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..:: Letting go of all I've held onto ::..

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BASICS

Height:	179 cm - 183 cm (5'11" - 6')
Birthday:	April 19, 1988
Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Dating:	Single and looking
Living Situation:	Living with parents/relatives
Location:	Penticton, Okanagan, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:	04:50pm \| Jan 16, '05
Profile Updated:	07:12am \| Dec 17, '09
Last Active:	03:38pm \| Sep 07, '09

INTERESTS

Reading Material:	Fiction, Fantasy, Myths and Legends, Poetry, Romance
Movies:	Action, Comedy, Horror, Tearjerkers
Art:	Body Art, Doodling, Graphic Design, Writing
Animals/Pets:	Cats, Dogs, Farm Animals, Horses
Video Games:	Racing, Role Playing
Cars:	Drag Racing
Music:	Country, Hip-Hop, Pop, Punk, Techno
Sports:	Car racing, Horseback Riding, Paintball, Snowboarding, Ultimate Frisbee, Volleyball
Activities:	Cooking, Drinking, Driving, Listening to music, Reading
Musical Instruments:	Flute, Keyboard, Saxophone
Outdoor:	Camping, Going to the beach, Exploring
Computers:	Graphics

ABOUT ME

xoxo AKA xoxo

xoxo My parents named me Celynne, but my family calls me C. My friends know me as Duck, Wild Cat, Celynney Pooh, Bright Eyes, Dreamer, Cewlynne and Seewynne. Some of my common net names are Thug Angel, Lost Horizon, Lone Dreamer, Killer Doberman and Mustang xoxo

xoxo I was brought into this world on the day of April 19, 1988 in Prince George General Hospital. I was born on a cusp, so my astrology signs are Aries and Taurus xoxo

xoxo I currently live in Okanagan Falls though I want to move to Pen this summer xoxo

xoxo I'm a member of our high school concert band and I play the tenor sax. I'm also the only female sax player in the band 'cuz I'm just that cool. And since we're so awesome our uniform t-shirts are bright yellow. Yeah yeah you're just jealous 'cuz we make yellow look good =P xoxo

xoxo I'm always lisening to music, it's one of my escapes from reality, which is one reason I'm in the school band I guess. I also used to play the keyboard and want to take it up again someday (wow doesn't that sound emo? o_0). xoxo

xoxo I'm in the Grad class of 2006 but I currently don't really know what I want to do after I graduate. I have a few options in mind though. Possibly going to the U of S and taking a year of open studies, going to Olds College and taking Equine Sciences or going to the college in pen and taking a major in computer graphics xoxo

xoxo I currently only have two peircings other than my earlobes. I had my eyebrow peirced but when I was swimming it ripped right out, and no tattoos though I plan on getting my lip peirced and am getting a tattoo for my 18th Birthday. For the time being I have my tongue peirced and a scaffold industrial xoxo

xoxo I love to travel and wish to visit the bahamas and australia one day. I'm an Irish Canadian Native...how's that for confusing? xoxo

xoxo My label is Hybrid/Skid. Not a very common term but that's about the only way to describe me. I'm no goodie two shoes but I'm not a total bad ass. I'm not punk but I'm not girlie. I'm not dark but I'm not light. I'm kind of a mix and an inbetween on everything. There are a lot of things about me that people don't find out right away, my reputation being one major thing I am mistaken for. People who know of me think I'm a goodie two shoes with good grades who gets everything she wants 'cuz she's spoiled. Ha ha that's a laugh. I've had my run ins with the law a few times, I do crappy at school because I couldn't care less about doing the work (though I could probably do well if i tried), and I can usually get what I want if i really want it, but not through being spoiled xoxo

xoxo My signature is a paw print. I'm not entirely sure why either really. Most people are suprised it's not a horse shoe, but I'm not exactly the luckiest thing on the face of the planet sometimes. I love animals so I guess a paw print just kind of fits xoxo

xoxo I <3 Disney 'cuz I'm cool like that yo xoxo

xoxo I'm normally pretty easy to get along with unless you're annoying, then I'm bitchy xoxo

xoxo My name means "Dreamer" xoxo

xoxo I'm shy when I first meet people, but after I get to know them a little then I'm pretty out going xoxo

xoxo I'm loyal as long as you're loyal to me and if you hurt me expect me to return the favour xoxo

xoxo I can be pretty clutzy at times. Yeah when you walk down the hallway and you hear the random yell from someone falling down the stairs, that would probably be the person I tripped by accident. I have a tendancy of stubbing my toe, hitting my head, tripping, falling, slipping. Yep, that's me xoxo

xoxo I'm not really all that school smart but when it comes to life my IQ is above average. Many have told me that at times I display a maturity and wisdom well beyond my years xoxo

xoxo I'm very headstrong, sometimes strongly opinioned, and very willed to be original xoxo

xoxo I suffer from a short supply of patience, attention and memory xoxo

xoxo I have so many disorders you wouldn't believe the list I could make. Okay okay, so maybe not THAT many, but I do have alot. Not mental disorders but little things. I'm lactose intolerant, can't eat bananas (causes me to have painfull muscle cramps), have a weak stomach (which also links to me being a sympathy puker), I am partly deaf in one ear, I bruise easy and they last forever... I have a bruise on my leg that's been there for about 3 or more months now. And as stated above I suffer from short term memory loss from being dropped on my head when I was a kid.... well it wasn't so much as dropped as I jumped.... funny story actually, I can sometimes have a short attention span and finally I am gifted with a few dream disorders. I have mastered Lucid Dreams, commonly have Prophetic Dreams and suffer from another dream disorder that I have no idea what the name for it is and it's really difficult to explain, but it sucks. Oh yeah, and I can't swallow pills o_0 xoxo

xoxo I come up with new sayings now and then, but the ones I use the most are "oh my god", "whoa, I'm sketching out!", "Nice", "Oh that was smooth", "Up yours", "Bite me", "F*ck that", " 'Cuz I'm just cool like that yo" and "You are one weird cookie" xoxo

xoxo Some of my biggest fears are Cops (sounds weird I know, bad experiences when I was a kid), Heights, Spiders, Needles, and Drowning in a vehicle xoxo

xoxo Everyone has to have priorities in their lives, it's an impossible thing to go without. One day it was a question that came to mind that never really went away. "What in my life to I hold the closest to me, un-material things that I could not live without?" I thought about it and the three things I came up with are 1.Dreams, 2. Trust and Faith, and 3. Guidance. Think that sounds kind of weird? Well just think about it. Where would we all be if we had no guidance what so ever. No one to tell us what was best or worst for us. Where would we all be if he had no one that we could trust or put faith into? If we couldn't even put it into ourselves? And where would we all be if we couldn't dream? If we couldn't dream of better days or just of things to make life more interesting, or how we would like it to turn out? xoxo

xoxo I have lived in 9 different houses and have gone to 4 different schools since I was 12. In my lifetime I have lived in 15 different houses, moved 16 times and have gone to 6 different schools, and I'm only 18 xoxo

xoxo Listening to music with Ryan; watching movies/ text messaging with friends; horseback riding and drinking with Samm; racing and cruising with Brenda; hot tubbing and haloing with stuart; nights with the girls; riding the bus and talking to Morgan, Gio, Spencer and all the bus buddies; getting in trouble with Carmen, Kayla and Sharon on band trips; partying and going up to the lookout with Chris; Dying hair with Brittany; having debates with Nick; ah the list goes on and onxoxo

xoxo I'm Random xoxo
xoxo I give good hugs xoxo
xoxo I'm comfy to lean on xoxo
xoxo And I smell good ^-^ xoxo

xoxo And I am an almost pro photo manipulator xoxo

Band Trip Was Fucking Awesome!

R.I.P Tyson, we miss you so much

LIKES

xoxo My Colours: Blue, Black, Purple and White xoxo
xoxo My fav. metal is Silver xoxo

xoxo Cheesecake xoxo
xoxo Chai Tea, Pepsi and Root Beer xoxo
xoxo Chinese Food and Pizza xoxo
xoxo Rave's Xtra salt and vinegar chips xoxo

xoxo Toyota Celica, Ford Mustang, Dodge Viper xoxo

xoxo Guy names: Cameron, Darrien and Dexton xoxo
xoxo Girl names: Cadence, Serena, Dakota, Candice, Paige, and Riley xoxo

xoxo Axe: Pheonix, Kilo and Touch xoxo
xoxo Tag: Midnight xoxo

xoxo The smell of the air after it rains, fresh cut hay or grass, and the smell of a saddle shop xoxo

xoxo Walking in the rain xoxo

xoxo Listening to the same song over and over xoxo
xoxo Sitting and talking to a friend for hours and hours about nothing and learning something new about them xoxo
xoxo Getting new text messages on my cell phone xoxo
xoxo Drawing scribbles on a piece of paper and making them into a picture xoxo
xoxo Reading, even if it's a book I've read several times xoxo
xoxo Talking on the phone xoxo

xoxo Objects that light up in mulitple colours xoxo
xoxo Neon Lights xoxo
xoxo Spinner Rims xoxo

xoxo Grand Champion Horses xoxo
xoxo Necklaces xoxo
xoxo Chains xoxo
xoxo Spikes xoxo

xoxo Racing video games xoxo
xoxo Fuzzy Blankets xoxo
xoxo Bird of Paradise xoxo
xoxo Pon and Zi xoxo

xoxo Rottweilers xoxo
xoxo Pit Bulls xoxo
xoxo Dobermans xoxo
xoxo Shar Peis xoxo
xoxo Huskies xoxo
xoxo Husky/Wolf Hybrids xoxo
xoxo Ferrets xoxo
xoxo Racoons xoxo
xoxo Hedgehogs xoxo
xox Horses xoxo

xoxo I love love love watching movies, it's one of my favorite pass times. Some of my favs are: 8 Seconds, Pay it Forward, Madagascar, Seabiscuit, Here on Earth, Excorcism of Emily Rose, The Horse Whisperer, Fear, Rent, Four Brothers, The Locals, and See Spot Run xoxo

xoxo I'm not a huge sports person, but I enjoy Horseback Riding and occasionally SnowBoarding. I love watching some sports too, like Boxing, Rodeo and Hockey xoxo

xoxo My Favorite Actors are Mark Wahlber, Tyrese Gibson, Chad Micheal Murray, Matthew Lillard, Seth Green, Chris Rock, Oliver James, Vin Diesel, Anthony Anderson, and Jim Carrey xoxo

xoxo Some of my many favorite musicians are, Tupac, Three Days Grace, Story of the Year, Trapt, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Lonestar, Ludacris, Brad Paisley, Paul Brandt, and Papa Roach xoxo

xox Songs xoxo
I Swear~John Micheal Montgomery
This I Promise You~ N'sync
Far Away~ Nickleback
My December~ Linkin Park
Sandstorm~ Da Rude

xoxo I'm very much into tropical places, flowers, scents, and fruit. xoxo

xoxo I like songs with beat but my favorite are the slow songs or songs that are sad or make you think xoxo

xoxo Stand up for what you believe in, even if it means you're standing alone xoxo

xoxo You never ever know where the road will lead you when you learn how to let go xoxo

xoxo Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are xoxo

xoxo If there's so much I must be, can I still just be me the way I am? Can I trust in my own heart, or am I just one part of some big plan? xoxo

xoxo Say it for me, say it to me, and I�ll leave this life behind me, say it if it�s worth savin me xoxo

xoxo A rose in a box, wrapped up in dreams xoxo

xoxo When visions around you bring tears to your eyes, when all that surrounds you are secrets and lies xoxo

~*Sayings made by me*~
xoxo "All I want out of my life is for someone to love me for what I am, not for what they want me to be. To see me for who I really am, not for who I pretend to be" xoxo
xoxo "Tomorrow is Promised to No One" xoxo
xoxo "Nothing in life worth having can be merely given, it must be earned"
xoxo "To get anywhere in life you sometimes have to stop and take a look around. Take a look at the sacrafices, both big and small, and wonder if the sacrafices that you've made, and the ones that are yet to come, are worth everything you get in the end. Because there are some of us who will give ourselves completely and expect nothing in return... these are the lovers. There are some of us who expect to get where we want to go while giving into temptations along the way.... these are the niave. There are some who expect the world to give them all the profits without taking risks..... these are the selfish. Then, by some god given miracle, there are those who only wish of the world to give them what they have earned, what they have faught for. And those type of people my friend, are the rarest of all, for there are few people who are willing to fight for all they stand for, and earn all the have. So, take a look in the mirror of your life, and tell me what you see? What have you made yourself to be? Then think about it, is that what you want from your life? From yourself? Forever? If not, well then take in the beauty of remembering that each second is another oppourtunity, another chance to turn it all around...." xoxo

~*Shout Outs In Blog *~

DISLIKES

xoxo Liars xoxo
xoxo Cheaters xoxo
xoxo Homophobes xoxo

xoxo Feeling like I'm being judged xoxo
xoxo Close mindedness xoxo

xoxo Sea Food xoxo
xoxo Tofu xoxo
xoxo Coke xoxo

xoxo Gold xoxo
xoxo Broken Hearts xoxo
xoxo Pink xoxo
xoxo Japan xoxo
xoxo PT Cruisers xoxo

xoxo When people act like something they're not xoxo
xoxo People who beat their animals xoxo
xoxo Brittany Murphy xoxo

xoxo The smell of blood xoxo
xoxo Getting jealous xoxo
xoxo Getting ditched xoxo

xoxo People who talk about wanted to be accepted for who they are but are really rude to other people or make fun of them for no reason xoxo

xoxo When people do something to purposely annoy me xoxo

xoxo Moving to a new place... actually just moving in general xoxo

xoxo People who steal someone elses idea instead of coming up with their own xoxo

xoxo When I'm concentrating and someone bothers me xoxo

xoxo Over popularity of something xoxo

xoxo People with no imagination who criticize people who do. Just 'cuz you're dumb doesn't mean you can make someone else feel dumb too xoxo

xoxo People who say "I love you" and don't mean it xoxo

xoxo Over using a phrase so much it loses its meaning after awhile xoxo

xoxo When people copy me instead of coming up with their own ideas xoxo

xoxo When a pet dies and someone makes a stupid comment saying"oh it was just an animal" yeah well f*ck you you're just an a**hole xoxo

OMG!! I HATE THIS BLOODY SONG!

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This is me

08:53pm | Jul 17, '06 | No Comments

What is your name?: Celynne
How old are you?: 18
When is your Birthday?: April 19, 1988
What is your zodiac sign?: Aries/Taurus
Where were you born?: Prince George, BC
Where do you live now?: Okanagan Falls, BC
What color eyes do you have?: Blue
What color hair do you have?: Blonde
How tall are you?: 5' 11"

What is your worst fear?: I'd like to say Cops or Spiders, but y'know, it's probably losing my Dad
Do you smoke?: No
Do you drink?: Yeah
Do you cuss?: Who me? hell no
Do you use drugs?: No
Have you ever or will you ever steal?: Have
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: I dunno, I guess
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: Yeah
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: no tatts, 5 peircings
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: Saw? lol i unno
Do you suffer from depression disorder?: Not that I know of
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: In my sleep
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: No
Have you ever purposel