My dog (riley for those who know my dogs) has cancer, we dont know how long he's got but he's not in
any pain, its in his kidneys.
right before christmas.

somebody sneaked onto my nex and changed my sexual orientation again, i didnot notice and it was up there for like a fucking month
seriously, im done this fucking game jakie or brett, dont pull that shit, ur really fuckin shit up.

I was thinking of what i truly belive in,
you know, my spiritual personal values
ive come to realize exactly what my core belief is.

I cant embrace this machine god, because im far too against this world of mutual destruction and self satisfaction.

man invented religion, all religions, how would man get any such knowledge of creation from ANY form of celestial being?
For all we have built our race up, we are nothing but a speck of dust in this existence, we are infinetly smaller than everything beyond that wall of what we percieve as some form of reality.
Ofcourse i am not denying the existence of any of the established religious figures, i am just experimenting with individuality and spirituality, in which to me is the ultimate ideal.

Alright, so
This monday, at 11 o clock pm, im catching a red eye with my family to nova scotia, and i will be gone until august 19th, i will miss y ou all (Except for you of course, i hate you) lol, i will miss everyone.
Leave a comment on how bad u are (or arent) going to miss me.
if your the latter, really admire your enthusiasm.
Oh, btw, i got a haircut..

Okay, okay
i know it said that i was gay and coming out on my nex page
lol, its a joke between me and jake,
ill sneak onto his nex and make him seem gay, and so on and so forth, but he got me really good this time, so yeah, no its not true, u can talk to him to clairfiy

MUSIC IS DEAD
MUSIC IS DEAD

Music nowadays is soo boring, its a stale copy, of a stale copy of a copy of black sabbath or somthing.
Rap, pop, cuntry, hip hop, and other sellout, fake or just boring music is just dominating every scene.
Metal is boring to me now, my first love was metal.
Punk is boring to me now, i just shaved my mohawk a few months ago.
normal rock is boring to be because its all the same
This shit is driving me fucking nuts.
If anybody agrees with me, let me know.


Would anybody like to get together and just jam some completley new music.
somthing fresh and exciting.
If i cant find anything to give me a new rush, im gonna go fuckin crazy, i dont know what im gonna do.
Join me in the quest against boring music!.

kk, i went and saw the dimmu borgir show the other day, all i can say it was awesome, the opening bands were all amazing,really.
Like Kataklysm, they opened and i heard a few of theirs songs like as i slither and they sounded really good!

Next up was Devildriver,, a very good flow in this band,alternative metal with a nice flow, equals CIRCLEPIT OMG!, the Devildriver circlepit was nuts, i ran right into it, limbs flailing and it was crazy because once ur in a circle pit its really hard to get out of it!

Unearth was alright, would have been much better if they played more than three songs, but i cant blame them, some asshole threw a bottle at the drummer and he just up and left.

Dimmu Borgir was AMAZING the stageprescence was overwhelming, as the sound was, the whole band sounded better than on the cd, when they played the serpentine offering i just went nuts i was like MOSHPIT TIME!

but the best part was that i met dimmu borgir and got pics with them, i was all like, OMFG!! Dimmu!
and yeah it was a good evening,lol