[Jennifer - Fekete
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I TOLD ANOTHER LIE TODAY, AND I GOT THROUGH THIS DAY
NO ONE SAW THROUGH MY GAMES, I KNOW THE RIGHT WORDS
RO SAY, LIKE I DONT FEEL WELL, I ATE BEFORE I CAME, THEN
SOMEONE TELLS ME HOW GOOD I LOOK, AND FOR A MOMENT
FOR A MOMENY I AM HAPPY, BUT WHEN IM ALONE, NO ONE HEARS
ME CRY, I NEED YOU TO KNOW, IM NOT THROUGH THE NIGHT, SOME
DAYS IM STILL FIGHTING TO WALK TOWARDS THE LIGHT, I NEED YOU
TO KNOW, THAT WE'LL BE OKAY, TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH
ANOTHER DAY, I DONT KNOW THE FIRST TIME I FELT UNBEAUTIFUL,
THE DAY I CHOSE NOT TO EAT, WHAT I DO KNOW IS HOW I CHANGED
MY LIFE FOREVER, I KNOW I SHOULD KNOW BETTER, THERE ARE
DAYS WHEN IM OKAY, AND FOR A MOMENT, I FIND HOPE, BUT THERE
ARE DAYS WHEN IM NOT OKAY, AND I NEED YOUR HELP, SO IM LETTING GO.[/center][/color]
In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.And so Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on.But Each time I manage to remind my self that I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault.Life is for having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on some guy who is gonna act like he hates you tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.
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i'm just your under average; dramatic
T E E N A G E R .
i'm not happy with my life. i don't like the way i look, my
personality, or even my skills and abilities. i think to much,
and i try to drink my way out of everything. i've had my heart
broken too many times. not just by boys. but by friends and family
too. i've been let down and disappointed________________________
[ MY - WHOLE - LIFE. ]
T E E N A G E R .
i'm not happy with my life. i don't like the way i look, my
personality, or even my skills and abilities. i think to much,
and i try to drink my way out of everything. i've had my heart
broken too many times. not just by boys. but by friends and family
too. i've been let down and disappointed________________________
[ MY - WHOLE - LIFE. ]
I TOOK A WALK AROUND THE WORLD TO EASE MY TROUBLED
MIND. I LEFT MY BODY LYING SOMEWHERE IN THE SANDS OF
TIME. I WATCHED THE WORLD FLOAT TO THE DARK SIDE OF
the moon, I feel there is nothing I can do
I WATCHED THE WORLD FLOAT TO THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON
AFTER ALL I KNEW IT HAD TO BE SOMETHING TO DO WITH YOU
I REALLY DON'T MIND WHAT HAPPENS NOW AND THEN, AS LONG
as you'll be my friend at the end
YOU CALLED ME STRONG, YOU CALLED ME WEEK, BUT STILL
YOUR SECRETS I WILL KEEP. YOU TOOK FOR GRANTED ALL
THE TIMES, I NEVER LET YOU DOWN. YOU STUMBLED IN AND
bumped your head, if not for me then you'd be dead
I picked you up, and put you back on solid ground
don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs
KNOW THAT IN THE END, YOU'LL GET WHAT YOUR HEART
LONGS. TRY NOT TO RISK IT ALL ; DON'T STUMBLE ;
don't fall. Take the time to read the
writings on the wall. Hold your head high ; don't
BE AFRAID TO SAY GOODBYE. STAY TRUE & BE YOU. DO
EVERYTHING THERE IS TO DO. LIVE LIFE TO THE_____
__FULLEST & NEVER LOOK BACK ; THERE'S A
reason for the future & a reason for the past.
LOVE TIL IT HURTS ; LAUGH TIL YOU CRY. & WHEN
YOUR LIFE FLASHES BEFORE YOU BEFORE YOU DIE, BE
HAPPY FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE, BE HAPPY FOR WHAT
YOU'VE OVERCOME. & MOST OF ALL BE ____________
proud of what you've become.[/color]
aren't we so good at holding onto the past?
IF WE WEREN'T SPEEDING , I'M SURE WE WOULDN'T HAVE CRASHED .
UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF OUR LUST; I KNOW WE SHOULD BE CAREFUL
________________________________BUT THAT WON'T HAPPEN TO US.
Love is a second, third, fourth and fifth shot.
GOD KNOWS I NEED IT. GOD KNOWS YOU HAVEN'T FORGOT. OH AND YOU
ARE TOO MUCH LIKE A DRUG TO ME . NO LONGER WHAT I WANT , JUST
WHAT I THINK I NEED. WHY WOULD_______________________________
_______I leave when I could waste away with you?
Less concerned with what I ' ll find than what I could lose ; it ' s easier to
LOOK DOWN THAN TO LOOK YOU STRAIGHT IN THE EYE. I'LL ONLY SAY
THIS ONCE BECAUSE I KNOW IT'S GOING TO MAKE YOU CRY. THERE IS
A REASON I FEEL LOST WHEN I'M NOT WTH YOU , AND IT'S NOT_____
______________________________BECAUSE OF LOVE; IT'S JUST THAT
you are what i've gotten used to.[/color][/center]
there are moments in our lives
_________where we find ourselves at a crossroad. Afraid, confused,
without a roadmap . . . the choices we make in those moments , can
define the rest of our days. Ofcourse, when faced with the unknown
most of us choose to turn around, and go back . But once in a while,
people push on to something better, something found just beyond___
the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery, and courage
_______it takes to let someone in , or give someone a second chance,
something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream . . . because it's
only when you’re tested that you discover who you are, that you____
discover who you can be . the person you can be does exist , beyond
the hard work , faith, belief, and beyond the heartache,__________
and fear of what lies ahead . . .
when I could read your mind.
So i've been waiting . It took a season ' s going by to know it's
NOT MY FAULT . I TRIED TO BE PERFECT. TRIED TO BE___
honest . tried to be everything that you ever wanted .
i tried to be stronger. Tried to be smarter. Tried to be______
EVERYTHING BUT YOU... IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE YOU'VE
___been home. I used to wait up forever. Used to say a
prayer wishing you were there . And I'm still waiting...You___
_______________TOLD ME ONCE THAT YOU'D SHOW UP, BUT
I fell for that before I fell to pieces.[/center]
It’s simple, other people aren’t you.
They don’t know your feelings and they don’t know your thoughts.___
__They can’t tell how things affect you , and they can’t truly deceiver
what your reactions mean . All they can do is watch and observe .They
can only give there opinions and their own reactions.They see only___
_________what you show them , and hear only what you tell them. But
sometimes others can see through hazes we can’t. They can spot____
____trouble from a mile away. they have the ability to tell what’s good
and what's not. sometimes they can see disaster before it happens.__
___so when they warn us, sometimes it's in our best interest to listen.
we may not like it, and we may think they're lying , but sometimes, you
just have to believe that they have your best interest at heart . Don't
blow them off as being jealous, not knowing the whole story. Because__
sometimes,________________________________________ _________
they can be right.
don't waste your time worrying~
ABOUT BOYS. BOYS WILL COME AND GO. DON'T WASTE YOUR_____
________time caring about the people who don't like you . chances
ARE YOU DON'T LIKE THEM EITHER. DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME___
worrying if people are talking about you. you affected___________
__THEIR LIVES, THEY DIDN'T AFFECT YOURS. WASTE YOUR TIME
with friends. live for the moment , laugh often, be immature, do___
ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. IF IT'S SOMETHING YOU'LL REGRET
__________in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh
THE MORNING, SLEEP LATE AND WHEN YOU WAKE UP, LAUGH_____
_________about it with your friends, cause your friends are what
MATTER MOST. WHEN YOU HAVE
YOUR FRieNDS, YOU HaVe
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