Love?......

Love is a strong word and u never know if u are in love till it hits you.

I found mine and it filled the gap that was in my life when that day I said I do.

People say the one you love, there eyes are gates to other places.

Other say it's by that first kiss under the moonlight with the warm strong breeze blowing past there faces.

As time went past in my life I alwayz wanted to know if i would ever fall in love with that special someone.

Laying there at night ever wondering if you were that special somone.

To give my heart to.

And to do what ever we need to go through.

What is the meaning of sex, or some call it love.

When you make love then it's with the person that you would never put anything above,

And Never let go and alwayz grasp that feeling of that special touch.


All I Want......

I've waited for ever to hold onto a feeling that might never come. i wish i could at least show u what i have to offer but it might sound stupied to some.but i love everything that u have to offer,your smile the way you say i love you and the way we talk over the phone late in the night when sleep is way past due. i look at other and yawn, will there ever be a first kiss under into moonlight till morning dawn. when i look into your eyes i see an angle thats acts so innocent but yet a devil when love is shown where a place that is darkend in private. just one touch is all i want to memorize in sleep or day dream, I feel so embarrassed tell you these things.........


WIll It Ever Happen........

Somtimes I think I should just go on with an empty grasp of love that I grab for every night. With tears
of despire and clouded skies with no light. I wish i could love you in reality and no only in pics but have a
warm filling of love every time I kiss thoughs lips. So sick of seeing friends cuddling and loving one
anotha, all I can do is day dream just how it will fill like to hold ya. I want you to be the first thing I see
when I wake up while i still see you still sleeping with only a soft kiss to wake you up. All I want you to
know is that I'am always there for you no matter how long it takes just make it real soon so I can be
there to love you with warmth and grace.













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I will be there.....

you will alwayz be my good luck charm i will alwayz be there to hold u to keep you safe outa harm i will
give up anything for you to be by my side right now i alwayz say that your beautiful and one day i will
be able to kiss thoughs preshish lips somehow i think of what we could have in the furture i will choose
only you no other i love you girl with all my heart and u think iam sad with these tears in my eyes but
there from happiness from the guardian angel in the sky........



PLease Come Back......

Please back in my life iam going crazy just think about you and me and what we went through our lives we were neighborhood friends ever since the age of 7. When i saw you that day on the swing i could of die when flew to heaven. All these thoughts and memories are breaking me down into tears i stuck by ur side through thick n thin and made sure i was there when u were in fear. I will get down on my hands and knee's and beg to have u in my arms once again i can never forget when i put that ring on your hand under the moonlight in london baby i hope that u hear this cry for love and come back soon so i can cuddle with you like a bear does with its cub............

One Day.......

One day dreams will come true and i will be able to hold on you we've been waiting forever to see
eachother i would be happy to marry you and no other maybe u dont think the same but i do since
the day i saw you i fell in love with you so maybe one day we will be happy and have all the thing
we want but right now all we can do is daydream in thought.........



Its Been 1 Year....

Its been 1 yr now since u past away i still look at ur picture and cry my self to sleep i remember when we cuddled at night that i could feel your heartbeat. iam all alone but ur there in my life, in spirit i know ur watching me cause i can hear whispers in my ear when iam down i look out side to hope to see if your around. but now ur gone and i all i do is play our wedding song over and over hopping to hear that beautiful voice sing the lyrics to the song. your beautiful smile brightend the whole room you are so beautiful even i could of mistakend you for an angel i still wish you were still in my life, here by my side laughing or crying together i just believe when i heard that news that i was gonna be a father you alwayz talked about us having a child i bet if we did she would have ur wonder smile but all i can do is think of what i could of had with you and our daughter Eva i just want everone to know that i will love only you and no one else forever................

Ever Since.........

Ever since u left me i could never forgive my self for what i did to you i know i did wrong we've
been through everything since we were kids its been oh so long my tears probably dont mean
anything to you now all i do is think how i could of been so shallow when i with you i could of
soared through the sky but with these broken wings all i can do is sit in the dark and think of
you and cry baby i need you back i my life iam confused and lost with you gone all this money
cant fix what we had baby please come back soon to fix this broken heart that is depressed and sad........


Love for music......

you feel it in ur heart ur feet when u snap ur fingers to the beat it has a soul it has a heart with
out it this world spread apart yes iam talking about jazz the music of life and soul we would
always love it as we grow old its been here for a while in the streets in our minds with a random
guy playen it for anything a dollar, a quarter doesn't matter even a dime, but he's not playen it
for money he's playen it for love and grace that's why when u walk past even you have a smile on your face.....


Guardian Angel.......

Please let me be there at night holding you just for love and nothing else I thought about this for a while
and I thought there would never be an us thinking of you to the song angle makes me want to be your
guardian angel to look over you and take you under my white wings to make you smile and give you
beautiful things, sing you songs to make you fell were you belong in my arm under the stars with clears
skies with tears of love fallen from my eyes I never knew that after all of this that I’m writing you this
poem to make you think that one day we would have a beautiful child and a home…..

Marrige......

lost in her eyes as i say i do..to me and her this is the happiest thing to do for eachother, when we were
kids we knew that the first kiss we had we would alwayz be together,now we can grow old and remenice
about old times i would admit that i shedded tears from my wet crystals eyes, but all you did was smile
and sqeezed my hand and whispered "iam so glad i choosed you to my lofted wedded man". now were on
the beach on our honey moon on a full moon night as we just listen to the waves crash as i hold you tight
to the point were u safe and right.....



Sensation.....

In on a rainy night cuddling next to a fireplace and dim light, and soft music to set the mood right
hearing whispers making you shiver to blow out that candle twilight, going into a fantast world deep
and under when it comes to that moment there gonna be imagination and wonder, soft lips and a
beautiful smile oh what a perfect package while you go into a moaning sensation ill make this night
worth while maybe I tease maybe I don't maybe I just like to please you girl just don't tell no body
about this cause I wont.........




Making Love.....

Rain drops on the windows on a rainy night thunder roles across the sky so u start to hold on to
me tight i whisper in ur ear and made u relaxed so then i lay u down on the bed to rub ur back
slowly i breath and nibble on ur neck and then turn u over and start to touch ur chest as i slowly
go down and down to make u go into a fantasy world as u moan my name as i say thats right girl......

Love can last....

when i first saw you i was afraid to meet you. when i first met you i was afraid to love you. now that
i love you i am afraid to lose you every day i do my best to do the right things for us to last forever in
love we've been going at it for quick some years now i think its cause of our gaurdians from up
above. love,tears,and maybe hate is all good but thats why makes us last iam just thanking you
for giving me another chance.......

Broken Inside......

I cant even feel my heart beat anymore because when u left me it changed me in a whole differnt
way i think of about what we had every night and day when u were down i whipped ur warm
crystal tears from that beautiful face of yours i remember when we kissed in the middle of the
night in the rain for many hours but ur gone now and iam growing cold and sick i knew from
the begining that u were it...


One Tear......

As I cry at night I wish that you were by my side even though you dont see me
cry when i hear ur sweet voice i could just die and go to heaven i cant live
with this pain and love that i have for u i could remember before you cheated on
me that u loved me to. but since it's all over i just have to cry one tear i
love u wit all my heart even though we were so far apart i wrote u letters and
called u my baby-girl you liked that alot even though we fought every night but
you loved it when we cuddle threw the night but since i dont have u here i just
have to cry one tear i still can feel you warm and soft lips i know that when we
were fighting i knew that i was the one acting like a ***** baby-girl i cared
about you every night we both loved it when we huged and then i start to hold u
tight i cant believe that i loved you girl you gotta remember that i will alwayz
love you and i wish i can have one more hug from u but every night i live in
fear without so i have to cry..............one tear.....

Wut I Would Do.....

I oved you with all my heart and soul we did **** to gether to meh she felt as
close as i do to my babybrother every night i thought about u awake or asleep
when i heard ur voive i just wanted started to smile if u were here rite now ill
be happy and i would of loved it if u were to cudle through the night i loved to
kiss u on the forhead to then tuck u in tight i alwayz made u smile i loved it
when we made each other smile ill never forget about u,u will alway be in my
heart u might thinking iam talken soft rite now but thats the way i am iam sweet
and kind some times i loved it when u and meh walked down the street at
night.........

My Love For You......

As I look into ur beautiful eyes i see pasion and love i know you loved it when
i gave you a ring with ur fav bird the dove ill do anyting for you cause you are
my boo my heart fills with happiness when i hear you say i love you to As we
kiss under the stars and with the moon light in the park our relationship is so
strong that it will never break apart..........

Sad S$%$

I can't feel love i wish one day i can die and live up above i cry at night and
not know wut to do i think about love and hate one day i will be heart broken
and i can die and be in my fav. place i stare at the stars at night thinking of
the perfect girl for me I still remember this girl i loved at the age of 3 if u
read my poem one tear you would know how i fell every night i have all this love
built upside of me and i cant express it to my fav gurl i can remember my first
kiss it was soft it was sweet i know when i kissed her i made her glad when we
argued it made me sad she was alwayz on my mind day and night and even in my
dreams i love you even though it may not seem to be i just want u to know when u
say i love it means so much to me..........