit me all at once...everything I'd miss but I know now that I'll never hug him, sing horribly out of tune, dance, party, shop for ridiculously over priced clothes...I'd only splurge for his birthday, slip my cold feet under his legs to warm up, celebrate our birthdays back to back or see him alive again.



Our 2010 trip to mexico, family camping to slave lake, arizona horse shoe's down the road from our parents and even the day I get married...will never be the same.



After all that was processed it dawned on me...my baby girl was named after him because of how much I looked up to him and he Absolutely adored her. But will she remember that 3am play time with him or will I get the way he hovered right..the day my family brought her home...if he could, he held her...if she would, he played with her...and now she'll never know the man I considered a hero in my life.

I grew up overweight and am now learning what it is to be healthy and active. I have an eating schedule with proper food and lots of water which works! I've already lost weight but I have about another 90lbs to lose and I will do it...But don't expect me to change who I am!! A lot of guys wont give me the time of day because I'm not a 112 lbs Barbie doll with big boobs and flawless makeup or hair and I'm okay with that because I am looking for someone with substance to them...I've heard guys say they'd love their skinny gf's even if they were fat and lost their hair...But wont give big girls a chance for even friendship a lot of the time
It kind of erks me when guys want a girl who is nice and pretty but wont look outside modern fashion's image at what a girl does have...Just want to let those guys know...ya'll will miss out on an amazing relationship with girls like me!