Ich bin über dieses Leben. Ich werde euch alle vermissen.
I miss the sound of your voice in my ears,
i miss the way you shake in my arms when you laugh,
i miss the way your smile just brightens up my day.. my world.....
i miss the way you make me feel ,
no one could ever make me feel the way you do... i feel complete....
i feel so happy and yet almost scared ... i feel excited and overwhelmed...
i feel so many things that its hard to describe... sometimes it makes me fumble over my words.....
i miss the way you are....
i miss everything you say... everything you do makes me smile and laugh....
i miss the way you look at me...
i just kinda lose myself in your eyes... their so beautiful...
i miss us....
i miss holding you in my arms...
i miss being stupid with you...
i miss listening to music with you whether i like it or not whether you like it or not....
i miss holding your hands....
i miss going on walks ...
i miss watching tv over the phone together....
I miss the feeling of your lips on mine...
i miss slow dancing with you....
i miss walking you home....
i miss holding your hand untill you fell asleep....
i miss being with you ....
i miss you
So go, tell your best friend that I just messaged you, crying about how I made such a mistake.
I don't care.
I don't regret it.
And if you never respond,
I'm still here for you to
kill me some more...
When I got tired of running from you
I stopped right there to catch my breath
There your words they caught my ears
You said, "I miss you son. Come home"
And my sins, they watched me leave
And in my heart I so believed
The love you felt for me was more than
The love I'd wished for all this time
And when the doors were closed
I heard no I told you so's
I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you
And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is
I hate these consequences
Because I know that I let you down
Now I don't wanna deal with that
I'm hoping there are a few sane people left who can agree with me on this.
Because frankly,
Lady ga ga - Fucking sucks
Ke$ha - Fucking sucks
Katy Perry - Fucking sucks
Justin Bieber - Fucking sucks
Usher
Eminem (new Eminem)
Adam Lambert
Ludacris (New Ludacris)
All of them, fucking suck.
Even black eyed peas.
And it depresses the fuck out of me,
Adam lambert has AMAZING talant, but he only sings songs that a mjority of people like for MONEY. Its true, he doesn't care if he sounds like shit to the rest of us, he just wants your money.
Eminem, Ludacris and The black eyed peas used to ROCK and then they started singing... well normal, ununique songs.
I used to love them, and I'm only 14 I probably don't know the half of it, all I know is I can't stand listening to them ever.
The thing that pisses me off is how everyone 'hates' these people, like Justin bieber, thats a big one, and he makes me the maddest, yes, he sounds like a little girl, yes hes like a wanna be big star that pertends he gets al the hoes and shit, when really and sane girl, in his age limit would probably only date him for his money.
My friends are constantly agreeing with me that he sucks, and that hes lame. But I never fail to hear them singing one of his songs, or listening to his music.
I wanna slap them.
And I couls never vote whicks ones better in music, Lady ga ga, Ke$ha, or Katy Perry.
Because they all sound the same. Sure they sing different lyrics and different melodies. But most singers now sing about partying, getting drunk or men.
Not to mention they repeat words over, and over, and over, and over.
Boom boom pow? Yeah I can make 3 words into a song, I'll just auto tone my voice and put some catchy music.
BOOM BOOM POW
BOOM BOOM POW
BOOM BOOM POW
BOOM BOOM POW.
Bang, $1200000000000000000 for me because your all a bunch of brain dead idiots.
=) But in all honesty, I don't care who you listen to, as long as you download their songs illigaly so they stop getting money.
1. They probably look gross naked because they probably have a lot of frost bite from being cold all the time.
2. They could run and buy a hooker really fast in Las Vagas and still be home in time for dinner, without you being any the wiser.
3. You could never have a wonderful picnik together with out him burning (traditional) or sparkling... (< not entirely a terrible thing...)
4. They drink blood... soo... they probably have AIDS
5. They have magic powers man, he could have any woman he wants. Why would he want you?
Vampires man, Vampires are lame.
Shess gone xD finaly that dumb bitch is out of my life. And in a very immature way.
I'll miss who you were, and not who you are. ;P
Gunna ease my pain
from all these feelings driving me insane!
I think of you
and everything's alright
if only for tonight.
Its discusting the way you guys treat eachother, it makes me wonder how I was ever a part of you.
But I know I'm dark inside, and if you were to shine light, it would be something truely ugly.
It hurts me when you pick on him, the only true friend I've ever had, and yet I just sit there, I don't but in or try to help. No I sit and watch, and feel his heart break with mine. But what hurts more then anything, is how I hurt him... everyday.
I never thought I'd say it. But in all honesty, with all my heart, I give you my golden word that has never been so golden.
I hate all of you.
You are rude, insuferable people. Does it feel good when people call you fat? How would you like it, if everyday people BEAT you down, and said you smelled, how would you feel if they BELTED you with their words telling you you don't shower? Just because you smell a little? Or you look dirty?
Nobodys fucking perfect, inside or outside.
You can be clean and still appear dirty.
The sad thing is, you people may look clean on the outside. But inside your covered in discusting scum, dirt and blood.
And yet,
I cry for you.
To: --Scott--
From: MapleSauce
Date: Sat Nov 27, 2010 8:05 pm
Subject: Re: No Subject
How bout a brain, the police on speed dial and all your information. (In case your stupid by that I mean your computers IP address which means I know were you live. Its very easy to get so I'd watch yourself from now on and try for girls in your proper age group, who are not jail bate. Or Porn)
Date: Sat Nov 27, 2010 10:20 am
Subject: No Subject
hey wasup cutie? u got a webcam or digi cam?? ur really hotttt
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Though I DONT have his IP address, if he DOES message me back I can get it THAT easy. So if he thinks I'm bluffing he'll be surprised when the police arrive at his door ^-^.
It pisses you off,
Makes you cry
and steals your knickers.
My friends are the best, I think its totally cool when they tell my boyfriend I'm pregnant, especially since me and him were so re leaved this morning to find out that I wasn't.
We have been worried nonstop about this, and we didn't want to fucking tell you guys, because of asshole shit like this.
But now, whatever, fuck you guys.
Maybe
maybe you would understand
if you knew she found me bleeding on the bathroom floor
maybe then you would know
but I doubt it
