Just the fact that I cant call you my own is a struggle each day, & if I could have changed what we are like now I would do it in a heartbeat. You will always mean everything to me because nothing and no one is ever going to show me differently. I hope you know that I would have treated you better then anyone, that I would have been the girl of your dreams. Maybe one day you will see that, but for now it should be this way 'cause you need to realize that nothing is perfect and the fighting that we do isnt because of anger but because we love each other so much that its worth fighting for.