I'm a wanna be; poet, artist, dancer, thinker, lover, musician,good student, interesting conversationalis, epeleptic, jk (hehe)
Truth be told i have a little bit of everything i need to make me a human ... i breath my heart beats i bleed the same as anyone else... it still hurts to be told that im worthless, and even more to be told im loved and have it be a lie ...

little tid bits about me include; yes im a queen of the geeks ... i decorate cakes, and i stamp, and scrap book, i love to just sit down with an extra large second cup chocolate banana late' and a note book and write random bull poop ... nothing is better than acctually having somthing to say ... even if its just somthing visual ... a picture can say alot.
I hate myself more than i can possibly discribe to any of you... dont go into all the psyco bable crap about wanting attention bla bla bla ... its just how i feel... i dont like who i am ... or what i have become i dont like who i see myself turing into and i dont like to know that every breath i am taking is just one more chance to mess up.



I am worth $1,445,052 at humanforsale.com but to myself i am worthless

as you will notice my page is empty ... much like me