T/\ST!3
Seeme,Dateme, holdme,Kissme..,Fuckme,Rapeme,Useme,Chuckme... Thats just the way it goes.[/color][/i][/font]
Girls go through all this shit everyday and then they get crumpled up and thrown away. Try this shit with me or my gurls, i'll find u and fucking break your legs and stab you in the heart puttin you through just as much pain as u put her through

Noughts had all's spent Where our desire is got without content. Tis safer to be that which we destroy Than by destruction dwell in doubtfull joy</3

A couple Of my poems

Missing Childhood
I miss the times when I could sit
Upon my fathers knee
I miss the days when my fears
were small enough to see
I miss those moments when mom said
You have the rest of life to live
I wish I could do something wrong
and I was small enough to forgive
If only I could cry from things as small as bugs
If only Love werent real and I wouldnt lust for hugs
Sometimes I wish I was young
and everything was ok
I wish life werent as complicated, as it is today.
I miss the times when my heart
Felt nothing but joy
I miss the times when I had not but a crush on a boy
I wish my eyes werrent puffy, swollen up and red
I wish Growing up, wasnt another thing to dread.






My love for poetry

A perfect solution Beyond my part
I wanted death before the start
I needed a friend to hold me tight
someone to stop this, to make it right
some one to push me when I held back
someone to tell give me the courage I lack
A person to give me something to do
something creative, something new
This I call poetry
a feeling of expression
Something I love
My new obbsession

You have my heart


I feel like Im sllipping away from you
I feel like your fading away
People are where I used to be
Being with you every day

I feel like im not good enough
Im being torn apart
I wish I never had to leave you
I want my spot back in your heart.

everytime I try n talk to you
there someone else in the room
everytime I want to say I love you
The moment seems to soon.

Ive restored back to crying
Like how It used to be
But I'll never get the chance
where its just you.. and me.[/font][/color]

I love you so much Anisa <3



today I found your heart,
While I was walking home
I'll put it in my pocket
and keep it for my own

I'll put it in a box
and hide it near my bed
Your heart continues bleeding
your thoughts run through my head

You will never know about
the permanent smile stiched on your face
you will never see
the girl who put you in this place.

Can you feel the pulsing?
I know your still alive
Can you hear the pounding?
The heart beats that will thrive

I'll stich you back together
and place you in my room
Not before my parents leave
But all none too soon.

I will put a hat
upon your furry brow
You will never see it
No eyes will tell you how

Soon enough you wonder
How long you will stay
After long enough you decide
You'll never get away

All I ever wanted
was the perfect friend
someone to talk to
with some time to spend

I am not insane
Nor am I obbsessed
My forever lasting partner
whos heart will never rest.


She brings beauty

I wake up in the morning
with the sound of hearing your voice
I always answer when you call
I always make my own choice

I sit around and wait
when you say you'll call me back
sometimes when you cant
I think im going to crack

I need to hear you every day
Or my heart will just break down
I cant stand the thought of it
knowing your not around

you bring beauty to my eyes
and never let them fail
you will never let me run away
You will not let me bail

I need you to calm my breathing
when Im a little wrecked
I need to hear your gentel words
Your whispers do affect.

You always know when to call
You know when I need you most
sometimes you have kept me alive
when the knife has come to close.

I luff you Alyssia! Never stop calling me <3

Hopelessy madly truly devoted to you Anisa <33333




GOD I EFFING MISS YOU TO PIECES!!!

recklessly devoted to the love you put in my hands. The smile thats in your eyes. now i understand. Everything ive done for you is starting to come back. So is all this love I will never turn my back....... Anisa... I havnt been there for you lately.. and Im really sorry. Im never in one place for very long anymore and when I atm its with chris and he doesnt have long distance.. U told my bro were like not friends because I dont call but fuck I love you so Much Anisa.. I just wanted u to know that sweets:(


The Ten Commandments of Pot
1. The Golden Rule works for pot:
If a friend has nothing to smoke and you do, smoke them up.
If you've got munchies and drink and they don't, let them have a bit of yours.

2. Left-Hand Rule: Always pass to the left.
That way if you're driving in a car, The Driver doesn't have to reach behind him to grab the joint.

3. He who rolls a joint gains automatic sparking privileges.
If he rolls a nice joint, tell him so.
If he does not wish to spark, he may pass the privilege to someone else.

4. Never complain about somebody else's weed.
They didn't have to include you...
Don't knock it free pot is good pot.

5. Never turn down a toke, unless you are too stoned (hey it happens).
Pity he who is too stoned.

6. Valid Medical Patients
A Valid Medical Patient does have the right to smoke alone.
If they feel they do not have enough to share.
Remember it's their medicine.

7. A match is a match:
Try never to match pinners to anything bigger, its just impolite.
Come to think of it, never roll a pinner.
If you absoultely must roll a pinner due to lack of pot, apologize,
apologize profusely.

8. Always:
Declare a bowl cashed if you think it is.
Reload

9. The person who brought the bud picks the music.

10. The little things that kill:
Never miss 4:20.
Thou shalt not triple toke.
Save all your roaches for a "rainy day".
Never clean anyone else's bowl without permission.


And if you do not follow those rules you aren't a true stOner![/size]



What I need is something no one should need... I need to be alone
I need something to keep me from doing what I shouldnt do...
What I need Is a soul to seek me when Im stoned
I need a heart in my chest to know im still breathing
What I need is a good purpose to continue in this Hell
I need a reason to keep me from seeing
What I need is a thruth to tell
Everything I need is purpose
a something for something to live
Without the trust they gave me
I have no more to give..

I need a flippen miracle





The loves of my life.
Anisa- Your my baby and one day i'll give you the world One day i will give you the sun aswell.<3
Alyssia-you make me worrie about u alot but it shows how much I love you
Jen. Your an amazing gurl with a fuckin WICKED peronsality. Your one of my best friends and no mow tough it gets, Im always here fo you. Ur bro is a dick but that doesnt change you. I love you hun Call me whenver u want because im always here!Luv u <3<3<3
Dannie- your my little virgin whore and one day I wont be able to say that no more.
Kila-I miss you dawl, I wish you would com back :(
Mike- Your a sweet heart with sexy intentions. ^^
Clay- Clay dawg you rule man, And you sing like Jack johnson, luff ya man<3
Kris- your like the sweetest guy ive ever met and I miss you to death.
Nolan-your always there to talk to and I can depend on you for everything
Riley- Riley your awesome and you always know how i feel so I can relate to you.
Devin- devin you are so fuckin funny and really immature and thats why you rock.
Daytin- your really annoying sometimes so thats why I steal your smokes o.0
Regan- Omg regan I miss u so damn much. When i come to the hat is gonna be totally kick ass. Long walks? Gettin high? lotsa hugs? yessssss miss u sweets.
Mitch- Bro I miss you man come back to visit me..
Barret- barret is.. well.. barret :)
Steve- you are captian bubbles n you know wayyy to much. its scary
Rob- your always around when i really need to talk. And you seem to think im premo shit. and I think your even MORE premo shit. never gonaa leave ya budd
Tamara-sisters forever. I always got chur back gurl. and u know u can count on me for ANYTHING ANYTIME ANYWHERE!!!
Mandy baby-Your body is mine and my body is yours so touch what u want sexi bottom!!!:P<3<3
Dustin- Well what can I say? We have funnnn timesss. Especially that one day in Creative writing hahah that poem was fuckin awesome, Luff u!<3
Dooog-"Why were u late for class?" our answer?"we were having sex? "lmfao that was so fuckin funny. Doog i luff u!!<3
Katiee- This is by far one of the coolest fucking chicks I have ever met. Katie your a dawl and your so perfect you look like one. Mitch agrees! Love you always katie!!
Shay- Shay iss.. shay. what else can I say? I made you a friend on your very first day
Fuck the poetry. Shay you kick surfer ass man. Your so wiked that im not worthy to be in your totally Wiked awesome presence. I LOVE THIS FUCKING GIRL
Sidney- You and I have had troubles in the past. But thats all over now and u one coo ladie!! hooters for life!(pot) Yehhh dawwww.
Tyler- yeh so wat if ur the only neech in the school. Your fucking dope and u know it. Man we be chillin. CUZ IM THE FUCKIN MANN BEATCHHHH
Chris- Your my everthing, I breath u. I need you. I hold you, I kiss you are what keeps me going and I couldnt ever love anyone more then I love you. I would do anything for my baby clyde, I love you so much sweetie. You are mine forever<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Dave- You compleatly fooled me into thinking you actually cared about me. I was stupid for believing it.. You made a fool out of me and everyone else you've lied to. I just regret actually beleiving all the bullshit you fed me. We had alot of fun together and it was great. But now none of that means anything at all. Thanks for fucking up a great friendship. Your loss

I cant see the love anymore... Im sorry. Your a different person and so am I












BEST FUCKING SONG EVER!!!

BEER
I like beer cause it is good
I drink beer because I should
If there was a song to sing
I sing it and beer you bring

I drink beer when I am sad
Cuz the beer it makes me glad
There is nothing left to say
So let's go drink beer.

BEER IS GOOD! (x 3)
...AND STUFF!

BEER IS GOOD! (x 3)
Let's go drink some...

BEER! (Beer...) (x 6)

When it's warm it tastes real crappy
But cold beer will make me happy
When I throw up on the floor
I can go and drink some more

They say beer will make me dumb
It are go good with pizza
Now that we have drunk some beer
Let's go drive a car.


BEER IS GOOD! (x 3)
...AND STUFF!

BEER IS GOOD! (x 3)
Let's go drink some...

BEER! (Beer...) (x 6)

Uh dude? I think youve had enough..

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Lets go drink some beer!


I am drunk, drunk is me.
I am drunk... WHEEEEEE!
I am drunk drunk as me
I am drunk drunk as me I am (burp)

speakin of beer. This is mikey!!! mm sexii

So I dont know how I should feel about anything anymore really.. Theres her.. and theres him... I love him. He loves her.. and Me... And she is amazing I mean.. FUck ya..confused feelings again.. great. Glad I didnt Compleatly fuck everything up.. because apperantly thats what Im good at..

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