Hey so tomorrow i go for my first job shadow for school !!! a little nervous about going, cause its a big difference when your in college and going for a job and then there going to aspect you to apply your skills in what you have so far learned in school to the job. So i just hope i do a good job and make a good impressionc cause I could end up with a permiante job with these people!

Always busy all the time studying for my exams and finals. So sorry to my friends that I have not seen you in a long time, just this is important schooling and it takes up all my time and energy.

so i got out of my grandmas place and moved back home cause a friend from high school ended up going to my college so she said she can give me rides to school so i got to move back home soo happy to be back...school is AWESOME at frist it was hard cause it was exam second day quiz frist day they really go fast but im getting GOOD MARKS in school so im happy about that...learning soo much about animals and seeing them in a different perspictave and now i haev to go do more studying its study everyday and night for me with this course but i dont mind because this is what i love to do and i know its what i am meant to do with my talent and i have great passion for animals so that also keeps me going

anywho gtg back to work lol

Last night was the night where my heart fell apart. I had a good day with my boy and my friends before i move tomorrow. We hung out with my buddy till 1:00 in the morning lol. Then I had to say goodbye to my buddy and it was sad. We got teary. Then my boy took me home and he and i just stayed in the car lookng at eachother while tears kept rolling down my cheek. I know i will see him again but it wont be for a long time. He ended up staying over for a bit longer...till 3:00 lol and we just lyed in my bed talking about different things to keep our minds off the pain of me going. He is the best thing that has ever happend to me. I know he will be there for me no matter how far apart we are. So we just cuddled and then i was dreading the words to come out of his mouth next...." I should go now..its time" It made everything become a realtiy again to me that im leaving and i wont see him. We said our last goodbyes and then I closed the door and ran upstaris to watch him drive off.....the worse thing to ever see is the person you love leave. He gave me one more look before he drove off and i waved at him....and then he was gone just like that in a blink of a eye the man i loved was gone.....

its really hard to be packing up some of your life..and live in two places at once. I got to leave some stuff here at home cause I will be coming home on the weekends to see my family and then I got to leave again to go back to Van so I can go to school Its really sad to be packing up today.

Saturday me and my boy had our two year anniversary I KNOW! i cant believe its been two years. Technically saturaday wasnt our two year but we had to celebrate it early because we wont be able to see eachother for the real one cause I will be in school. We had a good day though. He bought some champagne and we went shopping and bought some clothes then he took me to the movies and we saw The Dark Knight wooo i still loved it. He hasnt seen it yet so I didnt mind going again. Kick ass movie !! Anywho then we went back to his place and poped some bubbly and drank it and got little bit tipsy cause we both hadnt eaten all day lol. Then we just relaxed.


Today I am kind a dreading this week cause it will be my last week here. I move on Sunday. I'm not really doing to much this week accept packing. I was going to see my best gf on wed. But she says she has plans with her mom. It hurt. My last week here and she sees her mom. Oh well.

Today was pretty miserable out...but I had a great time with my buddy for life Melissa. She is the best! I love her to death. Good day..I am really going to miss her when I am gone

TIME IS COUNTING DOWN.......... TWO WEEKS LEFT AND I AM GONE TO SCHOOL! DUN DUN DUN!

Anyone who is interested the SPCA paws for caws dog walk is on Sunday bring your furry friends with you and come down and enjoy the fun with all the animals There will be fun games for the dogs for example dunking for wieners lol how cute right lol. Musical chairs too and lots of more fun and games on Sunday. It will be held at Mill lake and starts at 9:00 a.m.So come along and have a ball walking for the survival of all those animals that need homes

Thanks

Me and my boy went shopping in Van lol it was quite the adventure just me and him crusing around. I bought a bunch of nice clothes for school so I am pretty happy he took me there to get the nice clothes for school. We had a fun night. It was interesting after lol....he was about to drive me home around 12 and it turned out he accidnetly left the lights on teh car so it drained the battery so we had to get a ride from some creepy couple that are his neighbours and nice people but it was creepy lol...oh well at least im always on my toes with this you never know what will go down when your with mike lol but i still love him to death though for doing all of that for me

I got my TB test yesterday adn man do I not feel so good. Its not something fun to have. They jabed a needle through my arm to create a bubble in my skin it was wierd i felt so sick last night now its passing but im still lying down to rest a lot. I go back tomorrow to see what they say about my arm if its not huge and red then i dont have TB and i will be free to go to school.if its small and red or not at all i dont...so yay lol im glad thats the last needle i will be having for this school.

No school today its so strange not to get up and go back there. Its a strange feeling not to see all my buddies again.. were all on our own individual pathways now. MISS YOU ALL

Well life is starting up again and my boy is going off to college next week its going to be tough not to see him much anymore...oh welll im so proud of him and doing what he loves to do most. He will be great...as for me I have another month to go but this month will be sad cause I will be moving.

Thats life for you....oh well.

I want the sun to come back and be nice and sunny before I go away

Hey there...well i just got home camping with my buddies and my boy and man was it ever so much fun we went up on a road trip to the oakangan and we were at the very top of a moutain and it was hot hot hot...boy it was ever lol i got EATEN ALIVE BY FUCKIN MISQUITOES AND I GOT HEAT RASH NOT FUN MAN....my gf showed me how to pee in the woods properly ahhahah yes thats right i peeed in the woods lol me and my girl went into the woods and did our thing together ahhahah LMAO it was funny as hell i told my boy that i wouldnt be able to do that with anyone else lol cause man is it ever embarassing but what ever me and her have seen everything no biggi AND NOOO IM NOO LEZ lol were just close buddies lol. ALSO HAHAH WE WASHED OUR HAIR IN OUR LIL BLOW UP BOATS HAHAHA MAN WAS IT FUNNY HAHAH WE DID HERBAL ESSENCES AHHAH and my gf's bf's step dad was laughing at us and stuff cause we made teh lake smell lovely hahahah hey i tell you it works lol ehhehehe...me and my boy slept in a tent and the others in a car adn trailer. so it was fun lol. We were going to have some smores last night but we lost the marshmellows and chocolate it suckes but my boy said he would make it up to me and before the summer ends he will make me some smores cause i have never had them lol....OOO and it was sooo cute my boy gave me this really beautiful necklace that was handed down to him by his grandma who passed away sadly but it means a lot to me better then a tiffany necklace or anything it has so much more meaning. I love it . Well that was my trip hahah we video taped it and all so it will be good to look back on it later on BEST CAMPING TRIP EVER LOL WOOOO